浮雲流水(英文小說)

flowing clouds(a hiker novel) flowing clouds(a hiker novel) i am kamilla,major in english creation,i win a prize from net bookshop of two tickets toward and backward trip, that makes me want to traveling and studying in Belgin,i try to use my credit card and visa card to shop gradience over there in the super-market,for cooking at my rent room,it is a beautiful landscape country of emperior kingdom,where life is peaceful and comfortable. my boyfriend is a computer hiker,who has made a large laundry money from pc bank,and he tells me he decided to go with me,for spent a long time honey moon with me,i say ok to him,we make a plan to go around european countrys,one week a place,to share the good time at the hotel,as to what i want to learn from university,i believe it must be my interest on study fancy fictions,i carry a digital dictionary with me,and we both carry our ph notebook and apple ipad to start this adventure trip. the feeling of flying on the airplane is so long,we are going to a kingdom named and pronunced like skin-color,he as a hiker love to make money,for example,he steal facebook ads fee like pal in the candy crush and other promotion money,his name is called chrome,he like my smart cellphone so he buy the same one,and use iphone touch at the same time,he get two phones,we are a mirror-like brain can see through each other's black and white,i hate money while he love to gamble and earning it,he want to build a net net world system of inventions,like 3c product and pc manufactures. he knows all codes by guessing and instinct,because he used to be trained by it writing softwares of computer applyment,he is a living person in glass field,with visionary fancy,one day he steal my code,my facebook is warning me by the main system,so i decide to change another one code,by the way,he sent me message about one free code for 20 dollars middle red tea,this represent his secret code on his account,while my code reveal money amount,i use many zero on my code ,he has cashes,invent,house,and know ways to keep love relationship fresh,i learn how to take care of each other side by side,try to make him quit guilty of being a long term hiker. while i want to study on a thesis about fancy novel and search on topic of huxulary,he ask me to buy some new shoes,so i buy 3 pieces for 4000 more dollars,it is for the purpose to match my buying pants from the television shopping station,his forehand flatteringis very good,he touch my private place tenderly for a long time,and he knows well about all my sexy area and G-part,but our sexuality is just like flowing clouds,it is hard to chase any moment,cause it is very changable and with divrsity,he is the wind beneath my wind. today,he tells me a secret about body hiking on me in the past,although it makes me feel the karma of guilty,i still want to make sure if he is the one who stay with me in the way to get the prize of creating novel,he share with me when i am taking a cold shower and sleep on a thin sheep on the bed of hotel,waiting for next morning to come,and go to the civil hall to attend the meeting of giving prize seromony,he follow me and observe everything from the happy night,which he cover his soul on my body as i am feeling cold by the air-conditioner flowing around the room. my memory is vividly aroused by him,he talks about all details of my mind,that suprise me a lot,today i print the fate of mine and his,the conclution is that our fate is quite similar,i love to do things that accidently he loves too,without any lie or prenting,i find out we can still live the same technology life in Brussel city,at the house we rent from a couple,we like to ask each other about computer science questions,such as how to write down computer language to make system stop,or drop up and down on the moniter screen,in order to threaten the main institution,he major in social science,indeed right now he hide from me to use computer language setting,to hike my cellphone,my facebook must be renewed,by type all detail datas,and code,also my web TV station is decided by his controling power,i cant watch programs that i love before,my keyboard is underlined and stopped from freely typing,and when i open the android,the speed is very slow,i have to wait so long,and my tele-list is changing over time,i cant dial the number or receive messages of audio speaking,but i still tolerate his control,because i know he is racing with me. during the time i hand out a paper reporting on hiker novels,i go to the collage of computer science to learn some hiker language and decode method,and try to study the secret in the information world of cool hiker,who has no love or romance,distrust in the faith of gods or buddha,i know chrome is so dangerous,but i still silently swallow his jealousy on my easily giving love to those who ever love me. on the first day of our honey moon,he lay on my private area and use his hand to rub it over and over again softly,his hair touches my naked butterfly,i sense the joy and happiness he sent to me,he bit my tongue slightly,because i am thinking of other stuff,he want me to return my concentration on him,i like to lick his right ear and wisper,so he wash clean his ear everyday he swear,we turn over the winds and rains on the perfume bed,he is my ocean while i am his sheep,he is just like google buying the adobe company,he invent all my sex without any complain,he love to take challange especially things we discuss and compromise. everytime our sex is finished,he start to plan a new plot of hiking a target,and he ask me to be his only one AV model,to make film on privacy,he is so wireless,he like to read science fiction and thrillers,such as stephen king's work,it is out of my suggestion that it might be concerned with IT knowledge,one day he hike away my important glasses,because he dislike me wear anything on my face,and the degree is high as 400 more,he never wear glasses because he see things so very cleaverly that nothing can cheat his eyes,he is so smart that i love him so much,i live in his palace of digital ecoration,and feel so very content. i like to write and plan thesis in the morning,when he is still sleeping,that is the time i feel consciously to thnk over my research,and one day i play candy crush with happiness,he find out and shut down my facebook code once again,he never know it is a matepher that women losing weight and being sugar free,i pass the game and lose some weight magically,while he rather me eating sugar free food,but not play games to waste time,the prescious time be with his company. he let me floating on his naked big belly,moving his humourous meat and skin,to make me feel intimate when my period is still going on,the last day of my period is his birthday,i close the light down and the room is dark the night before his birthday,he made me eat banana because i am in the dreamless sleep,when i wake up,i turn down the anger and ask for birthday sex,for celebration of his special day. i stay all day long watching the movie of hiking crime,and we stick together listen to the taiwanese love songs,he laugh out loud because the lyrics are so touching the bone,as he is very glad that i call his taiwanese name by the first time,he share a secet about how he hike the bank account of mine,to check how much saving i got and why i transfer money for a typing service to a lady,for i have build a blog on the title of "gossip on sexology" consult with all kinds of topics and problems about sexuality,my boyfriend help me create it by writing pc programs,and the settings,of chatroom and message discussions column. i go on the citizen library to check feminism topics on the index of magazine,i turn the page to "woman in publishing" key word,and in below are a few titles about the right for woman issues,such as: Women in publishing 1. Beauty, personal 2. Black women 3. Cable. television and women 4. Drugs and women 5. Farm women 6. Feminism 7. Heroes and heroines 8. Hispanic American Women 9. Homeless women 10. Sex differences 11. Smoking and women 12. Windows 13. young women 14.Abused women (wife abuse) 15.Rape 16.Self defense for women 17.women Diseases 18.Sex discrimination in education 19.Women college students 20.divorce 21.gender warming 22.International women’s Day 23.women. Also see pornography as followings are listing the headlines of sex topic in the periodical reference,including page,magazine name,publish data,and so on. 1. Women in the television industry A fond Farewell to Dellas : the wit, wisdom and women of J.R.E. Byron. Guilty pleasures : women and the weepies. L. Carpenter. Ms. 1:74-6 My/Je ‘91 Women Fight back. B. Hersey. il Glamour 89:174 My ‘91 The return of Good Girls. J. Leland. il New s week 117:57 My 20 ‘91 not for men only. D. E. Thigpen. il Time 137:71-2 My 27 ‘91 wallet envy [women’s friendships] S. Nelson. il Glamour 89:170 Ap ‘91 Women, money il power especial section il working mother 14:23-32+ Ap ‘91 the new meaning of equality : feminizing the law T. Gest. il U.S. news & world report 110:48 Je 17 ‘91 who, me-pregnant [biological desire for children] J. Sills. il mademoiselle 97:204-7 Ap ‘919 Ms. Play boy [C. Hefner[ R. Cohen. il por The New York Times Magazine p32+ Je 9 ‘91 Killing the enemy [ clemencies for battered women who kill their abusers] National Review 43;13-15 Ap 29 ‘91 Sexual harassment [Ellison v. Bradu at IRS] C. Hukill bibl f “Monthly Labon Review 114:37-9 My ‘91 sex argans sexist slurs sex behavior reproductive organs sex role –tome boys – androgyny )psy chology) Adultery prostitution sex and religion virginity Sexual harassment or harassment of sexuality? [ cover story; special section] Society 28:4-44 My/Je ‘91 The thin gray gender line [ federal andge rules that virginiz military Institute can ban women] E. Mitchell. il Time 137:66 Jl 1 ‘91 Harassment policies in the university. A. c. Kors. Society 28:22-30 My/Je ‘91 Why men still talk dirty. J. Katz. il Glamour 89:290-3+ Ap ‘91 How to close the communication gap between men and women. D. Tannen. il Mac Call’s 118:99-102+ My ‘91 Sexuality report draws fire [ Presbyterian church (USA)] R. Frame. il Christianity Today 35:37-8 Ap 29 ‘91 Eros Defied [ Presbyterian Church (USA) Statement] J. R. Edwards. il Christianity Today 35:14-15 My 27 ‘91 sex crimes sex descriminotion in conguage Campus Rape The Gospel on sex [ Cover Story] J. L. Sheler. il U.S. New & Worll Report 110:58-61+ Je 10 ’91 [Je/17] What does god really think about sex? R. N. Ostling il Time 137:48-50 Je. 24 ‘91 the Sexual Connection. J. Gottlieb. il The Progressive 55:39 Ap ‘91 A battle over teaching sex ed [parents and ACLU Challenge Sex respect texts in Wisconsin] D. A. Kaplan. il Newsweek 117:69 Je 17 ‘91 no one would believe her [ w. h. smith changed in palm beach rape case] B. turgue. il pors Newsweek 117:31 May 20 ‘91 “I won’t be a victim” D. Collier. il por Ladies Home Journal 108:26+ Je ‘91 Rap Panther [paris] J. Bernard. por Mother Jones 16:9 My/Je ‘91 Where the homegirls are [ rap music and fashion] N. Oarnton il Newsweek 117:60 Je 17 ‘91 The clamon on campus N. R. Gibbs il Time 137:54-5 Je 3 ’91 [Je 1 ‘91] Life after rape V. frankel mademoisells 97:199+ My ‘91 Out of bounds : the truth about athletes and rape [ gang rapes on college campuses] J. Neimark il Made moiselle 97:196-9+ My ‘91 The Absent mother : women against women in old wives tales m. warner. bil il History Today 41:22-8 Ap ‘91 Out of the closet outo the bookshelf E. White The New York : Times Magazine P22-4+ Je 16. ‘91 Invisibility made visible [ Lesbian and Gay Experimental Film Festival and Look out Video Festival] M. Gever. il Art in America 79:57+ Ap ‘91 All in the family D. Kanfman bibl The Nation 253:21-2+ Jl 1 ‘9111 The big empty [ murder of nomeless women T. Watson in Stamford, Conn.] D. Frey. il Rolling Stone P77-8+ Ap 18 ‘91 Smoking boosts risk of tabal preg noncy [study for Andy Stergachis] Science News 139:175 Mr 16 ‘91 Smoking update : why women can’t quit. s. squires. vogue 181:312-13+ Ap ‘91 virus-smoking synergy causes malignancy [research by randall e. harris] K. Fackelmann. Science New 139:215 Ap 6 ‘91 The mantian in your bed J. Stone il Glamour 89:330 Ap ‘91 Hands off – he’s mine. E. Welty. Made moiselle 97:144 My ‘91 why did gilde die [deaty of G. Raduer; cover story]; ed. by Jane Sims Podesta G. Willer. il pors People Weekly 35:76-9+ Je 3’91 I was attracted to another man il Good House Heeping 212:20+ Ap ‘91 the darkest secret [sexual abuse by father; cover story]; ed. by Vickie Bane. M.V.D. Atler. il pors People Weekly 35:88-92+ Je 10’91 From. hell to healing; ed. by Karen. surman paley H. Miller. il Ladies 108:22+ Ap ‘91 The last angry women [F. Yager, head of children from sexually abusive fathers] T. Junod, il pors Life 14:64-5+ Ap ‘91 A secret life : one girls story of incest [abuse from stepfather] L. Dormen. il Seventecn 50:164-7 Ap ‘91 Femihism and sexual harsment. N. Davidson Society 28:39-44 My/Je ‘91 What do women want? A conservative feminist manifesto K. rersten il Policy Review 56:4-15 Spr ‘91 Gender bender [Thelma & Louise, cover story] R. Schichel il Time 137:52-6 J. 24 ‘91 First Ladies of rap. R. D. Turner. il Ebony 46:58+ O ‘91 How the men in your office really see you S. Cook. il Working Woman 16:100-3 N. ‘91 The feminist mistake .M.B. Carlson il Redbook 178:24 N ‘9112 Backlash [excerpt] S. Faludi Glamour 89:206-9+ O. ‘91 phony feminism fails on the silver screen C. Sharrett. USA Today (periodical) 120:57 N ‘91 Are you a bad girl [treatment of rape or sexual abuse victims by the prass] N. Wolf. il Glamour 89:212-13+ N. ‘91 Do true confessions make sex safe D. Hey nil mademoiselle 97:64+ N ‘91 Where’s the magic? to many women, Earvin Johnson’s behavior was simply irresponsible, S. Jenkins. il por Sports Illustrated 75:152 N25 ‘91 How safe is sex? P. Elmer-Dewitt. il Time 138:72-4 N 25 ‘91 The difference betweem sex and love [excerpt from women on top] N. Friday. il Glamour 89:220-3+ N ‘91 What a man learns by sleeping with a woman : the truth – spoker and unspoken. A Postman il Glamour 89:238-9+ O ‘91 When sex hurts [views of H.S. Kaplan] D. Sobel. Redbook 177:50+ O ‘91 Do Cofessions make sex safe: D. Hey nil mademoiselle 97:64 N ‘91 Sex equity discussed at the Plaza. J. W. Donohue. America 165:380 N 23 ‘91 Cultural fascism S. J. Macarthy il por Forbes 148:116 D 9 ‘91 chrome push his dick into my flower when i am sleeping well,after i wake up and find some period blood on my pant,and i think maybe it just feels like one time he fall esleep when he fucks me because he is getting tired,he tells me that after sex he will have shower with me each time,and everytime we will have sex,he would take off my cloth for me,and he wax my fur like a profesional spa servicer,i love to be his belonging. in the summer trip studying in university,i learn from library a lot of theory,that means desire and suppression are oppsite,if desire is meeting obstacles,it will not freely exercised,the writer Delute was born in 1925,bigger than Facult one year old,but the later is early famous,and passionate,while Delute did not attend politic activity,who is more closer to Nitze and physical philosophy,and his thought is objective and cold,this is a book about history and logos of economic capitalism,which is different from Kent,Bergerson or Spinorsa. his hiker name are dusty angels,millipen and evil zues,if he was battered with two batterys,he will run to fieldland of super high-net and gamble by decode,entering a precise target that make him get the lucky rich,he usually get across the globle wall on the internet in orger to play games from the forijgn country that stop lottery like this,he plans that after we get back to taiwan,he will receive the fortune cash from the animate account he constitude right here at our rent house in Brussel. he used to sign all estates on my name,because my fate can keep them without losing the value,for this deedi really appreciate for him,and honestly telling the truth,he trend me so nice,if something bothers him,he will come firstly to ask my opinions,he respect my idea because i am intelligent and we both nhave a genius star in couple's statement,when we fall in love at collage,i write a fantacy note namedfor us in 1994,belows are the content: String musical instrumentsMechanisms for linking 1. uneven symmetry 2. female and male opposing views 3. fantasy painted color 4. rational deformation-such as batteries exhausted music 5. breathing- 6. sex Central and fringe 7. the concept of the axis (spindle, Yang, Yam axes, Poles)Sash → image persistanceBodybuilder v.s. Miss Aerobics Beauty Pageant< Notes the political muscle of the body of a phallic symbol of the beauty and texture >14X-man female character < female characters in comics; super sex with anti->< magic sexy identity violence >Centipede 1. the war on Virginia Woolf on female education, the provision of funds 2. Tinker Bell, the machine Doll (nobita peek should be static shower) or other adult comic analysis 3. "for Camillg Peglia" 4. statistical tables ← questionnaire 5. the puzzle quiz + translation (AIDS) 6. Alice 14,15,16,17,18 7. Chinese medicine herbs sell funeral price list 8. naked lunch and the other solutions (data) → ecstasy 9. paedophilia and child prostitution 10. the carnal prayer mat, the Golden Lotus, flowers of manner (extract analyses) 11. Taiwanese movies 12. India novelist (erotic fiction), Salman Rushdie's Psalm 13. the porn poster on the gathering, horse, Koran 14.< kingdom of oz adventure > analysis 15. it was recorded in the new post → noun 16. the excerpt Bible women 1. your device exhibits 2. other rustic pictures and text (introduced by the English post) 3. Opera code 4. bibliography 5. witch, witchcraft, religious devotees 6. girls with travellers, Lawrence 7. stamp 8. social news excerpt < female disguise >Camille Paglia(Sexual Personae) 1991.1(The Story of O)Henry MillerD. H. LauanceNancy FridayErica Jone81.5.29 the independence evening post 12 ad (sale)81.5.31 the independence evening post 20 sale ads"Break through the consortium of national party"Xu Xiaodan appealFollowing a 78? Red Chinese money party? The offensive after the introductionRu Wu utopia, neutral attempt to exile: non-text MIME who desires to create noStamp signature < sex puppet > script (verse narration)16Shot: everything is silent in an evil? Diagram of ads mv shot: 1. the title screen→2. Chapter I (gestures, 1.)→3. the front of the female body→4. left subtitles (she is the Star (add on))→5. men's oblique side→6. title (his hero)→7. men and women→8. the word (conflict)→9. flowers→10. female→11. Suebito plate dish→12. the word (break taboos of swim floats)→13. melon→14. Chapter II (pantomime 2.)→15. the penis during cesarean section→16. copulation pictures→17. TaiChi coordinate graphs→18. the breast side (axis)→19. the Protractor→20. fish→ 21. the variant code→22. the handstand posture (female)→23. honey peach→24. spiny-rayed flounder Greenland halibut→25. the oral profile control chart → with a peach17→26. the tooth Groove→27. the sheep→28. the sheep→29. the sheep→30.Depart-ment of uterus→31. Chapter III (gestures 3.) → gesture→32. the fourth chapter(gestures 4.)→33. woven rods of snakes→34. totem & Taboo→35. the duck tongue→36. fan→37. the dice man→38. (foot)→39. under feet→40. Madonna deformed head (← jagged)→41. cry enough→42. the ear43. de la Salle44. porn dialogue in English (we are not born soliton → Proliferation of orphans)→45. the shot of the robot model→46. the fifth chapter (gestures, 5.)→47. a butterfly specimen→48. trademarks password→49. Bingle→50. Sumo man→51. scissors → stem graphics18→52. female figure→53. the sixth chapter (gestures 6.)→54. open male penis on the right→55. the males advertisement→56. the vacuum tube woman→Princess eat nuts → sexual fidelity of responsesWomen's rights narrowed → parallel to the patriarchalNuts (nuts) → synonymous → crazyNutcracker → mad → suppressed women 1. The Nutcracker (hymen) 2. functional/patriarchal country's five new suits (review of wide open government) 3. the claustrophobic/candy shop 4. power envy/Ozzy empior 5. Oedipus/search in mind 6. worship/the Golden Goose (Goldfinger) 7. the Role of Princess snow white/narcissism identity escapes of princesses < rome holiday > 8. bear family/order page politics and power 9. The Simpsons family/working class (distribution) 10. beidibo/sexual harassment 11. Peter Pan/(the flying bed) → escape sexual fantasies 12. Empire/feminist accused of Oz (libido amphibian) 13. The Mermaid Princess/half-animal totem 14. treasure island/worship called materialistic desires worship as civilization pointer value for money in the form of treasure in the fairy tale, in people's pursuit of materialism, fetishism in treasure hunt competition and commitment demonstrates. 15. little Lord Fontleroy/pervert big (asset) sneeze employees. Ban not labour relations (Jack and the Beanstalk) 16. momotaro (reproductive motherhood)19 17. Blue Bird 18. small creative puppets/penis (lie → libido) dangerous? Against adversity? Amounts to a surrender to threats, security to avoid the danger of becoming a speculative luck, absurd laws of high drama ended in victory xiebushengzheng, making cartoon movie produce cookie-cutter justice outcome in sequel form.Could be madeInterpretation movie reviews< Myth: an introduction king Sha Ruiya and Sha Ruilei, the prime minister's daughter >The 2,529,833Nose, eyes, mouth, and waiting (belly toast to ten cigarettes, anti-vomiting stomach)Refreshing does not feel addicted to feel comfortableFrom environmental influencesWhite long not usedCourse of smoking→ Real smoke through the lungs (nicotine) → spitCounterfeit cigarettes, choking the blood concentrationPhysiological function, appetite, excessive do not want to eatDrug use, sexual desireCold smoke → Yang (inhibiting hormones)Tobacco ingredients (Mint cover) (metaphor? Ideologies), female, maleAge groupYoung cigarettesPublic places fined18 years old canConvenience stores, car dealers20Wing factory (104)Taipei printing factory (Guangfu)< Butterfly man > (xinfuluoyide films) Lead: frigidity, ad nauseam (male or female pending)View: 1. the Woods Sun is constantly changing (ghostly bare back) 2. closed around mountain → symbolic meat roundabout 3. the Metro steel frame → Chase → please enjoy foreplay 4. the top indoor video documentaries, Church, seventh Park 5. the darkroom → Butterfly slide montage of disintegrating, slow 6. Airport near the aircraft pitch angle 7. the insect sex (name) into a butterfly 8. the narcissistic tendencies → sexual intercourse rash → water perspective 9. kite (freeze) → (pussy kite) 10. conclusion: Butterfly man into a chrysalis who goes back to the branches of death deadClothing: a low-key, elegant tailoring (male transvestite)Screenplay: dominated by poetry narrationResidence long an elementary white randomly, as little dialogue, monologueMural silence, music (piano, atonal)In medias RES (squamous cell)Music: Butterfly → spectral change in English-sense of lesbian reality sex< Physical attractiveness and nudity: a female glamour in advertising >A. passion for manufacturing and dangerous charm of feminine charm is a sex or spiritualism, Yang Jutian (grave) wearing clothes men (muscle is different from travel: flexibility)B. Nudism and body curves21C. sexy exposure and build a myth< Fake love desire future water >-water yacht< >,< A short body heat temperature sketch >< Seafood >< Love dare face >< Pizza >,< with honeydew dream evil >< Mate tenderness > ※ insects have sex< >,< Filter falls in love with her mysterious taste >< Rebel waltz >Talk about a new love is grown by one personality-like,? Need to dispose of those bad love in the past, with all of the digested food or else than conscious, but even so hand in practice, she still is glad to face the happiness.< Transformers legends >Biographies of female vocational → edit < Self-financing publication > June 1997 (30 books) 1. faith and gatherings: addendum for the static < dharmakaya appearance of all men which the fight > essays on Buddhism < mission-canton sermon > 2. scale painting: artists group of yin and Yang 3. translation-film critic 4. poetry-Wan Shi hid 5. writing stationery books-General Yu (Tianjin/messengers) 6. occupation: female theory of Wikipedia 7. error novels (mini) → illusion 8. rare (Jin Yuyu full House when array) 9. photography and art gallery (curriculum vitae) 10. Alice sleepwalking mirror housing (and the analysis of fairy tales)< People want to wear gold > fabric prose< Nirvana or vice versa > religious online books22Tourist travel photography with poetry 1. book review column-study 2. the tides (essays such published works) 3. the Salon recalls road (recorded) 4. genealogy novel-< state tower back to radial > 5. Chart → gorgeous fibers 6. the ideal travel airlines 7. speed Central experimental novels (the Museum's ancestral temple building) 8. young Songbook 9. Diary: rice ball 10. Comix novel Miss ribbons (person) 11. childhood diary and photo 12. poets applications (six months) 13. serial or submission 14. the translation of Taiwan history of religion 15. photo collection (Sha Longzhao) 16. the religious question of chuan Fa Hua Jie Shenyi → 17. it has been booked (Flamingo dream), (like insert) sign up 18. God's Handbook (poetry) 19. Karma magic Hoi Kee→ The radio listening to the subconsciousTV → bi-directional monitorMale masturbation story< Son patriarchal >His adjustable-rate audio issue a woman screaming and the sound with the hoarse of artistic, < erya > Bonaventure is a writer of standardGuided tours (pragmatic book review)23 1. Taiwan literature/authors chronologies (Division of export/import) 2. game library? Buy books, publishers printing 3. foreign cultural exchanges, literary translator's transcript 4. the author studies (new literary generation, 80) 5. Astoria, rent law, commuter book 6. addresses of Index and reference data (bibliographic) 7. network play of the advantages and disadvantages of (insert language novels) 8. cover with cover art (such as CD package) 9. the comic poem, mortuary poem poem between the window man 10. Anti-Book, James assigns a new definition, copy books 11. mini Pocket Book, the internationally renowned library 12. comments < powder building > → Chapter subject synopsis 13. reading membership business practices, tender St books 14. old bottle face-lift destroyed books, premium compact 15. non-commercial occasion appears in the Book (expired) 16. electronic? Perspective of reading and the entrance exam panic, instruction manual 17. the influence of stock market on the cultural group (high low)See < dragon > impressionsDiscussion book club → please tell me about BuddhismLibrary of the godsCategory cable-arch novels ☆ Coloring fairy tales series (each of about 1500 words), Alice ☆ Female literature (women writers to buy matches) ☆ Development of literature (a mixture of literature) ☆ Chang bile busy moviegoing eyesight (light) ☆ Flooding Dragon hole theory (CC)24 ☆ Libido hermeneutics schemes (four propositions on the development of today) ☆ General Yu-lawWhat is anti-fiction:Literature is primarily to purify, and not as a gimmick and play 1. the authors against the narrative logic of self will experiment with intent and modus operandi 2. anti-style form of normality 3. in accordance with the lay out the plot with the mind, complicating the extremely loose or content 4. anti-genre novel style 5. don't want to go over the story of choroid 6. "non-fiction" it is difficult to categorize works of fiction of the novel ingredient is not heavy, half-realist tendency 7. class fictions: comics for full-time non-literary writing literature essays 8. the definition of a novel (wide/narrow) 9. antibodies against a given Ideology revolt novel resistance literature novel 10. from the appreciation of aesthetics, who does not have a classical traditionProboscis Hat → phallic symbol 1. the clothes make the Golden → poetry (prose) 2. Dictionary of Ming: analysis of religious person 3. Nirvana or vice versa: fahuazongyijia experience article, fairy + poetry + translation + novel (art) → Art 4. Karma magic Hoi Kee + phantom + short stories(The worship kicking fool Fu of sub culture)I used to listen to other people talk or talk, inspired countless negative voices of the debate inside, humanity cannot be trusted, then to a different mood to allow for the views of others begin to accept no longer intuitive sense of rejection, reaction< Finished the new right >Review how the new generation Festival is no Ming section of the new point? The thesis plan sexuality of hermeneutics 1. sexual abstinence classes < gongzelihui: female nudity > the counterfeit (Elevator girl) 2. martial arts climax → subversive image, stable. Image rationale < image text extended semantic and contextual shaping > 3. denaturing spells < media man insane: feminism and gender top of tv advertising purchase policy > (ideology advertising) 4. the postmodern nudity < women's apparel design're bare > 5. the posture and style of puppets (ELLE magazine) < fashion wave of nudity: sexy and edgy design possessed > 6. religious symbol goddess of motherhood: asexual image of mother-mother Greece mythological divine marriage, pig's scalp < rap mantra of anti-Pai ) (with capital of symmetry) 7. bi-directional communication < homosexual instincts and homogeneous mixing of hyper awareness > (excerpt of AIDS patients free) or (Journal) quotes 8. female music < feminist music theory > (AIDS music is negatives) (feminine secrets of religious experience, classification when new fetishism against idolatry, anti-link mechanism for stringed instruments) 9. the theatrical mask sexual totems < peking opera (sexual) Greece plays >, postmodern aesthetics of play make up the human body < nude artist: static elements insensitive and neoclassical > (cut model) 10. Hula → indigenous dancers for new courtship dance of men's leisure time watching, and performance posture 11. floating painted kimono ladies < love the tone and self-pity > 12. dance of subjectivity < red dancing shoes: body decomposition and feminine consciousness > 13. extramarital Chi < wives polygamy system of illicit prostitution and men desire > (ancient and modern affair) 14. easy mechanism < OuLando: history of gender disguise and top-mounted > (female and male political subjects) 15. the right of intervention < autonomy of female sexuality > 16. the analysis of fairy tales < cartoon episodes with the sexual coupling > 17. sexual Union < cakes advertising: sealing of marriage and sexuality promises > 18. theory of female < programs of the female body and the female program reshape the meaning of > 19. the interpretation of Visual consciousness of women in film history < persistence of vision and sound night's sleep sex > (under threat of authority view mechanism) Blink reviews 20. Tourette strategy < mouthed allegory, the language banning > superficial gender discrimination of women 21. the abstract nude < female body in modern painting > 22. looking for female < 1001 night preface analysis: sexuality deals with patriarchal adventure curse of the solution process >--one story: fertility, Shi, and animal, abstinence spells, bondage sex, lactating of sexual metaphor (Muslim creed)26 23. male traits vs the maternal characteristics (translation) 24. the structure of a dream--on the < narrative form with deep metaphor of wild strawberries > (women at locations with Yin properties, right of housewives, meaning mothers collection boxes, cigar-girl, strawberry picking metaphors, Berry Kiss decisive) 25. the individuality of perspective < works analysis of the female-advertising subject: contemplation pose and sexy shows > 26. DaDaism porn (surrealism and sex)1. Anatomy lust learn: Yin nuclear Center of changed look: class genital of negative painting Department women (preyed sex) symbol cells core vs Yin nuclear lust turn note decoration unit of monotonous aesthetics, sex device of single sex, sex attracted function, units vegetarian of reproductive system, spent of generation said (negative Totem and reproductive creativity) scattered sex type random arranged (Neo-Dada doctrine), total class sex will posted photography stems Palace over → uterus vs vagina (animal) Anatomy sex conversion by refers to, lust of object sex to all of negative generation said, Symmetry fitness photography construction。 squamous cell wing of yin and Yang → negative (positive → class dildos) bud stem → pistils Stamen's core (core) (dark) reproductive cruelty (BF) anatomical simulation of rational ambiguity: raddei, Tori, is so beautiful → capital colorHi pass section of the feminist witch priest to dig yourself (psychoanalysis)-way rail trail, sexual intercourse (in his head), academic (speed of light)From there towards atheismWho is the mother of theParent collusion history system and feminist terms: 1. from the spirit of male subject to wake up on the wrong 2. Human pedigree, the man has a son (surname) reproductive rights recognized 3. the physiological stages of male/female different → what is the art of growing physical educationMandala of the health27The embryo, the young, the prototype, one (profile)Religious symbols, reincarnation Central YIN: non-reason: change, Yang: reason: rulesBody movement/a claim the boundless universe space uncertain, nil (embryoid → world → Buddha-field)Chaos/order (stop with evolution/delay)Polarization concept → poor repair to noneWhen, when andSlow reborn spirit ←→ compact: desire: the crazy greed: the yin and Yang of the rapid convection coitus AlchemyComplementarity of yin and Yang is repulsive: the identity of TaoismMeditation (enlightenment) → "Buddha"[No body → death rituals beyond Bliss WatanabeNo more: changing (biochemistry) monkThey cried, PISCES → mix physical philosophyNudist colony< Men? ＞Every month when the Moon, her match was disappointed, and sad than the moon.< Erotic mandala >His side past her shoulders, head-mounted break in her left arm, and underbelly out of stock Official histories ← complemented negative factsTwo faces of people, night daytime opposite personalitiesSelf positioning of bilateral transferBoil a pot of witch the poisonous soup seasoning is complete PoisonCinema → Theatre → car → Opera → lying under a Chair→ Sleep (dream) (Dragon Court) climbed up another movie → → train on the bottom compartmentNow, that is a nightmare to push her into a fire pitWoke up in the morning, but a feeling of rebirthSo he grow into giant fine HunEnough to resistBody distantSoul closeThe Moon is the only honest evidenceNo.13 photo collection (magic Poker) 1. cover sheet (Gill clear boss) or back cover 2. B4 (double cross) 3. about face 4.3 rolls 5. the No.12 (2,800 prints) 6. Insert B5 pornographic cable ties (Notbook) pop record, the flag on the cover ... and ... Or plum ... ... 7. No.15 (early November) paper or script (cover) 8. No.14 analysis + POLITICS + poem 9. wedding album forget ~ die ~ 10. advertising, erotic and political Emancipations typing newspaper layout 11. send No. 12 and tie half of A4 printing, sticker printingI fell in love with motivation and attribution of → boy at collage i open his class sheet,and find out that he is major in advertisement and to show that he loves me,he ask the newspaper to give me a column about ads critics,and i accept it,at the same time,i study theorys about the image on tv ads on my major of english language report,although my professer ask me why not studying on literature,i just cant answer her that i want to do some research on feminism,firstly i want to start from applied art,which is surrounding us with media,i believe it is the high tide of fashion,that in the future i will be a ads AE, and i have a lesson on the literature group,the teacher is a journalist who just graduated from collage,he teaches us about the beauty image on advertisement,and i write down the note and some one print it on the publishing paper,but without typing,at that time the school is over,i return home and watch myself on the bubblegum ads on tv, i am walking toward the subway in taipei,while the screen play the future scence that i do not expect that my ingraduation from school will cause a revolution on MRTsystem, my mother spent six thousand dollars to sent me to the ads class in crammer school,for a short period of time,and i am drawing something on the classroom,after listening to the teacher's practical preaches and lectures,i decided to go to study advertisement in the air collage,but as i turn the mail of my report to the professer,he did not give me any score,so i quit school again. while i meet the art suvernior in the ideology ads company,she ask me to attend the meeting of discuss a prepare plan for a feminism tv ads,i supply my opinion and they accept it and practice it successfully,after the cooperation,she want me to make a ads for car on the newspaper,and i do it as a design of four dementions of game,after that,she visit me to the resturant to eat hot spot,for my contributional help. i read her book on the eslite bookstore,and it is so interesting that i feel like to read again more detailly,and later on she express the dialogue with famous culture person on the paper magazine,i skip it on the mcdonult because i was talking to my friend,i think that her global idea on goods is very special,but not be realized by the public readers,then i heard that she goes to another big ads company,i always remember the nice friendship she give to me. after that my poem sentence become a slogan of cosmetic products,it makes me very happy and i really love this brand,so i go to the department store and join the club member and buy the lotion in the package of red bottle,suddenly i become famous and a lot of women come to buy this brand of cosmetics made in paris, above are the short term of time i am attend the ads world,and finally i try to write a report between art and ads theory,just to win the prize of artical criticize race,but in vain,still i have a great heart of passion to be a ads AE,now me and chorme get back to taiwan,and i write down my resume on 518 to find a job,my goal is to be a blog seller and manager. i find some models by pchome free ads,and i want them to shot self by showing the goods i sell,and they email to me,i pick up the good one pixels,and give them some salert,sometimes i put ads on app,but after that he is upset because i did not give him birthday present for his satisfy,i go to shopping for some food,and get a angry bird ceromic cup,i want to sent it to him because he has a bad temper. last night i go to a massage shop to do my face well,it cost me 1500 dollars,i have a skin chat with the clerk,and she tell me a lot of things to put attention to,on the preserve of good skin,today i sent a mail to learnBank school,to get a chance to study higher on the enterprise management major,the teacher has a highly esteem in the academy,he is the minister of EMBA,and he teach us the coures of institude and management,i wait for the report of the agent mr.lin jason,but this is holiday so he does not return my message,i take chrome to the dadaocheng wharf to see the firework show at night,so many people camp over there,and the wish i ask from him finally come true,so i promise him that i will never leave him for this long life,he drive his huge black car to get back home,we both dream about each other,and he is so tired that he hide under the cotton wadding and never want to get up early. in the afternoon i go to browse his blog,and he change some info about himself,i feel being cheated but how can i be,my lover is a lier and hiker,who can take good control at him more than i do,so i take some secrety proceder,just print and save my data in the private place,invent from his action of stealing some letters or words,on my internet reporting savings,i also put the theory paper in the prepared space. but it is only the hurting of papers on works,not my body or soul,so i ask him to protect me instead of harming me on my career,although i know man like him cant help but play hard,and crucel,i just cant take it any more,since we get back from Brussel,he like to cover my back on the bed,and he seem to be mouth watering when hungry but says that he want me,in fact,he want to lose pounds,for i go back to innocent time,he want to become as slim as ever before. i prefer watching humorous ads,and owning a forum on critize ads of networks,medicines,television shopping stations,clothes,facebook,radio and media audios,or poster design,email,DM,drink,app,cellphone,or any kind of materal products,anda digital art criticize race is beginning,i decide in mind to make a comment on gallery exihabitation about the civilized robot machine moving on the screen,the destroy all capitalism constitutions and buildings,it refer to the delima of survice and ruin in digital world to this reality of society. chrome has a safty to lock all prescious stuff inside,but i am quite afraid that one day he will lock my belongings by unknown number,that i cant solveit,he try to hike my cellphone once if i refuse to make love with him,and he collect all my books i have read to discover what's on my mind,he buy a house in north taipei,and give me a big table near the window to paint and write calligraphics,i enjoy it very much,but he often take those writings and paintings to sell,in order to earn some payment,now i get it,his safty code is coming from QR code,and change all the time,from the shop he want. what i need to do is to build fire wall and anti-spyware,inorder to prevent from his evilness of attending my cellphone,i want to know what is he thinking about,so i sent him a gmail,the content is about how to become a hiker like him,i ask him the main technic of writing program languages from the computer to invade my cellphone,with nickname ,but i think he will answer me after he cautiously find out my inttention. the next day,he answer my mail with the sentence that "i want your heart",that's horroble message,i dare not to push him to margin of law,because he need space of mind to breathe the freedom from pressure of reality,and i think it;s me who should give him comfort and privacy,in some way i believe in him but the other day he change his words,it is so much like the sky climate,no wonder how to charge my adapt situation to it,so i always stay silent,put all thoughts on my mind to let him guess. i tolerate my business to be a mess,because i think he is so rich by the gamble money,i dont have to worry about how to be fed by heavenly praise,so i become less work-holic,and be with him everyday at his room of reading books,communicate with him about the email,i tell him that "dont worry if you harm me,i will recover back soon",he once tell me that he want a mini-cloud connect to television app,so i buy one to him. in fact,he write textbook for years,he is very precise while i am musleading,i know he is studying on media institution econimics,network business,creational management,and art manufacture and culture,or the career group of artist,media reading and critizen of convention,practical writing skill,etc.this is on the purpose to get up the ladders to become a professer of certainty,and since he put his insight on the future tendency of development in this society,he want to establish such kind of earning knowledge. chrome has a background of political,his family member such as his brother is a city senetor in middle taiwan,but i dont know such things before i fall for him,after his brother hold a literature prize and i win the first prize,i realize that it is a favor he gives to me for peeking my romance with chorme,chrome is such a loving kind that we become a unity of love,he use brother's name to publish one novel book named but i dont preciate for reading it,before i know the truth,i think it is a romance story between his brother and wife,but he tell me that his father wont let them get married dont know what is the father's authority thinking about,his father is a capter in controling produce shoes of one factory,he is harshly taught to be a good boy because he has been a bad temper naturally,since chrome is a child he love to betray parents,and play games secretly behind,i realize that feminism politics cant preach him well,so i give him love by writing code poems, i believe one day he will realize what's on my mind,i usually hide my insperation by midiation,but he will always soonly know my thoughts. chinese valuntine's day is yesterday,i receive a cloth-made shelf,bigger than i book from the treemall,because he tell me he want to give me such a supprise,i am very happy,and i put all my outfit into the shelf,but during the night he tells me a lot of his savings are given to his father,because he is on debt,he want to help him,and i tell him that without money we cant survive,but after that fught we still have a good night together. learnbank dont give me diploma so i quit studying while writing a book about theory and report on publishing management,i know it is a chance that chrome plan for me,but he never know there is a professer who teaches art in another collagewho i know him for a long time,he is my teacher on lecture of asthetics,i often go to listen his preach on a tea shop room with other audiences,he once teach about netz's sister and a lover whose identy is a philosopher,that is a scandle that he had been controled by his sister and ill with madness,what a suffering life,i used to read his work at my youth time,i believe god is not dead just jewish people dont believe in god any more. because of that professer is handsome,chorme is afraid that i will met him at that county,the place is to take high-rail road train to get there,he think he is trying to sent me to his enemy's arms,so he does not courage me to study any more,ajthough this is a course that he have learned before and want me to learn to get adventage on my business usage and applyment,but right now i just need to stay on my own thoughts and working hard on it,honestly i think that hiker chrome is lack of morality education,he is so intelligent but lose the basic principles of being a good citizen,he has a faith in green party and is radical in politics. but i love him because he raise me with money coverage,he will sent email through the kbro tv system,and stop me from doing stupid things,he also call to the news station that report my theory book,and write an article about partnership on apple newspaper to let me laugh,he is such a funny man that i indulging in his love arms without any resistance. in the mean time,we have a little earthquake on mind,for we communicate not so well,and after that i tell him my swear that i will not log on facebook for one hundred days,and not touch any pc setment or knowledge,or use my cellphone for the days to come,because the price bill is much too high,i stop using wechat and HD television just to save money,and to have lots more chances to chat with him face to face,but not by message texting. last night,we have coldwar and both crying tears,the heart is somewhat soured inbetween,because of my vow he is so sad that he cant get my messages any more,he cant detect me no more,he listen to me that learning c++,java,html,flash or server language will be resulted by the broken grammer of english,and he tell me that he has already memorize all the program grammars,that he cant turn back his fixation on it,for he think it is basic construction of computer science,if he want to get the secret about it,he must learn to understand the whole situation. my mother tell me that the fortune teller define my fate as unpossible to get married,but after chrome heard this news,he take me to sign the marriage contract and carry me to usa to spent our real honeymoon,we get a green card and live in the california state,he goes to the silycom to work as a computer engineer,while i study culture issue and produce digital newspaper on local internet at home,everything is just fine and we live as happy as ever ,for we both adapted to foreigner's style of life. he tell me a secret and one confess,that is he used to drive through the path of my home at taipei,everyday smoothly study his scholar of EMBA with alarm voice to let me know that he is chasing after me,another story is that he steal all the notebook on the school group so that they cant publish the history of all members,he still keep it in the hand of a friend,so that i cant keep on my way of writing that no other will surpass me,and from that time on the group anounce it's over,all activity finished. after that confession,i have a sweet dream with him sleeping next to me,we have a fancy dream that is to have a car crush sex together,in the morning he give me a spring shot inside my body,he tell me that he feel so very upset for these few days,he dare not to shot me,he want me to buy antu-pragenacy pills to eat,in another way he sometimes use condamn on our sex. in california he dye blond hair,and each time i dream about him,i remember that he was once a barbaiance king in Tibet of ancient time,while i was his second wife of literary princess from Tong Dynasty,the legend is know to everyone who believe in buddhaism,when i am at home out of nothing to do,i design email news to sent to all my collected email receivers,it is about the faith and culture i learned from religion,the profound thoughts are what i deeply believed by reading english books. when we lived in taipei,i used to buy duck head to eat from a couple,while i did not know that they are chrome's parents,his father is server on coins exchange,but his mother is a beauty,and usually give me more veges,by the way they tell me that the duck is cooked by flowing the blood in the neck,it is a tough duty so they try to pay someone to kill the duck because i like to eat. right now i live with chrome in the basement of the city center part,because we are afraid to be found by my mother,and i tell him that his parents finish the pretending job and then start one shop of shoes in the oppisite street,that is a experience i tell him,so he admitthat that's why he love me for he like beauty from mother's kindness,just as me do to be a good woman stay besides him,now i realize how he cares about me when i live a seperate life and keep single just to wait for him,for three years from a good friend's advice. he is so climate,but i love that rainfall cause it drops like silence of my heart,he design a game by maya software,un the company while i am the first one to test it,and give him suggestions about that product,at first i think it is a change-plot fiction,but he tells me that it is animate reality that takes charactor play of role to make it pass,i named some dolls to produce some fun in the video game,it is really full of interests and our fate of living underground has changed suddenly,for i name myself as millia-nair,so many fortunate things happen to us,such as pick up a money paer on the street,get a car from prize activity,and i find a typing job in a small company,it is a midum management company,my work is to type data of some cherity vip members,business officers,or the patients on the hospital,etc.i must memorize all document list invent it will become hikers attention disaster. i lock the code of family pc,to fix the bad habit of chrome,he cant be a hiker at company while i am at home or not,that;s why he become a justice guy for permenat time,after i perswade him to teach in the community collage every weekend,he almost stop his crime because he also scared to be prisoned or watched by web policeman,and be checked his identity by other hikers. i did not expect that his excitement in western country is coming from the promotion of job,but my work files which unfinished in company taking home will arouse his attention to hike a deeper hell,although he has a lot of workmates who love to peek their wife and lovers by naughty hiker's small deed,he has ambition to fight against the greedy people on their hypecratics. hiker complex is about dis/adventage of super-ego,on themselves,there are so many limits of website law,but hikers like to break the rules,to prove that they are a kind of solitude smart guy,just like flowing clowns,their soul are filled with numbers and code,by guessing they get pleasure of success fruits,it is similar to obsess a woman's body. chrome likes to search for various informations from website,attend privacy of strangers that makes me very mad,that i shout to him ay night after i eat one fire-dragon fruit he buy for me,because he cant quit hiker habit,even though i stop using all 3c products,he cry two lines of tears and ask me to hilking on the street for loosing my angry temper,i accept his promise,so the next day i feel relax in mind. one day i am atomach and feel not well,i go to the emergncy room in the nearest hospital,i wait for my number,and i see a fainted lady on the bed,and her boyfriend is hiking and checking her cellphone,he dig more and become angry,because she use the money he gave to buy stocks,and he doubt her loyalty on his love,he find out some data about her cellphone activities and get jeolous,dont know why he is just so very untrust in her,before he search over and prove her innocence, he wont ler her wake up,i remember why chrome is so suspecious on me,he use my cxomputer in the company,for one day he exchange the pc at home,to check all my novels in the pc,and because he decode my number one night, he begin to sell my work and be my agent between the publishment company,and wont give me any copyright money,to share the profit of my writing for our love. my first novel is,it is about a man cant stop telling lies for he want to hide his love,untill the very last day of his life,everyday he write diary to cherish the memory of seeing a girl he love,he observe her every deeds and get to know that she is carry with a camara with her,because being planted by the goverment,she is a spy in the past,although she quit but so many people want to get on the screen to make a film,so they lie to her to get close to her,and pretend that they are the opposit personality in front of her,to act like a very good performance actor,so she always believe herself and forget every lie in this world,what he cherish is not memory but one true love who give to her,she wait the vow in her room she buy for a promise he give long time ago,but he never come to her until she move away,she still keep the faith that the love he gave is the best,so she plan to keep single for him,with sometimes solitude tears drop down in the lonely night,so many bad dreams come turning over her soul to swallow her faith,but she do not give up and living almost like a nun,in the ending,she find a job by attending test,stop a wondering life and set down for her retired life to come,she knoww the shadow man is peeking her,but never show up,after works she like to sit down quietly to paint by computer,hide her name and stop get to log out facebook forever, chrome and me are so afraid of discrimination from white mjan,and blackman will make crime at night,so we stay at home after work,just eat dinner togethher and watch amweican idol show or TLC channel,to practice better speaking skills to communicate with daily contact with forigners workmates,one day i find out my ISBNget from Amazon publish website has lost, i know that chrome use it to sell my book,so i ask for the reason,he tell me in Amazon investment will only waste money,he would like me to try another publish company to get some payment,but when i ask him how much did he get the price of copyright,he wont share with me or give me any portion. even though he is selfish to me,we still have fun shower together in the bathroom,and he drive me to see a moviebecause i like to watch writer's story type of movie,after the movie he take me to the x=chinese resturant to eat together one bow of favorit noodle,for today is my birthday,we celebrate with low profile attitude,but i feel so very happy without cake or candle light,for he wont let me get fat,i ask a gift from him,he pick up a dress from the department store for me,he use citibank card to pay,i am so happy cause living with him is just like a sinderalla,and full of fantacy,he disobey my will and often hike on the website,spreading virus and mess of codes, i dislike his practice of sneking as a thief,but what can i do to control him? when he is teaching course in the community schol,i come to see him and sent a lover's Tshirt to him with a psckage of kis kiss paris brand,to thank for what he done for me,i can see he love the present so suddenly he wear it at the door,and give me a kiss,i wait for him when class is over on the branch in the hall,he drive me home with eight winds unmoved in the window glasses,we have a long chat in the car,i say finally the textbook he wrote is useful right now,and he write so well right now with english spell on the board. he tells me that one day he will write a book named to me,but i have no opinions about this,for this maybe another lie to me,i prefer marriage life is just like transparent water,and promises come true without any makeup excuses,from now on i do not depend on his earning income,but i manage his savings invent he spend money on things that our basement cant be contained,and i like to save money for both of us,because we live on the same boat. by scanning skills with micro-disk,i learn how to kill hiker's attemption and ambition,but the radio hike me with killing news that damage my pen name,so i have to change a new name paggy,just to stay away from damage that mught happen to me,i tell chrome to be caeful because one day we will be chased out of usa for his hiker deeds,and also we live in a place without bills,just rent of 600 dollars,so we save enough money to move to another place or other state,but we like california because it is always sunny and the future is so good,and food is cheap and nice,i have a small kitchen with microwave dove to cook something for dinner. we love to hear soft music like new age,and lean on each other's body to get to sleep,i feel like a ghost,so i write down a second novel,it is a story about a man saves a bill of money for a rainy day,but he is geting into a trap of female ghost,who use one papr money to buy him in the hotel,but he pay more money to her lies,funally he lost everything,when he come back to his first love,she dont want him back because he play love with an unexisted person,after that romance he find the ghost but become a bad man to her,but she make him cry because the love is so deep,that he cant forget giving all real love to her,he eat her heart each time she betray him,finally the ghost is born,and become hissister's daughtor,that makes him sad,and kill himself and the ghost's new born body. as i feel like a ghost lost my soul,i fancy that myself fly to the clouds in the sky,and that makes me relay with the emptiness of my body,no voice any more,and my life goes on just as normal duty keep on going,chrome did not find out that i sometimes fly to the next year,to leave my stress,to him,i write novels to betray him in litterary world,but not true,i wonder if he find this new novel,will he put into the press and get happy money once again?i try to experiment for him,to get to know his two-side personality.

白色恐怖(英文小說)

white wine white wine/polywoo it's an era that crisis comes so complexible,drink a white grap cup of wine,will cure your soul,it is a luxury.seldom people can drink that sweetness,and if you remember that flaver,you wont worry about suffering of life,aknowledgement people always be pushed in taiwan,onlythose who can play laws can get emploees,without effort and hardwork,they cheat,lie,just to get deploma and status,to win the privilage from the society.they are soured red wine,the police punish people who have a history of rich family and smart brain,to see if they can escape away,someone preach me,this is a world of strong wins the weakness,so we must go onour road with courage,and never give up,i ever attend the labor partyand green party,,but i think religion always lie to express more laughter in the twisted dharma,people who do good things always be murdered by the goverment or be prisoned for they lose the sense of humanity,they are the ones who want to rule the world. one day,the yellow big sun arise from the north,i am living in a private temple that has no door,i check all the strange documents that kept unsoloved.i am hiding from the goverment for being a thought criminal in china,i heard iweiwei the artist has been put into jail,what a suprise to me.all people who de-china-ize will be caught after this ifthey dont alarm about this news,who knows self being list on the black paper,in taiwan we have a black list too,almost are famous native family,smartest people or those who dont obey the rule of KMD,i have three MBA andtwo EMBA degree,and i am not afraid of any threaten,harm or course,i have a friend who made up deploma and goes to be a proffeser ,by the prevalige of his family,which believe in anti-party,he lie to the KMDthat he is a poor guy from miner fanily,in fact in prison he ever study english literature in the jail,after a few years he interview with me to talk about the book i wrote,we chat about postmordern and the evolution of centry literature,on history,i kepton writing eighty-eight books,some are undecoded yet. today i eat a white apple,and i see some white feathers out of my coat on the floor,i just cant forget the white horror of politics in the world,it is near chrismas time,but i think christ is a mess,prison my freewish,make me angry because all things are just wasting time,my free will never be comfortable,i can see and hear ghosts murmuring,and i learn to tolerate for a long time,but the very many continued gun shot to the sky is true,it wont scare me. i decide to fly to a country that has no name,where people idling on the street every day,they dress pretty just to be filmed by the guarding camara every where in the public,i watch bankers burn money on the stove,bad crimanals be return from the jail,walking slightly on the road where i live,bi-sexual man searching for sex object anytime,the society is dangerout,all these observations,i plan to drink pure water,insdead of drink any wine. finally i find a good lover,he is so mature and rich,who can offer me safty and job,i stick with him and be shocked by the paper and magazine,i am so shamful,after that,i start to teach students in the university,he married me without opening weddinfg or promise,but i understand that he wants to control me by mascline power,so i learn to be a good wife at home. for my man,i stop my proffeser job in the foreign country,we live in a fairy place,nobody find out,it has been 20 years,i still be by his side,he love to read too,but he dispise deploma,i wont care,because love is the only important thing at all,with love,we can just idling on the sarrow world,crying all night long,i heard so many many tragedys that people are sepreted by the highest power of the world,but we can still sleeping together fighting for sexuality,he hate me that i never get old. this is a terrible society,we hide in our villa,seldom go out,i only accept some tutering work for rich family kids,and i know if i express any discourse by real name,i propably will be named on the dangerous list,my man often manage his business by pc skype,he doesnt have to go out too,he like fax and email to do his job,i change my name,for i am afraid of white horrow,and i dont feel like to be populae. untill one day i realize there is black society control,i start to worry the sufferer,i try to help people who are in danger,they must report something about me,to get a better life,or they will be pull down the teeth and be punished,i know this is a mess in the 21 centry,i know this world will getting better,but i dont know how. my husband make me to log on the center of fashion magazine,and because i am beautiful,i am planed to play english film to hollywood by the introduction or a chinese director,but my husband not allow me to do it,he do me a favor let me take TV ads of cosmetics,after 2 years,it makes him very prode. i have a friend that is my classmate in EMBA,he is very smart so the goverment keep an eye on him very closely,finally he is assosinated by an nickname gun shot accident,because he attend the dharma group secretly,and write threntening letters to the china powerful persons,me and my husband are good friend of him,we sadly attend his dead alter,we prepare a cup of white wine to celebrate his courage,and the ideal of democrecy.the dead classmate is a good doctor, who ever come to his clinic always got cured,and they are happy for the diagnos is very good and right,they always sent him thankful cardds.we all know why he is set up,because he refuse to save those who idling doing nothing good patients,so he is called to the secret policeman,and torture to dead,he never took the money of poor people,that makes him cant reprint the exactly tax to the department,so many unknow reason sent him to death,we cry so long because there is no justice in this world,hope heaven bless him peace mind,and become a truely good model of the madical morality. the doctor is out of a literature family,and cheat badly to her patrents,she never goes to see her mother when father pass away,she as a fake dentist took away my healthy teeth,i will always remember,she sent her mother away and rant the house to a partner and kids,but they thought the mother is died in the house,so they seldom live at this house,but go to their origional home,while the good son who drive father to the hospital was killed by the goverment,that is mybest class mate,how he as a ghost sale luxury watch and food to me and also open his clinics at sometimes,i saw him cry as i went to his clinics to chect my throat,i know he must have some danger that i dont know,what can i do,he is coming from a christrain family,he must live his muture life like this. i will never forget the dream my aunt put poison on my nipal on the right side,it makes my mother very hurt but dont know why,she take me to see doctor while the one who diagenose me do me harmful cure as blood cancer,i have suffered untill i grow up get surgery on the bosom,but the aunt harm me again,she put a record setting and recording machine on the part,it makes me must be a honest actress everyday,even my dream being guarded by it,i feel painful trying to kill her. when heaven god hear this devil trip,he is very angry and god throw down so many bombs that that throw the TV whole island to be broken like a documentary film,just to punish the crimanal island,mother evil thing is everybody is blind on truth,they tend to lie in different ways,to control their sin,and get the final profits. the daughter's husband closed his small dentist clinic for a long time,her son is only elementary scool and has a maid kept him safe picking him up after school is over,one day the mother appear in the wason's to face me,i told her that her husband has a departed sisterwho is 70 years pld also living in the same street.she is my teacher who care about me so much,just her husband died early and a daughter is fancy on curving leathers.she curve a rose pattern of purse for me, after she receive my thank card to her mother,she is my six degree teacher named money,and she is very servere. finally i see the teacher in once gathering place,she look at me without saying anything,but i know she is still waiting for me to visit her house,this isa a pramise between us,i weite a card to tell her i have some reason that i cant go to see her,and the letter is received by her hand,i know she must be glad that i never lose her lovingf preach. the doctor sale me one ruby dimond watch,i choose it from the fund of one paper named WON news,it report about the china law for limitention on taiwanese,i never take any profit but the coworker take it away and share with all his girlfriends,KMD is very interested on the report everyday,but one day in emergency room my watch is stolen by a nurse on another hospital,she pretend a catholic emploee,for two days she lock my bag and when i wake up and open it,the prescious watch disappear,i am very unhappy. then i went to globle village to learn different language,the title boss come to attend the class,to see me any thoughts about him,i hate him for my own saving money is named by him,and my salon photography for a poetry collection is destroyed by his ugly wifees,i run to a place where one taxi car took me far away from him,and his power relationships,it is frenzy cold for it is a place of ghost living and hiding in taiwan,i regret the big money pay for the taxi driver,stop somewhere to see if there is any villa that i can buy to escape from the threntening,as i buy one regret tictic back to taipei,i feel better becaise i still have freedom of my own,if i just study english but not japenese, i can be out of sight of the boss,and still happily create my work as a novel and poem writer,it is quite well. my husband is so worry about me,i tell him i dont have any danger no more,and he still cant trust me,so i tell him go to check the bank,who dose the bad procedure for shelter my eyes,he get the providence,and he forgive me,then i tell him one horror story,it is one killer nearby,the 30 years old poor renter dont have anything to eat,he goes one every holiday and pull down a car,pretending he want to go some place ,then he kill the driver and take away his purse,put the dead body on the land,drive straightly to his house,and tell a lie to make the whole family believe that he is a friend of their father,he kill all the people in the house,and stolen all money and card,just to feed himself,he secretly wash away the finger print on the door and any people,and he kill a hole on my kidney. i warn my husband,but he wont listen,i suffer for this and i smell the dead body ghost surround my bed,and my husband smell that too,he start to believe in me,but when we call the policeman,he wont trust us,so we soonly move away from the killer,we sale the house and buy another near the lake,where there is no neighbor who will do bad things to torture me,i think it is black horror,accident,it is really a truth because it occur in my dream just like a movie,and the neighbor still play kids with sex,where those kids come from illusionary. i cant bear anynore,every time i dream aboutit,i please the power of god to get the crimial away from my brain,and mind,but there is still one religon horrow happen to me,that is the dog hunting for my soul at high school for a family whose wife cant get pregant,i have to start my home work from expensive scholarship,because parents never give the girl money,or cook for her,she always eat at school,and when she crys some tears,my heart is broken too,because i am bite by a fake family,i try to kill the mother first,then get back to my body by disappering force. my husband is an unicorn with one pair of transparent wings,taler swift ever sing a song,i think it is very suitable for him to tell me my thought about him,he wont let me tough the feet,and after sex he always talk a lot while i dont know why,i live with him in bejin city just to get more charge to be on red curtain to show our famous,and the beauty he gives to me,by each and every happy time together,he dos not mind that my frist love is a ghost,and he married me for no any reason just pretty and smart,we live together until paparochy shot our intimite sleeping photo,on the magazine of celebrity,we seldom go out,for the popular reason,me have a shoping helper to buy things for us,for example,food,dress,furniture,and other goods,but my husband dont love to drink,smoke,gamble,invest and lie,only when he get upset he will be angry on me,this morning i cry silently,i cant tell the reason,the sorrow keep on with the dark sky waiting for the sun to shine,i remember all things and words he told me,nobody said to me,and he is kind just cant tell why i am so ernest on doing house works,he give me everyday morning call kiss,thought i feel happy and content,i dont tell him i like it very much. i try to leave home to see if he miss me or not,he call my cellphone so many times and i just leave message to him,it typed if you love me,you will come to find me,i wear a wig and dress like red poker in the place we first date,waiting for you darling,he is so worried about me,wondering if i have been kidnaped or murderd or commit suicide,and he remind about the museum where we meet over the door,he talk to me,ask me why i come to see those fine arts,i tell him i like to study international art and history still waiting for favorite painter's show to exihabit,and i love the phenomena of culture and art,he tell me his name,and he know my name,and he know my name without my introduction,i know he can see through my fate,so i am glad to accept his date equest,after viewing the musem,we eat something on the basement resturant. he mention about why he buy no.8 perfume to me,it is a gift of purity smell,he think it is suitable for me,my pillar are all full of this flavor,keep me sleep well all night long.i especially love to do mediation on the bed,thinking myself is swimming on the spring,he compraise me that my hairdo is very very beautiful,i remind this word in mind,i think he like straight but curve long hair,he tell me so long ago before marriage that his father die early and be killed by KMD,his mother right now has no money so she ask him to give the old villa to sale for living,so we have to earning more property by working hard,but he think it is our couple's memory,he should get some portion of the selling money,they argue for this and the deal is broken,no one can tough the villa,before the neighbor is gone. one day she put the house into the suitcase on the court,to reduce the house's value for revenge,she think father's death is all due to him,and she hate me too,because she is jealous about our happy life together,i wonder she call the murderer to live near u,the killer's rent house is a house concerned with one dead guy in the room,and the number is not good,full of four,in chinese it means die,he has a never die protection wearing in the neck,so nobody can kill him,one day i throw a stone on his window with bars,he throw more to my house,it is long time ago happening just for a testing check,he broke my window for no clue to be found,we have to charge the window into mother pattern,he is evil and love to think about bad intention,he used to curse that those who love him must bear six baby for him,and that is truely happened,some use tube baby once,some preganet one after another,some get abortion,the others never care about him,that is his devil plan,he make women go to hell of birth. my husband change our name for escape from the killer follow us,the new house is using new name,even his mother cant find him to get the court,he think if we cant punish the crime,we should hide away from trouble,we go abroad to touring,and find a USArent house living for one more years,we have a wonderful job to sale lotus teeth paste,and using using english names,geprge and mary,which is a bank name of bankgrupt ATM,we try to find FBI to tell the secret that the killer is stealing the resourse of americcan important institution,for example,the door slamp is white horse,the gas machine is fire policeman boreau,and the water is the saving pool of USA,ect,FBI is very angry with this but have no way to solve it,they finally comping an army in his top roof,to watch out the killer's all wrong deed. after they put him into jail,we celebrate,for a whole season,stop working,and apause for final justice,it is a religion crime,for the killer buy a very small mandala hanging on the neck,nobody can harm him,i finally know he is jealous on my mandala for we live very happy and peace,i know killer wash at night for three times one day,because he is guilty for bloody crime and sin,he even ask kids to give him gas to take shower,and eat stone for hungry,all the bad thing he does all record by my setting camera,the FBI believe in my words,so he is put into electricity chair finally.what sentence in bible can make him regretful,i open the bible that the nun give to me from the bok store,i read "but if they confess their iniquity and the iniquity of their ancestors,in that they commit treachery against me."this is the only answer i found. me and my husband are extremly happy for this punishmnt,he tells many secret when we live in the ancint time,he like my white dress with colorful flowers,and play old intrument for him,so that his poem can be sing,we live in the margin of big word,which the color is dark green,there is a small horse nearby,he often ride a whorse to buy eating food,sometimes he take me into chose things that i want,so sweet i know he doesnt care about the test to be a goverment minister,he write down some poem of our secret,i collect them all,till the night comes,i read all his book for he never want me to realize man's world,and wisdom,but i think it is a good way to understand his thought,just like a shewolf,eating all words at the time when the moon comes fully,he doesnt like to talk too much,but he will always listen to me,and give me the answer in his brain,in fact,nobody visit us,he is talking to the book and the writer,it is very nice book for me,where we live has no mountain,just a small house he build for me,right now the painting,has been changed into postmordern style,one night i tell him"you soft like a wind",for he is very tender to me,he says he will remember this romantic stentence. now he take me a place with any black or white horror,i feel free with him,we drink white wine at winter time,which warm our cool body,sometimes he fly to the past,and future,to check on all things we used to do,and everything we share together,he always read the most defficutly book,for a secret challenge,the other good monery is all black that i cant understand our carnation,but he tell me that he dream about the past just like what i have said,very classic life,talar swift ever sing a song"white horse",and the bible has a story about it. i go to the gym to do excise,there is a man who show his scar on the heart to us,it is a bullet not too deep harm him,i think it is a black horrow that he doesnt even do any wrong thing.years later he come back to the gym,while his wife and son dont listen to his phone call,his hair has been white,the promise he made such as sale golden needle,never know if it come true.i feel curious so i ask him about his beautiful wife and something,he tell me he will wait for her. last night i force my husband run to me,he goes to watch body,and when i fall esleep,he comes to me,but i dont know why my dream is all emptiness,when i wake up,i am so satisfied by my sweet peaceful night,although my throat is hured,i still read morning sutra which suddenly it is not painful any more. in my dream,i am preganant for my husband,his anciant first name is white,he hasnt found out the change of my belly,last bight i ask him let me see our carnation in ny black screen dream,and i really get it,i feel happy in my dream,and i use my hand to touch belly,but here we are prisoned by shizofrenzia paranoid named by doctors,in fact,we just have some connection in history and somewhere,right now he is smaller two years old than me,i wonder if i can stay with him before the dream is over,every night we pretending idot to sleep by souls together,in fact,we dont know if we have better future,because he has been set up by his mother,his house be sold by court,he has no where to go,i am very worry about him. when i had some hurt in the belly,he is not home,i remember there is a temple named white house in china,i think there must be a little secret inside,once a poet write down a thesis about black and white horse,i think it is a boring logic,today he touch the black horse in the decoration of chrismas,i know what he means,it seems a good-bye between us,and i will never predict when can we be together doing dultry in secret place we promise,because it is much more fun,several days he ride a horse to prepare some goods for my birth need,when he com back,it has been autumn. i remember the pronography between us,it is very romantic and comfortable,he tough my body and back with smoothly skin,our body almost become as one,each time he murmur to me,i know him more,but sometimes he lies to me,i cant do anything but punish his meat by fingers,last night he come to me five times like a transparent ghost,i did not refuse him,while he still keep on runnung,i am freak out,so i go out for drinking water,there is a kichen rhat i love most,we always check about how to cook cuisine. he is pretending silence,in fact,his logic is making money,it is the most importent thing that he want to do,he ask me to give him 350 dollars,and give me a kiss on face,but after that he forget about it,and lie to me,ai am so heartbreak that i try to cut the partnership with him,i ask him never smoke,lie,cheat,steal,or do any evil,but he keep on secretly doing such deeds,i can do nothing about it,i just read sutra for him in societion with all wishing words that i learn from the other friend. in my dream,i am preganat for my husband,his anciant first name is white,he hasnt found out the change of my belly,last night i ask him to let me see our carnation in my black screen dream,and i really get it,i feel happy in my dream,and i use my hand to touch belly,but here we are prisoned by schizofrenzia paranoid named by doctors,in fact we just have some connection in history and somewhere,right now he is smaller two years old than me,i wonder if i can stay with him before the dream is over,every night we pretending idot to sleep by souls together,in fact,we dont know if we have better future,because he has been set up by his mother,his house be sold by court,he has no where to go,i am very worry about him. when i had some hurt in the belly,he is not home,i remember there is a temple named by white horse in china,i think there must be a little secret inside.once a poet write down a thesis about black and white horse,i think it is a boring logic,today he touch the black horse in the decoration of chrismas,i know what he means,it seems a good-bye between us,and i will never predict when can we be together doing dultry in secret place we promise,because it is much more fun,several days he ride a horse to prepare some goods for my birth need,when he came bback,it has been autumn. i remember the pronography between us,it is very romantic and comfortable,he tough my body and back with smoothly skin,our body almost become as one,each time he murmur to me,i know him more,but sometimes he lies to me,i cant do anything but punish his meat by fingers,last night he come to me five times like a transparent ghost,i did not refuse him,while he still keep on running,i am freak out,so i go out for drinking water,there is a kicten that i love most,we always check about how to cook cuisine. he is pretending silence,in fact,his logic is making money,it is the most imortant thing that he want to do,he ask me to give him 350 dollars,and give me a kiss on face,but after that he forget about it,and lie to me,i am so heartbreak that i try to cut the partnership with him,i ask him never smoke,lie,cheat,steal,or do any evil,but he keep on secretly doing such deeds,i can do nothing about it,i just read sutra for him,in societion with all wishing words that i learn from the other friend. he come back home giving me a box of HAIHAI cookie,he tell me he goes to find a stock manager job in an enterprise company,because he wants to save some money for both of us,to live a better life,and invite our new born baby,which is prepared to give birth after our finacial problem is getting better,for raise baby is a stuff of wasting engery and money,we study many books and idea from all over the society,i think he has been ready for our future child.before he come back,i thought he want me get abortion or decide to diverce with me,in result,it shows how much desire he want to be a good father,this makes me feel so very happy for severed mouths,my husband earn many profit in inner line,and buy a beautiful house for us,but his mother took away the house in taipei,we originally decide to bear our child over there,not it become fantacy. so we get back to bejin city,and live in the villa,just to say the same relationship with stocks,and leave his mother,whom i have no any way to treat her well,as she need,i just start to learn doung allhouse hold at home for my husband,last night he kiss me like a wolf,wild and free,when i wake up in the morning,we drink G7 coffee,and check about how to sale the mose in taipei,he tell me he will find someone to change the estate ownership,just to let mother go back to where she live,where there is all eldish house with his father,for father is ill but she doesnt want to take care of him,she instead occupy my husband house,just to escape her duty and to seperate from his father,one day,KMDkilled his father ,by nonesones reason,my husband is very sad that he cut the relation with his mother. i listen to the music channel on the radio,to make the body taught how music is all about,i am over-enjoy,that i never feel alone while husband goes out to work as a minister in the factory,he consult all problems about the labor and worker's frustration,while i stay home painting and drinking tea,cooking for waiting husband home,but he always goes out to eat dinner,for what i cook is vegetarian for my own preganacy,he dislike it,for he tell me he feel very hungry because he cant eat without meat. my husband keep changing career everytime he feel like to,he goes to editing fashion magazine,being a freelance,or work for advertisement company,he even be a document director,for a transperation workshop,after so many jobs,it is time for me to give the birth of my full months kid,before that night, i dream about our wedding so exited,many people over the celemony,people make fun of us,me and my husband dont know why,because we never want to open our marriage,it is such a suprise that i wonder if we have another life that nobody know,maybe it is an affair over somewhere we were nowadays,if we believe this true,i think it is a happy ending,in that place must be lucky that no stopping powers can make us apart,in fact,i never dream about any wedding,for i have gone over the age to get married,if there is,it must be a relationship of being each other's accipany,but the only thing wired is at that feast the bridgroom is absent. it is a big question mark to me,i would like to wait a few days dreaming to prove if i am his wife or not,in this world, people wont disappear suddenly,just politically danger will make it happen,why my husband disappear,if he got some talent that like magic power,it is very possible that this his all line on the paw is gone like white paper,as i saw it i was supprised,if he doesnt have any fate,or doom,how can irecognize his history ,or guess how come as i see it once again it show up to let me know.indeed,the male is left and lady is rigjt hand,so i guess it is possible that he dont want the sissy side of his life. and for several days i sense some shadow in my back,it seems like religious finger prints flying behind me,i dont know what that silent words means,just ignore them and not to think over it,dont know how or why buddha want to play such a game with me,and what is the while content,if i am innocent about it,how can i reach my own story been set up in the future?it maybe one kind of finger language,i dont know,it is a little mysterious,but i dont feel like to understand the whole story,i will go straight to experience my life,althought i hate being apple or decided. but the next day,i dream about a white religion of my wedding ceremony,i can see my mother feeling very happy with my marriage,because can make a lot og money,the day after tomorrow,i dream about also a lot of people who are watching my dress as a bride,i dont know why he is absent,maybe he just love to be transparent,not leting his family know about it,and today i wake up from a lecture of god curing illness of all believers,u am so wanted to be there because my liver is fly high to one hundred point,i call to my mother,she says maybe it is caused by my meal so oiled,i am not quite sure if it is so-called cancer or just a lie,after the diagnose,i fainted three times,i think myself is in need of blood pill,but not consult from another doctor. i think myself is not the wife he is looking for,but he told me he has been looking forward and waiting for me untill now,he called me nighteen Liu in his book,because we were met at 19 years old at antient time,but the fortune teller told my mommy that she should put 19 coins under my bed,i dont know why,now he is ghosting arount my head,so many diffucalty before my eye,i am losing faith on him,there is a killer live in our neighborhood,although i am not afraid of him,but my husband is so worry about it,and he start to detect on killer's history,he kill the chinese family and occupied their house,we begin to live under the shadow of his action and subconsciousness,right now he is searching for a buyer to get a good price,but he is unwear of today newspaper put his pixel on the newsreport,i go to the park pick up some stones and throw them to his windows,so me and my husband being put into the psyco hospital room together. this night, my husband pretend he is my extra,and tell me that he has found out the perfum during the time we read newspaper few days ago,i tell him just take the sample to ask all the miss who sale perfum on the department store,and he find out that is smell from red tulips in holland,i am so glad that he solve the secret of my faverite riddle.last night we walk alone the street,i hold his left hand tight,i dont know how long we have walk around the emptiness hall in dont know how long we have walk around the memory that my extra given to me,we walk like romantic of hiking on the day time,he ask me what do i want to eat,i answer him honestly,such as donut of green power tea,japanese needle,i feel like eaten fully after i wake up in the morning,then i go washing my face and clean my teeth. while we are living in the hospital,we make love by soul,to escape the suvernire of the computer controling set,he lick my button gulf because he think it is sexy,and i enjoy it very much,although i think this extradinary funny,and i keep on laughing untill he change some other portion of my body,he ask me never attend the performance artist group,because it is complicated and he think we cant bear it,his opinions bother me,because i meat pay mother all income to exchange the bad influence of going to the psycocuring center,for my deeds which are destroy some machine to push my pressure away,for example,TV,pc printer,stone,camera,BBcall,ect,so i go to emotional adaptive group to learn some positive sprit,in this class,i learn,to thank for other giving and appriation. i suddenly think of yesterday night,while we walk in the sky,he took me across the sea to a bookshop,where my buddhaism collection book is sold and put on the table,and it is published by the famous publish company,we open the book which is covered by all white skin,when i hold his hand for a thank meaning ,we were so much in love,and we also go to eat many food alonew the road without any police officer,today afternoon,i buy a box of jasmine green tea,which is printed a poem named "lover's eye",i guess it is truely experience to me,for my husband ever once look at me with a big drangon's eye behind his huge glasses,when he stare at me,my eyes are so painful,so i close my left eye,it is a warning i guess,but not quite sure what's all about,in the end i realize that he is asking a request by his male power,so i can only obey his rule,for my mind is a soft one. for his good intention,i buy a box of golden chocelate to sent him,what a wonderful night,with special supprise,a subtitude plan to take over my extra boyfriend,for he is so boring like a chicken shadow in my world,my husban never worry any privacy and show up conrageously in front of me,he want to wash away my bad memory that extra bf given to me,my extra is trio-charicteristic person,sometimes he crys,sometimes he is humourous,some other times he is sick as pervant crime,therefore i try to leave him,no matter how many times he calls me,i all refuse to pick up the telephone and talk to him,because he like to lie and talking nonesense,i prefer honestty and quietness.one day i cant endure it,so i throw many bombs to the china,and my very poor black list stopped,i can live as free as i can,then he sent me to the hospital,but i am not sick,just in lack of some nutrision,since that time i feel hatred for him,i play over the love game,so i wave good-bye to him. at night i stay on the line to eat pill,i think about i am ever once a black list of stephen king,my book is somewhat popular,but nobody decode all the phylosopher's plots,also i want to know if roland barthe is dead or not,i have read all his book,but the only one series i dont like is fashion of dress critics,i like to know all famous people and brand book in the literayure world,and i prefer the novel of american and the theory of writer's work,i know chinese book all printed from left to right,while tw have a tendency to print from right to left,when my husband ask me to teach him write novel,i tell him never write about us,and some tips about creating methods,after i talk too tired by subconcious,i start at the celine and feel like sleeping,and soonly i am going to a white light dream,nothing transparent dream land,and i have to stand the hunger of my stomach for i will be test sound transwave on my belly,the doctor is a poet who use nickname write down"lover's eye",i know so many doctord have identities of poet,and they have the ablity to cure patients,this time i was diagnoseed as over-eaten some chinese powder for a long time,the heavy metal save in my inner liver,so i must obey the doctor's words and wait for reports,then i can go home with my husband. when i return back from the detecting room to the bed,i feel very painful on my top of my womb,although i have eaten the breakfast,but i still can feel my husband is asking me about yesterday dream,i tell him the dream is all white,without hilding hands,and run to six star hotel to enjoy sex,and he he buy me a black jaket,and a curing book about medicine power,and i tell him the red tulips perfum is namedkiss and the department lady is the only one who is coming from holland,cause she is good at flowers and verbs,but i dont know where is the store set up,perhaps it is existed in fresh market,he tell me that he he wants to buy me one bottle,it remind me of kiss radio which is on web line for a long time. in the hospital i like to call nurse ponytail,doing some favor to me,i think she is cute and very senserious about her job,she is on duty of keeping all keys,and counting patient's fee and in charge of our every little need,she looks lovely and take care of our meal every day,i thinkl she is very kind and naive to us ,i wonder why she never grow old so many years,while i am jealous my husband's nurse,because she has a kid when i worked in the transfering company,she took away 24000 dollars from my salary evelope,she seem like an actress,my husband has no illness just eat cold pills,but she seduse him several times and listen to our chating,so i dont feel happy about yesterday night when he ask me to talk more about literature information,my husband dont know the truth,he has a bad temper as he walk loudly,throw and break my favorite kitchen-hold,caugh to me,then i know he has somthing thought under his poker face. yesterday i know the catholic bell is out of order,twice for i think crist is a mess(X'mas),and the window become black when i wake up three times,i was so panic that i go to bathrom wash my teeth the second time,after the body examination,i think maybe it is just a computer test about all condition of belly,i write a calligraphic poem for mr.white,that is "one song of pipa no return,three bocha fly without rule"(一曲枇杷人未還,三昧盤若亂紛飛),i doubt if the doctor also watch my womb cause i am fourty more yeards old,anyway i still thinking about the quest why he never come back to me,i want to make a paper rose but in vain,i believe that single is the best thing for me to continue. today the moon arise from the east it is not a good sign,but yesterday we mix like suger,the color makes me remind of the dye lotion my elder sister given to me,i know she is Enisten's daughter,one successful female master in counting field,today is day we leave the jail hospital,yesterday we discuss many detail ideals in the future,such as i want to attend bookcritic on the foreign website,and my husband want to be active in the stock world,he promise that we dont just like defore when we have not get marriage success,he proposal once again ,because i seem to be single in my white dream,he want wedding both in reality and dream,yeasterday the nurse open my radio of sony brand,so i lose many bettery electricity,but i did not feel angry because my body is very healthy,and this makes me happy for two days,my siters give me presents which i love very much,i like this worning and i decide to stay on the workshop with my husband,where there are a lots of books,some jewelrys and dress i collect,i selden care about my business while he encourage me to do it,i think i will try to punish one poem elbum just for us,the wisdom of religius profound sentemces. yesterday i think of his tears,just like a drop of white wine,because he is worried about we will be sepreted by the KMDpolitics,so he suggest me change my name to hide my works in sales world.also we went to find another two books written by me few years ago,to see if it is published by some company of undergroud in china,it is a riting to get buddhaism success especially for all women,at at this white X'mas i enjoy the walking just like hiking on the snow,and i must finish my every day book writing during the days in the hospital,for it is a sarvation chance which the lord given to me,i put two texts in one notebook crossing the paper which on patient take 9 dollars to sell the empty note to me,i write bilingual language,on the book some people maybe think that i am going every or mad,but it is a practive like verginia wolf's room,as a crossing text, we are free when we get out the hospital room,but something is examed on my blood,and we must get back to the hospital to take monthly pills,at last,we refuse to pay and take any remedy,or tell the privacy to the doctor,it is our secret,and we are afriaid of informtion being digged by the press,for we are celebraties but not too famous,one day he confess to me,he has sex with the nurse and my stomach is continuing,i believe he want to produce affair with the actress nurse,the tenderness has gone from my mind,and nobody record poet white's biography,i cant search further either,at one night my husband disappeared,i dont know why. then he shows up with tear to let me know,he got some power,and he tell me he used to be my phylosophy teacher in university,at test time i am late for one minute,so he wont let me enter the classroom,as my frist time being interviewed by the proffecer,i refuse to drink X.O wine he sent to me,so he drive me home with acholic in the stamach,he tell me it is his lose for he received a fine bill of 50 thousand dollars,i feel so very sorry right now,he tell me never make him sad for me really love me,and he want me to see his parents,he tell me he kiss my cheak with a small pearl to wish my scar of coldness being cured,suddenly i can feel he is really very nice,so i stop jealous mind and try to understand him,i believe he love quietness and wont tell any lie to me,but he like to threaton everybody he met,to see if my first recognition to them is true. my husband tell me he want to publish novel too,before this decision he can only write poems and prose,and he sent eight books to me,i put them on the eslite bookstore,he shows me all works are coming from his reading and proving on tai-chi,but i only choose the literature portion to read,he has hidden for me one house next to his,which is decorated very pretty for me ti live,right now i understand he has four identity,he never know he has white fur and skin,he love black istead,last night he promise me he will give me present,but i havent receive any one gift,i cant know the feelings after he ate my five chocalates,that brand means forever love,and he seems havent know the frenh words. it is hard to know his favorite stuff,but he always ask me what i like,such as shoes,i answer him that i like high-hill with metal,everytime he stare at me with slant eyeballs,i know he is telling me that he dont have a happy temper to me,so i pretend tender to ask if he got some wonder on his mind,he tells me that a childish childish me's father he name to conker,but dont know who he was,i straightly tell that he is a novel of an old auther who sell stone in front of the first bank near the taipei station,so many ladysin the thick story that he become a playboy,but in my novel he is the leader of all cranes,i cant stop laughing at this discovery secret,but i am poor for i dont know which one is my mother,hat i dont know her look or face. remember i tell him that bears make me hurt,then he leave a message to me too,he says"you really taste very good",last night he fuck me hardly and it is too long that i fall esleep,but he keep insonia all night just to give me very many high tides,i eat "seraqurl"pill,it sounds like"sera cure",sera is my talking english course teacher,she talk a lot to me,when i am only about twenty years old,andin university i am a star student,she often report my thoughts to our chapter proffericer,my husband's eyes are very handsome,i ask him kiss my hurt on beauty top hair on forehead,but he did not do it,this hurt is caused by drinking coffee and eating spicy veges,to speak honestly he never have black ring around the eyes,and he tell me he is hungry is not out of frank mind,i guess he just want to be stronger so that he can fuck me smoothly,last night he ask me not to fall esleep,but i cant resist the pill,so he hanging web on his eye end,i dont know what to do,and why . the KMD change the lunar canlender three times,because the president think he is a controler in tw,but in china it doesnt work,we count days in the secret paper notebook,i think the computer make magic on date,so he strick back by emparer's power,so or memorial day cant be recorded or remember,just like my mother make me go to the white temple to please monk write buddhaist name,and on the telephone she remember the real dates,so that she can get home ceremony carrectly,every year she is very sencer that she wants to hold on the family going on peacefully by accester's protect,when my husband hear the truth he horse around by his bush shoes. while my husband want to write novel,i decide to write one poem collection for him,but i am still wondering which language i should choose,i conceder once to write on lyrics of song,but i dont remember any clue on our ancient memorys,and the new coming poem elbum hasnt been decided the book name by me,my attending society group is ended by me,but the creater put some means on me,as i am his very proud student,on television he talk about me,but on liberty newspaper he makes a big lie article about planning to sing all his poem with a singer who married with a blond lady,he love his foreign wife very much,and they have hybrid kids whose name is unknow by the public,and the press. (end) (prologue)App dialouge/polywoo iplate has no dialouge in App action,it operates like listen to radio and homework,if it develope like youtube between chatroom and NP sentences,i believe that only software without virus can put on the market,it will point out any lie and rumour within itself,but how to invent it,i can see so many cmputer companys are trying to invent it,as every user knows,ipad is hard to type soonly,only a point pen can touch it,but the screen is very small,you cant see the whole homepage at one time,moving over here and there is no easy matter,can television be wi-fi?if sphinx ask this question,who will answer it?if we use App to see doctor in the hospital screen,and let phimer sent the pill to us patient's home by mailing,can it become reality?in fact,about twenty years sgo,i love to ask all the bosses in the pc shop,i want to know about how to make a novel becoming colourful reality.then i got the secret of futurism on pc net,i used to work for a boss who want to invent series shop of coffee pc on line,i am a editor on his company,he is a EMBA of business manage in USA,who has a baby with the secretary,and he took us to watch a gun game movie. after i exerience pc magazine editing,workshop of vedio,intrpetate company,i still know nothing about email and internet,it was ten years ago,but right now i invent App structure as one magic box,but someone apply this idea,so i become a observer on Appworld,which it makes me become a officer in the smart company,the CEO never talk to his emploees but use internet question web to receive all quest from online workers,especially Adobe flash,it has the fuction to get sphinix dialougue and answer from the top boss,we have to chating in the meeting room every day morning,we supple on informations about the duty of invention and selling,everyoneis doing the inovetion on create of special function in App,such as guessing english vocabulary with others,chating App on the topics of comix,a penpal secret room which turn out to be reality share,ect. at the smart company,i act as a journalist who is in charge of reporting our company's newest idealism and what our CEO is thinking about,i collect all quest and answer to be documents,and reread it once again everyday,just to ask more connective workers on net about how to make more software thinking about,i collect all quest and answer to be documents,and on successfully making money,i am a sister of mathematics,she grow up with me,and she has a tutoring company which teaches the most intelligent students on the private school,the list of name is hiding on our father's home,invent others steal it. it is a revolution when i talk one quest on dell computer co.,i sent one gmail to the CEO about how to make the searching engine work out with decode operation,but only one secretary answer me,she told me maybe i can be the charger of their company in tw,so i run to dell and design some App program for them,the CEO even talk to me by cellphone,he told me he want a family gone like the happiness of spending the new year holiday,therefore i paint a new year card of folio type,just let people write down some congradulation words on the App,and then sent to accont of those people want to give cellphone and plate board from apple,still cant work it out about just let App functioning as facebook,twitter is my favorite for it appeared like journalist document,and i like to get some information from those honest reports. there is a managerwho is my helper on publish my books,she used to teach me english on GVC in tw,now she is working for Amanzonbookstore in the department of develope manuworks,i sent my story about electricity compete reality show,and at last,this bookis selled very well,because all computer users are enjoying reading the bok theme,and the next book is ,someone of my enemy use my english name to do mass and wrong things,just to set me up,and make revenge,after i know it,my blog has already explorure for a very long time,but the hiker novel and white horrow havnt been named,perhaps it is named as. is a very good bok when i study the page,i see the future has a lot of protencial on website explore,i read through the line,trying to dig as many secret and clue as i can by my brain storm,it is my stratage book,which refer to the magnetic power,in order to cure my spirital illness,in fact i lost memory of detail plot when i talk to pepole on the way to travel and work,this book remind me of chemical and all the power to beat my illness,i live in my novel for a long long time,other's treat me like a crazy person,but they never understand being avent-guard is such a happy thing,in the field of cell phone,only call-in to the radio can be true,i invent cell app dialouge in pc world as a magic cube,especially sanscript language,how i understand only being independent can bring me good energy,and i wish this world can be peaceful when love and digital can combine perfactly together,may wish come true. log on you,log on me/polywoo the newest computer software is opening slow and anti-virus,it reduce all virus come into the monitor,my honey stole my every codes,and log on facebook to destroy discourse,i think he live like Lacon who describe man has three mirrow shadow,ego,super-ego,and id-ego,he log on my account,while i log on his,this is gamble on number and english lock code,window 8 is somehow potential but people dont know,although it waste money and time,but users are healthy and free,because the brand new virus hasnt invent,yet it is a challengefor special people to use,the creator kick away all kinds of pc machine,all brands of plugging on any mouse,some people who can use left hand to control the mouse must be the most intelligent one. when i am logged on by him,my tears runs as classic music,for he really take mean way to break my heart,for example,he lie to youth boy that i have real love in digital world,and i can explain all plots in my novels,but i wonder if he still remember the receving of my gift,it is a half dozen of white package cigarates,he tell me he never smoke,so i sent them t all to the guardin police on our community,i lant my house in success road,for five years,untill how he swear that he will kneel down for me on the public,but it is too late,i almost forget every detail he done to me,and i will go to a place where is red woods,a splendid building that living over there can cure my mind,i believe in this world i am the one and only,because i never share anything to my boyfriends unlest they ask me about it,i go on my way to a remeedy,where there is a fate that i cant stop it,and i will live in a five floor rest place,to remember all my ghosting boyfriends,this year is not lucky,i use silence to force myself remember all the writing,it is a quiet,setment where my university teacher live over there,last night he ask me to drink that X.O wine,and i did it as he want me to. i write down all romantics just to get close to buddha's heart,nobody knows how much deep i am willing to sacrafy myself to love all poor man,for nobody want them so that nobody will rob them for always,today i feel headache for that glass of wine,and my period come yesterday,he did not touch me for i feel twisted butterfly oin my stomach,i open the radio and heard a song for the saint maria,now i realize that people love the money of another sex,with sweet words to hug them for living. 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