浮雲流動

flowing clouds(a hiker novel) i am kamilla,major in english creation,i win a prize from net bookshop of two tickets toward and backward trip, that makes me want to traveling and studying in Belgin,i try to use my credit card and visa card to shop gradience over there in the super-market,for cooking at my rent room,it is a beautiful landscape country of emperior kingdom,where life is peaceful and comfortable. my boyfriend is a computer hiker,who has made a large laundry money from pc bank,and he tells me he decided to go with me,for spent a long time honey moon with me,i say ok to him,we make a plan to go around european countrys,one week a place,to share the good time at the hotel,as to what i want to learn from university,i believe it must be my interest on study fancy fictions,i carry a digital dictionary with me,and we both carry our ph notebook and apple ipad to start this adventure trip. the feeling of flying on the airplane is so long,we are going to a kingdom named and pronunced like skin-color,he as a hiker love to make money,for example,he steal facebook ads fee like pal in the candy crush and other promotion money,his name is called chrome,he like my smart cellphone so he buy the same one,and use iphone touch at the same time,he get two phones,we are a mirror-like brain can see through each other's black and white,i hate money while he love to gamble and earning it,he want to build a net net world system of inventions,like 3c product and pc manufactures. he knows all codes by guessing and instinct,because he used to be trained by it writing softwares of computer applyment,he is a living person in glass field,with visionary fancy,one day he steal my code,my facebook is warning me by the main system,so i decide to change another one code,by the way,he sent me message about one free code for 20 dollars middle red tea,this represent his secret code on his account,while my code reveal money amount,i use many zero on my code ,he has cashes,invent,house,and know ways to keep love relationship fresh,i learn how to take care of each other side by side,try to make him quit guilty of being a long term hiker. while i want to study on a thesis about fancy novel and search on topic of huxulary,he ask me to buy some new shoes,so i buy 3 pieces for 4000 more dollars,it is for the purpose to match my buying pants from the television shopping station,his forehand flatteringis very good,he touch my private place tenderly for a long time,and he knows well about all my sexy area and G-part,but our sexuality is just like flowing clouds,it is hard to chase any moment,cause it is very changable and with divrsity,he is the wind beneath my wind. today,he tells me a secret about body hiking on me in the past,although it makes me feel the karma of guilty,i still want to make sure if he is the one who stay with me in the way to get the prize of creating novel,he share with me when i am taking a cold shower and sleep on a thin sheep on the bed of hotel,waiting for next morning to come,and go to the civil hall to attend the meeting of giving prize seromony,he follow me and observe everything from the happy night,which he cover his soul on my body as i am feeling cold by the air-conditioner flowing around the room. my memory is vividly aroused by him,he talks about all details of my mind,that suprise me a lot,today i print the fate of mine and his,the conclution is that our fate is quite similar,i love to do things that accidently he loves too,without any lie or prenting,i find out we can still live the same technology life in Brussel city,at the house we rent from a couple,we like to ask each other about computer science questions,such as how to write down computer language to make system stop,or drop up and down on the moniter screen,in order to threaten the main institution,he major in social science,indeed right now he hide from me to use computer language setting,to hike my cellphone,my facebook must be renewed,by type all detail datas,and code,also my web TV station is decided by his controling power,i cant watch programs that i love before,my keyboard is underlined and stopped from freely typing,and when i open the android,the speed is very slow,i have to wait so long,and my tele-list is changing over time,i cant dial the number or receive messages of audio speaking,but i still tolerate his control,because i know he is racing with me. during the time i hand out a paper reporting on hiker novels,i go to the collage of computer science to learn some hiker language and decode method,and try to study the secret in the information world of cool hiker,who has no love or romance,distrust in the faith of gods or buddha,i know chrome is so dangerous,but i still silently swallow his jealousy on my easily giving love to those who ever love me. on the first day of our honey moon,he lay on my private area and use his hand to rub it over and over again softly,his hair touches my naked butterfly,i sense the joy and happiness he sent to me,he bit my tongue slightly,because i am thinking of other stuff,he want me to return my concentration on him,i like to lick his right ear and wisper,so he wash clean his ear everyday he swear,we turn over the winds and rains on the perfume bed,he is my ocean while i am his sheep,he is just like google buying the adobe company,he invent all my sex without any complain,he love to take challange especially things we discuss and compromise. everytime our sex is finished,he start to plan a new plot of hiking a target,and he ask me to be his only one AV model,to make film on privacy,he is so wireless,he like to read science fiction and thrillers,such as stephen king's work,it is out of my suggestion that it might be concerned with IT knowledge,one day he hike away my important glasses,because he dislike me wear anything on my face,and the degree is high as 400 more,he never wear glasses because he see things so very cleaverly that nothing can cheat his eyes,he is so smart that i love him so much,i live in his palace of digital ecoration,and feel so very content. i like to write and plan thesis in the morning,when he is still sleeping,that is the time i feel consciously to thnk over my research,and one day i play candy crush with happiness,he find out and shut down my facebook code once again,he never know it is a matepher that women losing weight and being sugar free,i pass the game and lose some weight magically,while he rather me eating sugar free food,but not play games to waste time,the prescious time be with his company. he let me floating on his naked big belly,moving his humourous meat and skin,to make me feel intimate when my period is still going on,the last day of my period is his birthday,i close the light down and the room is dark the night before his birthday,he made me eat banana because i am in the dreamless sleep,when i wake up,i turn down the anger and ask for birthday sex,for celebration of his special day. i stay all day long watching the movie of hiking crime,and we stick together listen to the taiwanese love songs,he laugh out loud because the lyrics are so touching the bone,as he is very glad that i call his taiwanese name by the first time,he share a secet about how he hike the bank account of mine,to check how much saving i got and why i transfer money for a typing service to a lady,for i have build a blog on the title of "gossip on sexology" consult with all kinds of topics and problems about sexuality,my boyfriend help me create it by writing pc programs,and the settings,of chatroom and message discussions column. i go on the citizen library to check feminism topics on the index of magazine,i turn the page to "woman in publishing" key word,and in below are a few titles about the right for woman issues,such as: Women in publishing 1. Beauty, personal 2. Black women 3. Cable. television and women 4. Drugs and women 5. Farm women 6. Feminism 7. Heroes and heroines 8. Hispanic American Women 9. Homeless women 10. Sex differences 11. Smoking and women 12. Windows 13. young women 14.Abused women (wife abuse) 15.Rape 16.Self defense for women 17.women Diseases 18.Sex discrimination in education 19.Women college students 20.divorce 21.gender warming 22.International women’s Day 23.women. Also see pornography as followings are listing the headlines of sex topic in the periodical reference,including page,magazine name,publish data,and so on. 1. Women in the television industry A fond Farewell to Dellas : the wit, wisdom and women of J.R.E. Byron. Guilty pleasures : women and the weepies. L. Carpenter. Ms. 1:74-6 My/Je ‘91 Women Fight back. B. Hersey. il Glamour 89:174 My ‘91 The return of Good Girls. J. Leland. il New s week 117:57 My 20 ‘91 not for men only. D. E. Thigpen. il Time 137:71-2 My 27 ‘91 wallet envy [women’s friendships] S. Nelson. il Glamour 89:170 Ap ‘91 Women, money il power especial section il working mother 14:23-32+ Ap ‘91 the new meaning of equality : feminizing the law T. Gest. il U.S. news & world report 110:48 Je 17 ‘91 who, me-pregnant [biological desire for children] J. Sills. il mademoiselle 97:204-7 Ap ‘919 Ms. Play boy [C. Hefner[ R. Cohen. il por The New York Times Magazine p32+ Je 9 ‘91 Killing the enemy [ clemencies for battered women who kill their abusers] National Review 43;13-15 Ap 29 ‘91 Sexual harassment [Ellison v. Bradu at IRS] C. Hukill bibl f “Monthly Labon Review 114:37-9 My ‘91 sex argans sexist slurs sex behavior reproductive organs sex role –tome boys – androgyny )psy chology) Adultery prostitution sex and religion virginity Sexual harassment or harassment of sexuality? [ cover story; special section] Society 28:4-44 My/Je ‘91 The thin gray gender line [ federal andge rules that virginiz military Institute can ban women] E. Mitchell. il Time 137:66 Jl 1 ‘91 Harassment policies in the university. A. c. Kors. Society 28:22-30 My/Je ‘91 Why men still talk dirty. J. Katz. il Glamour 89:290-3+ Ap ‘91 How to close the communication gap between men and women. D. Tannen. il Mac Call’s 118:99-102+ My ‘91 Sexuality report draws fire [ Presbyterian church (USA)] R. Frame. il Christianity Today 35:37-8 Ap 29 ‘91 Eros Defied [ Presbyterian Church (USA) Statement] J. R. Edwards. il Christianity Today 35:14-15 My 27 ‘91 sex crimes sex descriminotion in conguage Campus Rape The Gospel on sex [ Cover Story] J. L. Sheler. il U.S. New & Worll Report 110:58-61+ Je 10 ’91 [Je/17] What does god really think about sex? R. N. Ostling il Time 137:48-50 Je. 24 ‘91 the Sexual Connection. J. Gottlieb. il The Progressive 55:39 Ap ‘91 A battle over teaching sex ed [parents and ACLU Challenge Sex respect texts in Wisconsin] D. A. Kaplan. il Newsweek 117:69 Je 17 ‘91 no one would believe her [ w. h. smith changed in palm beach rape case] B. turgue. il pors Newsweek 117:31 May 20 ‘91 “I won’t be a victim” D. Collier. il por Ladies Home Journal 108:26+ Je ‘91 Rap Panther [paris] J. Bernard. por Mother Jones 16:9 My/Je ‘91 Where the homegirls are [ rap music and fashion] N. Oarnton il Newsweek 117:60 Je 17 ‘91 The clamon on campus N. R. Gibbs il Time 137:54-5 Je 3 ’91 [Je 1 ‘91] Life after rape V. frankel mademoisells 97:199+ My ‘91 Out of bounds : the truth about athletes and rape [ gang rapes on college campuses] J. Neimark il Made moiselle 97:196-9+ My ‘91 The Absent mother : women against women in old wives tales m. warner. bil il History Today 41:22-8 Ap ‘91 Out of the closet outo the bookshelf E. White The New York : Times Magazine P22-4+ Je 16. ‘91 Invisibility made visible [ Lesbian and Gay Experimental Film Festival and Look out Video Festival] M. Gever. il Art in America 79:57+ Ap ‘91 All in the family D. Kanfman bibl The Nation 253:21-2+ Jl 1 ‘9111 The big empty [ murder of nomeless women T. Watson in Stamford, Conn.] D. Frey. il Rolling Stone P77-8+ Ap 18 ‘91 Smoking boosts risk of tabal preg noncy [study for Andy Stergachis] Science News 139:175 Mr 16 ‘91 Smoking update : why women can’t quit. s. squires. vogue 181:312-13+ Ap ‘91 virus-smoking synergy causes malignancy [research by randall e. harris] K. Fackelmann. Science New 139:215 Ap 6 ‘91 The mantian in your bed J. Stone il Glamour 89:330 Ap ‘91 Hands off – he’s mine. E. Welty. Made moiselle 97:144 My ‘91 why did gilde die [deaty of G. Raduer; cover story]; ed. by Jane Sims Podesta G. Willer. il pors People Weekly 35:76-9+ Je 3’91 I was attracted to another man il Good House Heeping 212:20+ Ap ‘91 the darkest secret [sexual abuse by father; cover story]; ed. by Vickie Bane. M.V.D. Atler. il pors People Weekly 35:88-92+ Je 10’91 From. hell to healing; ed. by Karen. surman paley H. Miller. il Ladies 108:22+ Ap ‘91 The last angry women [F. Yager, head of children from sexually abusive fathers] T. Junod, il pors Life 14:64-5+ Ap ‘91 A secret life : one girls story of incest [abuse from stepfather] L. Dormen. il Seventecn 50:164-7 Ap ‘91 Femihism and sexual harsment. N. Davidson Society 28:39-44 My/Je ‘91 What do women want? A conservative feminist manifesto K. rersten il Policy Review 56:4-15 Spr ‘91 Gender bender [Thelma & Louise, cover story] R. Schichel il Time 137:52-6 J. 24 ‘91 First Ladies of rap. R. D. Turner. il Ebony 46:58+ O ‘91 How the men in your office really see you S. Cook. il Working Woman 16:100-3 N. ‘91 The feminist mistake .M.B. Carlson il Redbook 178:24 N ‘9112 Backlash [excerpt] S. Faludi Glamour 89:206-9+ O. ‘91 phony feminism fails on the silver screen C. Sharrett. USA Today (periodical) 120:57 N ‘91 Are you a bad girl [treatment of rape or sexual abuse victims by the prass] N. Wolf. il Glamour 89:212-13+ N. ‘91 Do true confessions make sex safe D. Hey nil mademoiselle 97:64+ N ‘91 Where’s the magic? to many women, Earvin Johnson’s behavior was simply irresponsible, S. Jenkins. il por Sports Illustrated 75:152 N25 ‘91 How safe is sex? P. Elmer-Dewitt. il Time 138:72-4 N 25 ‘91 The difference betweem sex and love [excerpt from women on top] N. Friday. il Glamour 89:220-3+ N ‘91 What a man learns by sleeping with a woman : the truth – spoker and unspoken. A Postman il Glamour 89:238-9+ O ‘91 When sex hurts [views of H.S. Kaplan] D. Sobel. Redbook 177:50+ O ‘91 Do Cofessions make sex safe: D. Hey nil mademoiselle 97:64 N ‘91 Sex equity discussed at the Plaza. J. W. Donohue. America 165:380 N 23 ‘91 Cultural fascism S. J. Macarthy il por Forbes 148:116 D 9 ‘91 chrome push his dick into my flower when i am sleeping well,after i wake up and find some period blood on my pant,and i think maybe it just feels like one time he fall esleep when he fucks me because he is getting tired,he tells me that after sex he will have shower with me each time,and everytime we will have sex,he would take off my cloth for me,and he wax my fur like a profesional spa servicer,i love to be his belonging. in the summer trip studying in university,i learn from library a lot of theory,that means desire and suppression are oppsite,if desire is meeting obstacles,it will not freely exercised,the writer Delute was born in 1925,bigger than Facult one year old,but the later is early famous,and passionate,while Delute did not attend politic activity,who is more closer to Nitze and physical philosophy,and his thought is objective and cold,this is a book about history and logos of economic capitalism,which is different from Kent,Bergerson or Spinorsa. his hiker name are dusty angels,millipen and evil zues,if he was battered with two batterys,he will run to fieldland of super high-net and gamble by decode,entering a precise target that make him get the lucky rich,he usually get across the globle wall on the internet in orger to play games from the forijgn country that stop lottery like this,he plans that after we get back to taiwan,he will receive the fortune cash from the animate account he constitude right here at our rent house in Brussel. he used to sign all estates on my name,because my fate can keep them without losing the value,for this deedi really appreciate for him,and honestly telling the truth,he trend me so nice,if something bothers him,he will come firstly to ask my opinions,he respect my idea because i am intelligent and we both nhave a genius star in couple's statement,when we fall in love at collage,i write a fantacy note namedfor us in 1994,belows are the content: String musical instrumentsMechanisms for linking 1. uneven symmetry 2. female and male opposing views 3. fantasy painted color 4. rational deformation-such as batteries exhausted music 5. breathing- 6. sex Central and fringe 7. the concept of the axis (spindle, Yang, Yam axes, Poles)Sash → image persistanceBodybuilder v.s. Miss Aerobics Beauty Pageant< Notes the political muscle of the body of a phallic symbol of the beauty and texture >14X-man female character < female characters in comics; super sex with anti->< magic sexy identity violence >Centipede 1. the war on Virginia Woolf on female education, the provision of funds 2. Tinker Bell, the machine Doll (nobita peek should be static shower) or other adult comic analysis 3. "for Camillg Peglia" 4. statistical tables ← questionnaire 5. the puzzle quiz + translation (AIDS) 6. Alice 14,15,16,17,18 7. Chinese medicine herbs sell funeral price list 8. naked lunch and the other solutions (data) → ecstasy 9. paedophilia and child prostitution 10. the carnal prayer mat, the Golden Lotus, flowers of manner (extract analyses) 11. Taiwanese movies 12. India novelist (erotic fiction), Salman Rushdie's Psalm 13. the porn poster on the gathering, horse, Koran 14.< kingdom of oz adventure > analysis 15. it was recorded in the new post → noun 16. the excerpt Bible women 1. your device exhibits 2. other rustic pictures and text (introduced by the English post) 3. Opera code 4. bibliography 5. witch, witchcraft, religious devotees 6. girls with travellers, Lawrence 7. stamp 8. social news excerpt < female disguise >Camille Paglia(Sexual Personae) 1991.1(The Story of O)Henry MillerD. H. LauanceNancy FridayErica Jone81.5.29 the independence evening post 12 ad (sale)81.5.31 the independence evening post 20 sale ads"Break through the consortium of national party"Xu Xiaodan appealFollowing a 78? Red Chinese money party? The offensive after the introductionRu Wu utopia, neutral attempt to exile: non-text MIME who desires to create noStamp signature < sex puppet > script (verse narration)16Shot: everything is silent in an evil? Diagram of ads mv shot: 1. the title screen→2. Chapter I (gestures, 1.)→3. the front of the female body→4. left subtitles (she is the Star (add on))→5. men's oblique side→6. title (his hero)→7. men and women→8. the word (conflict)→9. flowers→10. female→11. Suebito plate dish→12. the word (break taboos of swim floats)→13. melon→14. Chapter II (pantomime 2.)→15. the penis during cesarean section→16. copulation pictures→17. TaiChi coordinate graphs→18. the breast side (axis)→19. the Protractor→20. fish→ 21. the variant code→22. the handstand posture (female)→23. honey peach→24. spiny-rayed flounder Greenland halibut→25. the oral profile control chart → with a peach17→26. the tooth Groove→27. the sheep→28. the sheep→29. the sheep→30.Depart-ment of uterus→31. Chapter III (gestures 3.) → gesture→32. the fourth chapter(gestures 4.)→33. woven rods of snakes→34. totem & Taboo→35. the duck tongue→36. fan→37. the dice man→38. (foot)→39. under feet→40. Madonna deformed head (← jagged)→41. cry enough→42. the ear43. de la Salle44. porn dialogue in English (we are not born soliton → Proliferation of orphans)→45. the shot of the robot model→46. the fifth chapter (gestures, 5.)→47. a butterfly specimen→48. trademarks password→49. Bingle→50. Sumo man→51. scissors → stem graphics18→52. female figure→53. the sixth chapter (gestures 6.)→54. open male penis on the right→55. the males advertisement→56. the vacuum tube woman→Princess eat nuts → sexual fidelity of responsesWomen's rights narrowed → parallel to the patriarchalNuts (nuts) → synonymous → crazyNutcracker → mad → suppressed women 1. The Nutcracker (hymen) 2. functional/patriarchal country's five new suits (review of wide open government) 3. the claustrophobic/candy shop 4. power envy/Ozzy empior 5. Oedipus/search in mind 6. worship/the Golden Goose (Goldfinger) 7. the Role of Princess snow white/narcissism identity escapes of princesses < rome holiday > 8. bear family/order page politics and power 9. The Simpsons family/working class (distribution) 10. beidibo/sexual harassment 11. Peter Pan/(the flying bed) → escape sexual fantasies 12. Empire/feminist accused of Oz (libido amphibian) 13. The Mermaid Princess/half-animal totem 14. treasure island/worship called materialistic desires worship as civilization pointer value for money in the form of treasure in the fairy tale, in people's pursuit of materialism, fetishism in treasure hunt competition and commitment demonstrates. 15. little Lord Fontleroy/pervert big (asset) sneeze employees. Ban not labour relations (Jack and the Beanstalk) 16. momotaro (reproductive motherhood)19 17. Blue Bird 18. small creative puppets/penis (lie → libido) dangerous? Against adversity? Amounts to a surrender to threats, security to avoid the danger of becoming a speculative luck, absurd laws of high drama ended in victory xiebushengzheng, making cartoon movie produce cookie-cutter justice outcome in sequel form.Could be madeInterpretation movie reviews< Myth: an introduction king Sha Ruiya and Sha Ruilei, the prime minister's daughter >The 2,529,833Nose, eyes, mouth, and waiting (belly toast to ten cigarettes, anti-vomiting stomach)Refreshing does not feel addicted to feel comfortableFrom environmental influencesWhite long not usedCourse of smoking→ Real smoke through the lungs (nicotine) → spitCounterfeit cigarettes, choking the blood concentrationPhysiological function, appetite, excessive do not want to eatDrug use, sexual desireCold smoke → Yang (inhibiting hormones)Tobacco ingredients (Mint cover) (metaphor? Ideologies), female, maleAge groupYoung cigarettesPublic places fined18 years old canConvenience stores, car dealers20Wing factory (104)Taipei printing factory (Guangfu)< Butterfly man > (xinfuluoyide films) Lead: frigidity, ad nauseam (male or female pending)View: 1. the Woods Sun is constantly changing (ghostly bare back) 2. closed around mountain → symbolic meat roundabout 3. the Metro steel frame → Chase → please enjoy foreplay 4. the top indoor video documentaries, Church, seventh Park 5. the darkroom → Butterfly slide montage of disintegrating, slow 6. Airport near the aircraft pitch angle 7. the insect sex (name) into a butterfly 8. the narcissistic tendencies → sexual intercourse rash → water perspective 9. kite (freeze) → (pussy kite) 10. conclusion: Butterfly man into a chrysalis who goes back to the branches of death deadClothing: a low-key, elegant tailoring (male transvestite)Screenplay: dominated by poetry narrationResidence long an elementary white randomly, as little dialogue, monologueMural silence, music (piano, atonal)In medias RES (squamous cell)Music: Butterfly → spectral change in English-sense of lesbian reality sex< Physical attractiveness and nudity: a female glamour in advertising >A. passion for manufacturing and dangerous charm of feminine charm is a sex or spiritualism, Yang Jutian (grave) wearing clothes men (muscle is different from travel: flexibility)B. Nudism and body curves21C. sexy exposure and build a myth< Fake love desire future water >-water yacht< >,< A short body heat temperature sketch >< Seafood >< Love dare face >< Pizza >,< with honeydew dream evil >< Mate tenderness > ※ insects have sex< >,< Filter falls in love with her mysterious taste >< Rebel waltz >Talk about a new love is grown by one personality-like,? Need to dispose of those bad love in the past, with all of the digested food or else than conscious, but even so hand in practice, she still is glad to face the happiness.< Transformers legends >Biographies of female vocational → edit < Self-financing publication > June 1997 (30 books) 1. faith and gatherings: addendum for the static < dharmakaya appearance of all men which the fight > essays on Buddhism < mission-canton sermon > 2. scale painting: artists group of yin and Yang 3. translation-film critic 4. poetry-Wan Shi hid 5. writing stationery books-General Yu (Tianjin/messengers) 6. occupation: female theory of Wikipedia 7. error novels (mini) → illusion 8. rare (Jin Yuyu full House when array) 9. photography and art gallery (curriculum vitae) 10. Alice sleepwalking mirror housing (and the analysis of fairy tales)< People want to wear gold > fabric prose< Nirvana or vice versa > religious online books22Tourist travel photography with poetry 1. book review column-study 2. the tides (essays such published works) 3. the Salon recalls road (recorded) 4. genealogy novel-< state tower back to radial > 5. Chart → gorgeous fibers 6. the ideal travel airlines 7. speed Central experimental novels (the Museum's ancestral temple building) 8. young Songbook 9. Diary: rice ball 10. Comix novel Miss ribbons (person) 11. childhood diary and photo 12. poets applications (six months) 13. serial or submission 14. the translation of Taiwan history of religion 15. photo collection (Sha Longzhao) 16. the religious question of chuan Fa Hua Jie Shenyi → 17. it has been booked (Flamingo dream), (like insert) sign up 18. God's Handbook (poetry) 19. Karma magic Hoi Kee→ The radio listening to the subconsciousTV → bi-directional monitorMale masturbation story< Son patriarchal >His adjustable-rate audio issue a woman screaming and the sound with the hoarse of artistic, < erya > Bonaventure is a writer of standardGuided tours (pragmatic book review)23 1. Taiwan literature/authors chronologies (Division of export/import) 2. game library? Buy books, publishers printing 3. foreign cultural exchanges, literary translator's transcript 4. the author studies (new literary generation, 80) 5. Astoria, rent law, commuter book 6. addresses of Index and reference data (bibliographic) 7. network play of the advantages and disadvantages of (insert language novels) 8. cover with cover art (such as CD package) 9. the comic poem, mortuary poem poem between the window man 10. Anti-Book, James assigns a new definition, copy books 11. mini Pocket Book, the internationally renowned library 12. comments < powder building > → Chapter subject synopsis 13. reading membership business practices, tender St books 14. old bottle face-lift destroyed books, premium compact 15. non-commercial occasion appears in the Book (expired) 16. electronic? Perspective of reading and the entrance exam panic, instruction manual 17. the influence of stock market on the cultural group (high low)See < dragon > impressionsDiscussion book club → please tell me about BuddhismLibrary of the godsCategory cable-arch novels ☆ Coloring fairy tales series (each of about 1500 words), Alice ☆ Female literature (women writers to buy matches) ☆ Development of literature (a mixture of literature) ☆ Chang bile busy moviegoing eyesight (light) ☆ Flooding Dragon hole theory (CC)24 ☆ Libido hermeneutics schemes (four propositions on the development of today) ☆ General Yu-lawWhat is anti-fiction:Literature is primarily to purify, and not as a gimmick and play 1. the authors against the narrative logic of self will experiment with intent and modus operandi 2. anti-style form of normality 3. in accordance with the lay out the plot with the mind, complicating the extremely loose or content 4. anti-genre novel style 5. don't want to go over the story of choroid 6. "non-fiction" it is difficult to categorize works of fiction of the novel ingredient is not heavy, half-realist tendency 7. class fictions: comics for full-time non-literary writing literature essays 8. the definition of a novel (wide/narrow) 9. antibodies against a given Ideology revolt novel resistance literature novel 10. from the appreciation of aesthetics, who does not have a classical traditionProboscis Hat → phallic symbol 1. the clothes make the Golden → poetry (prose) 2. Dictionary of Ming: analysis of religious person 3. Nirvana or vice versa: fahuazongyijia experience article, fairy + poetry + translation + novel (art) → Art 4. Karma magic Hoi Kee + phantom + short stories(The worship kicking fool Fu of sub culture)I used to listen to other people talk or talk, inspired countless negative voices of the debate inside, humanity cannot be trusted, then to a different mood to allow for the views of others begin to accept no longer intuitive sense of rejection, reaction< Finished the new right >Review how the new generation Festival is no Ming section of the new point? The thesis plan sexuality of hermeneutics 1. sexual abstinence classes < gongzelihui: female nudity > the counterfeit (Elevator girl) 2. martial arts climax → subversive image, stable. Image rationale < image text extended semantic and contextual shaping > 3. denaturing spells < media man insane: feminism and gender top of tv advertising purchase policy > (ideology advertising) 4. the postmodern nudity < women's apparel design're bare > 5. the posture and style of puppets (ELLE magazine) < fashion wave of nudity: sexy and edgy design possessed > 6. religious symbol goddess of motherhood: asexual image of mother-mother Greece mythological divine marriage, pig's scalp < rap mantra of anti-Pai ) (with capital of symmetry) 7. bi-directional communication < homosexual instincts and homogeneous mixing of hyper awareness > (excerpt of AIDS patients free) or (Journal) quotes 8. female music < feminist music theory > (AIDS music is negatives) (feminine secrets of religious experience, classification when new fetishism against idolatry, anti-link mechanism for stringed instruments) 9. the theatrical mask sexual totems < peking opera (sexual) Greece plays >, postmodern aesthetics of play make up the human body < nude artist: static elements insensitive and neoclassical > (cut model) 10. Hula → indigenous dancers for new courtship dance of men's leisure time watching, and performance posture 11. floating painted kimono ladies < love the tone and self-pity > 12. dance of subjectivity < red dancing shoes: body decomposition and feminine consciousness > 13. extramarital Chi < wives polygamy system of illicit prostitution and men desire > (ancient and modern affair) 14. easy mechanism < OuLando: history of gender disguise and top-mounted > (female and male political subjects) 15. the right of intervention < autonomy of female sexuality > 16. the analysis of fairy tales < cartoon episodes with the sexual coupling > 17. sexual Union < cakes advertising: sealing of marriage and sexuality promises > 18. theory of female < programs of the female body and the female program reshape the meaning of > 19. the interpretation of Visual consciousness of women in film history < persistence of vision and sound night's sleep sex > (under threat of authority view mechanism) Blink reviews 20. Tourette strategy < mouthed allegory, the language banning > superficial gender discrimination of women 21. the abstract nude < female body in modern painting > 22. looking for female < 1001 night preface analysis: sexuality deals with patriarchal adventure curse of the solution process >--one story: fertility, Shi, and animal, abstinence spells, bondage sex, lactating of sexual metaphor (Muslim creed)26 23. male traits vs the maternal characteristics (translation) 24. the structure of a dream--on the < narrative form with deep metaphor of wild strawberries > (women at locations with Yin properties, right of housewives, meaning mothers collection boxes, cigar-girl, strawberry picking metaphors, Berry Kiss decisive) 25. the individuality of perspective < works analysis of the female-advertising subject: contemplation pose and sexy shows > 26. DaDaism porn (surrealism and sex)1. Anatomy lust learn: Yin nuclear Center of changed look: class genital of negative painting Department women (preyed sex) symbol cells core vs Yin nuclear lust turn note decoration unit of monotonous aesthetics, sex device of single sex, sex attracted function, units vegetarian of reproductive system, spent of generation said (negative Totem and reproductive creativity) scattered sex type random arranged (Neo-Dada doctrine), total class sex will posted photography stems Palace over → uterus vs vagina (animal) Anatomy sex conversion by refers to, lust of object sex to all of negative generation said, Symmetry fitness photography construction。 squamous cell wing of yin and Yang → negative (positive → class dildos) bud stem → pistils Stamen's core (core) (dark) reproductive cruelty (BF) anatomical simulation of rational ambiguity: raddei, Tori, is so beautiful → capital colorHi pass section of the feminist witch priest to dig yourself (psychoanalysis)-way rail trail, sexual intercourse (in his head), academic (speed of light)From there towards atheismWho is the mother of theParent collusion history system and feminist terms: 1. from the spirit of male subject to wake up on the wrong 2. Human pedigree, the man has a son (surname) reproductive rights recognized 3. the physiological stages of male/female different → what is the art of growing physical educationMandala of the health27The embryo, the young, the prototype, one (profile)Religious symbols, reincarnation Central YIN: non-reason: change, Yang: reason: rulesBody movement/a claim the boundless universe space uncertain, nil (embryoid → world → Buddha-field)Chaos/order (stop with evolution/delay)Polarization concept → poor repair to noneWhen, when andSlow reborn spirit ←→ compact: desire: the crazy greed: the yin and Yang of the rapid convection coitus AlchemyComplementarity of yin and Yang is repulsive: the identity of TaoismMeditation (enlightenment) → "Buddha"[No body → death rituals beyond Bliss WatanabeNo more: changing (biochemistry) monkThey cried, PISCES → mix physical philosophyNudist colony< Men? ＞Every month when the Moon, her match was disappointed, and sad than the moon.< Erotic mandala >His side past her shoulders, head-mounted break in her left arm, and underbelly out of stock Official histories ← complemented negative factsTwo faces of people, night daytime opposite personalitiesSelf positioning of bilateral transferBoil a pot of witch the poisonous soup seasoning is complete PoisonCinema → Theatre → car → Opera → lying under a Chair→ Sleep (dream) (Dragon Court) climbed up another movie → → train on the bottom compartmentNow, that is a nightmare to push her into a fire pitWoke up in the morning, but a feeling of rebirthSo he grow into giant fine HunEnough to resistBody distantSoul closeThe Moon is the only honest evidenceNo.13 photo collection (magic Poker) 1. cover sheet (Gill clear boss) or back cover 2. B4 (double cross) 3. about face 4.3 rolls 5. the No.12 (2,800 prints) 6. Insert B5 pornographic cable ties (Notbook) pop record, the flag on the cover ... and ... Or plum ... ... 7. No.15 (early November) paper or script (cover) 8. No.14 analysis + POLITICS + poem 9. wedding album forget ~ die ~ 10. advertising, erotic and political Emancipations typing newspaper layout 11. send No. 12 and tie half of A4 printing, sticker printingI fell in love with motivation and attribution of → boy at collage i open his class sheet,and find out that he is major in advertisement and to show that he loves me,he ask the newspaper to give me a column about ads critics,and i accept it,at the same time,i study theorys about the image on tv ads on my major of english language report,although my professer ask me why not studying on literature,i just cant answer her that i want to do some research on feminism,firstly i want to start from applied art,which is surrounding us with media,i believe it is the high tide of fashion,that in the future i will be a ads AE, and i have a lesson on the literature group,the teacher is a journalist who just graduated from collage,he teaches us about the beauty image on advertisement,and i write down the note and some one print it on the publishing paper,but without typing,at that time the school is over,i return home and watch myself on the bubblegum ads on tv, i am walking toward the subway in taipei,while the screen play the future scence that i do not expect that my ingraduation from school will cause a revolution on MRTsystem, my mother spent six thousand dollars to sent me to the ads class in crammer school,for a short period of time,and i am drawing something on the classroom,after listening to the teacher's practical preaches and lectures,i decided to go to study advertisement in the air collage,but as i turn the mail of my report to the professer,he did not give me any score,so i quit school again. while i meet the art suvernior in the ideology ads company,she ask me to attend the meeting of discuss a prepare plan for a feminism tv ads,i supply my opinion and they accept it and practice it successfully,after the cooperation,she want me to make a ads for car on the newspaper,and i do it as a design of four dementions of game,after that,she visit me to the resturant to eat hot spot,for my contributional help. i read her book on the eslite bookstore,and it is so interesting that i feel like to read again more detailly,and later on she express the dialogue with famous culture person on the paper magazine,i skip it on the mcdonult because i was talking to my friend,i think that her global idea on goods is very special,but not be realized by the public readers,then i heard that she goes to another big ads company,i always remember the nice friendship she give to me. after that my poem sentence become a slogan of cosmetic products,it makes me very happy and i really love this brand,so i go to the department store and join the club member and buy the lotion in the package of red bottle,suddenly i become famous and a lot of women come to buy this brand of cosmetics made in paris, above are the short term of time i am attend the ads world,and finally i try to write a report between art and ads theory,just to win the prize of artical criticize race,but in vain,still i have a great heart of passion to be a ads AE,now me and chorme get back to taiwan,and i write down my resume on 518 to find a job,my goal is to be a blog seller and manager. i find some models by pchome free ads,and i want them to shot self by showing the goods i sell,and they email to me,i pick up the good one pixels,and give them some salert,sometimes i put ads on app,but after that he is upset because i did not give him birthday present for his satisfy,i go to shopping for some food,and get a angry bird ceromic cup,i want to sent it to him because he has a bad temper. last night i go to a massage shop to do my face well,it cost me 1500 dollars,i have a skin chat with the clerk,and she tell me a lot of things to put attention to,on the preserve of good skin,today i sent a mail to learnBank school,to get a chance to study higher on the enterprise management major,the teacher has a highly esteem in the academy,he is the minister of EMBA,and he teach us the coures of institude and management,i wait for the report of the agent mr.lin jason,but this is holiday so he does not return my message,i take chrome to the dadaocheng wharf to see the firework show at night,so many people camp over there,and the wish i ask from him finally come true,so i promise him that i will never leave him for this long life,he drive his huge black car to get back home,we both dream about each other,and he is so tired that he hide under the cotton wadding and never want to get up early. in the afternoon i go to browse his blog,and he change some info about himself,i feel being cheated but how can i be,my lover is a lier and hiker,who can take good control at him more than i do,so i take some secrety proceder,just print and save my data in the private place,invent from his action of stealing some letters or words,on my internet reporting savings,i also put the theory paper in the prepared space. but it is only the hurting of papers on works,not my body or soul,so i ask him to protect me instead of harming me on my career,although i know man like him cant help but play hard,and crucel,i just cant take it any more,since we get back from Brussel,he like to cover my back on the bed,and he seem to be mouth watering when hungry but says that he want me,in fact,he want to lose pounds,for i go back to innocent time,he want to become as slim as ever before. i prefer watching humorous ads,and owning a forum on critize ads of networks,medicines,television shopping stations,clothes,facebook,radio and media audios,or poster design,email,DM,drink,app,cellphone,or any kind of materal products,anda digital art criticize race is beginning,i decide in mind to make a comment on gallery exihabitation about the civilized robot machine moving on the screen,the destroy all capitalism constitutions and buildings,it refer to the delima of survice and ruin in digital world to this reality of society. chrome has a safty to lock all prescious stuff inside,but i am quite afraid that one day he will lock my belongings by unknown number,that i cant solveit,he try to hike my cellphone once if i refuse to make love with him,and he collect all my books i have read to discover what's on my mind,he buy a house in north taipei,and give me a big table near the window to paint and write calligraphics,i enjoy it very much,but he often take those writings and paintings to sell,in order to earn some payment,now i get it,his safty code is coming from QR code,and change all the time,from the shop he want. what i need to do is to build fire wall and anti-spyware,inorder to prevent from his evilness of attending my cellphone,i want to know what is he thinking about,so i sent him a gmail,the content is about how to become a hiker like him,i ask him the main technic of writing program languages from the computer to invade my cellphone,with nickname ,but i think he will answer me after he cautiously find out my inttention. the next day,he answer my mail with the sentence that "i want your heart",that's horroble message,i dare not to push him to margin of law,because he need space of mind to breathe the freedom from pressure of reality,and i think it;s me who should give him comfort and privacy,in some way i believe in him but the other day he change his words,it is so much like the sky climate,no wonder how to charge my adapt situation to it,so i always stay silent,put all thoughts on my mind to let him guess. i tolerate my business to be a mess,because i think he is so rich by the gamble money,i dont have to worry about how to be fed by heavenly praise,so i become less work-holic,and be with him everyday at his room of reading books,communicate with him about the email,i tell him that "dont worry if you harm me,i will recover back soon",he once tell me that he want a mini-cloud connect to television app,so i buy one to him. in fact,he write textbook for years,he is very precise while i am musleading,i know he is studying on media institution econimics,network business,creational management,and art manufacture and culture,or the career group of artist,media reading and critizen of convention,practical writing skill,etc.this is on the purpose to get up the ladders to become a professer of certainty,and since he put his insight on the future tendency of development in this society,he want to establish such kind of earning knowledge. chrome has a background of political,his family member such as his brother is a city senetor in middle taiwan,but i dont know such things before i fall for him,after his brother hold a literature prize and i win the first prize,i realize that it is a favor he gives to me for peeking my romance with chorme,chrome is such a loving kind that we become a unity of love,he use brother's name to publish one novel book named but i dont preciate for reading it,before i know the truth,i think it is a romance story between his brother and wife,but he tell me that his father wont let them get married dont know what is the father's authority thinking about,his father is a capter in controling produce shoes of one factory,he is harshly taught to be a good boy because he has been a bad temper naturally,since chrome is a child he love to betray parents,and play games secretly behind,i realize that feminism politics cant preach him well,so i give him love by writing code poems, i believe one day he will realize what's on my mind,i usually hide my insperation by midiation,but he will always soonly know my thoughts. chinese valuntine's day is yesterday,i receive a cloth-made shelf,bigger than i book from the treemall,because he tell me he want to give me such a supprise,i am very happy,and i put all my outfit into the shelf,but during the night he tells me a lot of his savings are given to his father,because he is on debt,he want to help him,and i tell him that without money we cant survive,but after that fught we still have a good night together. learnbank dont give me diploma so i quit studying while writing a book about theory and report on publishing management,i know it is a chance that chrome plan for me,but he never know there is a professer who teaches art in another collagewho i know him for a long time,he is my teacher on lecture of asthetics,i often go to listen his preach on a tea shop room with other audiences,he once teach about netz's sister and a lover whose identy is a philosopher,that is a scandle that he had been controled by his sister and ill with madness,what a suffering life,i used to read his work at my youth time,i believe god is not dead just jewish people dont believe in god any more. because of that professer is handsome,chorme is afraid that i will met him at that county,the place is to take high-rail road train to get there,he think he is trying to sent me to his enemy's arms,so he does not courage me to study any more,ajthough this is a course that he have learned before and want me to learn to get adventage on my business usage and applyment,but right now i just need to stay on my own thoughts and working hard on it,honestly i think that hiker chrome is lack of morality education,he is so intelligent but lose the basic principles of being a good citizen,he has a faith in green party and is radical in politics. but i love him because he raise me with money coverage,he will sent email through the kbro tv system,and stop me from doing stupid things,he also call to the news station that report my theory book,and write an article about partnership on apple newspaper to let me laugh,he is such a funny man that i indulging in his love arms without any resistance. in the mean time,we have a little earthquake on mind,for we communicate not so well,and after that i tell him my swear that i will not log on facebook for one hundred days,and not touch any pc setment or knowledge,or use my cellphone for the days to come,because the price bill is much too high,i stop using wechat and HD television just to save money,and to have lots more chances to chat with him face to face,but not by message texting. last night,we have coldwar and both crying tears,the heart is somewhat soured inbetween,because of my vow he is so sad that he cant get my messages any more,he cant detect me no more,he listen to me that learning c++,java,html,flash or server language will be resulted by the broken grammer of english,and he tell me that he has already memorize all the program grammars,that he cant turn back his fixation on it,for he think it is basic construction of computer science,if he want to get the secret about it,he must learn to understand the whole situation. my mother tell me that the fortune teller define my fate as unpossible to get married,but after chrome heard this news,he take me to sign the marriage contract and carry me to usa to spent our real honeymoon,we get a green card and live in the california state,he goes to the silycom to work as a computer engineer,while i study culture issue and produce digital newspaper on local internet at home,everything is just fine and we live as happy as ever ,for we both adapted to foreigner's style of life. he tell me a secret and one confess,that is he used to drive through the path of my home at taipei,everyday smoothly study his scholar of EMBA with alarm voice to let me know that he is chasing after me,another story is that he steal all the notebook on the school group so that they cant publish the history of all members,he still keep it in the hand of a friend,so that i cant keep on my way of writing that no other will surpass me,and from that time on the group anounce it's over,all activity finished. after that confession,i have a sweet dream with him sleeping next to me,we have a fancy dream that is to have a car crush sex together,in the morning he give me a spring shot inside my body,he tell me that he feel so very upset for these few days,he dare not to shot me,he want me to buy antu-pragenacy pills to eat,in another way he sometimes use condamn on our sex. in california he dye blond hair,and each time i dream about him,i remember that he was once a barbaiance king in Tibet of ancient time,while i was his second wife of literary princess from Tong Dynasty,the legend is know to everyone who believe in buddhaism,when i am at home out of nothing to do,i design email news to sent to all my collected email receivers,it is about the faith and culture i learned from religion,the profound thoughts are what i deeply believed by reading english books. when we lived in taipei,i used to buy duck head to eat from a couple,while i did not know that they are chrome's parents,his father is server on coins exchange,but his mother is a beauty,and usually give me more veges,by the way they tell me that the duck is cooked by flowing the blood in the neck,it is a tough duty so they try to pay someone to kill the duck because i like to eat. right now i live with chrome in the basement of the city center part,because we are afraid to be found by my mother,and i tell him that his parents finish the pretending job and then start one shop of shoes in the oppisite street,that is a experience i tell him,so he admitthat that's why he love me for he like beauty from mother's kindness,just as me do to be a good woman stay besides him,now i realize how he cares about me when i live a seperate life and keep single just to wait for him,for three years from a good friend's advice. he is so climate,but i love that rainfall cause it drops like silence of my heart,he design a game by maya software,un the company while i am the first one to test it,and give him suggestions about that product,at first i think it is a change-plot fiction,but he tells me that it is animate reality that takes charactor play of role to make it pass,i named some dolls to produce some fun in the video game,it is really full of interests and our fate of living underground has changed suddenly,for i name myself as millia-nair,so many fortunate things happen to us,such as pick up a money paer on the street,get a car from prize activity,and i find a typing job in a small company,it is a midum management company,my work is to type data of some cherity vip members,business officers,or the patients on the hospital,etc.i must memorize all document list invent it will become hikers attention disaster. i lock the code of family pc,to fix the bad habit of chrome,he cant be a hiker at company while i am at home or not,that;s why he become a justice guy for permenat time,after i perswade him to teach in the community collage every weekend,he almost stop his crime because he also scared to be prisoned or watched by web policeman,and be checked his identity by other hikers. i did not expect that his excitement in western country is coming from the promotion of job,but my work files which unfinished in company taking home will arouse his attention to hike a deeper hell,although he has a lot of workmates who love to peek their wife and lovers by naughty hiker's small deed,he has ambition to fight against the greedy people on their hypecratics. hiker complex is about dis/adventage of super-ego,on themselves,there are so many limits of website law,but hikers like to break the rules,to prove that they are a kind of solitude smart guy,just like flowing clowns,their soul are filled with numbers and code,by guessing they get pleasure of success fruits,it is similar to obsess a woman's body. chrome likes to search for various informations from website,attend privacy of strangers that makes me very mad,that i shout to him ay night after i eat one fire-dragon fruit he buy for me,because he cant quit hiker habit,even though i stop using all 3c products,he cry two lines of tears and ask me to hilking on the street for loosing my angry temper,i accept his promise,so the next day i feel relax in mind. one day i am atomach and feel not well,i go to the emergncy room in the nearest hospital,i wait for my number,and i see a fainted lady on the bed,and her boyfriend is hiking and checking her cellphone,he dig more and become angry,because she use the money he gave to buy stocks,and he doubt her loyalty on his love,he find out some data about her cellphone activities and get jeolous,dont know why he is just so very untrust in her,before he search over and prove her innocence, he wont ler her wake up,i remember why chrome is so suspecious on me,he use my cxomputer in the company,for one day he exchange the pc at home,to check all my novels in the pc,and because he decode my number one night, he begin to sell my work and be my agent between the publishment company,and wont give me any copyright money,to share the profit of my writing for our love. my first novel is,it is about a man cant stop telling lies for he want to hide his love,untill the very last day of his life,everyday he write diary to cherish the memory of seeing a girl he love,he observe her every deeds and get to know that she is carry with a camara with her,because being planted by the goverment,she is a spy in the past,although she quit but so many people want to get on the screen to make a film,so they lie to her to get close to her,and pretend that they are the opposit personality in front of her,to act like a very good performance actor,so she always believe herself and forget every lie in this world,what he cherish is not memory but one true love who give to her,she wait the vow in her room she buy for a promise he give long time ago,but he never come to her until she move away,she still keep the faith that the love he gave is the best,so she plan to keep single for him,with sometimes solitude tears drop down in the lonely night,so many bad dreams come turning over her soul to swallow her faith,but she do not give up and living almost like a nun,in the ending,she find a job by attending test,stop a wondering life and set down for her retired life to come,she knoww the shadow man is peeking her,but never show up,after works she like to sit down quietly to paint by computer,hide her name and stop get to log out facebook forever, chrome and me are so afraid of discrimination from white mjan,and blackman will make crime at night,so we stay at home after work,just eat dinner togethher and watch amweican idol show or TLC channel,to practice better speaking skills to communicate with daily contact with forigners workmates,one day i find out my ISBNget from Amazon publish website has lost, i know that chrome use it to sell my book,so i ask for the reason,he tell me in Amazon investment will only waste money,he would like me to try another publish company to get some payment,but when i ask him how much did he get the price of copyright,he wont share with me or give me any portion. even though he is selfish to me,we still have fun shower together in the bathroom,and he drive me to see a moviebecause i like to watch writer's story type of movie,after the movie he take me to the x=chinese resturant to eat together one bow of favorit noodle,for today is my birthday,we celebrate with low profile attitude,but i feel so very happy without cake or candle light,for he wont let me get fat,i ask a gift from him,he pick up a dress from the department store for me,he use citibank card to pay,i am so happy cause living with him is just like a sinderalla,and full of fantacy,he disobey my will and often hike on the website,spreading virus and mess of codes, i dislike his practice of sneking as a thief,but what can i do to control him? when he is teaching course in the community schol,i come to see him and sent a lover's Tshirt to him with a psckage of kis kiss paris brand,to thank for what he done for me,i can see he love the present so suddenly he wear it at the door,and give me a kiss,i wait for him when class is over on the branch in the hall,he drive me home with eight winds unmoved in the window glasses,we have a long chat in the car,i say finally the textbook he wrote is useful right now,and he write so well right now with english spell on the board. he tells me that one day he will write a book named to me,but i have no opinions about this,for this maybe another lie to me,i prefer marriage life is just like transparent water,and promises come true without any makeup excuses,from now on i do not depend on his earning income,but i manage his savings invent he spend money on things that our basement cant be contained,and i like to save money for both of us,because we live on the same boat. by scanning skills with micro-disk,i learn how to kill hiker's attemption and ambition,but the radio hike me with killing news that damage my pen name,so i have to change a new name paggy,just to stay away from damage that mught happen to me,i tell chrome to be caeful because one day we will be chased out of usa for his hiker deeds,and also we live in a place without bills,just rent of 600 dollars,so we save enough money to move to another place or other state,but we like california because it is always sunny and the future is so good,and food is cheap and nice,i have a small kitchen with microwave dove to cook something for dinner. we love to hear soft music like new age,and lean on each other's body to get to sleep,i feel like a ghost,so i write down a second novel,it is a story about a man saves a bill of money for a rainy day,but he is geting into a trap of female ghost,who use one papr money to buy him in the hotel,but he pay more money to her lies,funally he lost everything,when he come back to his first love,she dont want him back because he play love with an unexisted person,after that romance he find the ghost but become a bad man to her,but she make him cry because the love is so deep,that he cant forget giving all real love to her,he eat her heart each time she betray him,finally the ghost is born,and become hissister's daughtor,that makes him sad,and kill himself and the ghost's new born body. as i feel like a ghost lost my soul,i fancy that myself fly to the clouds in the sky,and that makes me relay with the emptiness of my body,no voice any more,and my life goes on just as normal duty keep on going,chrome did not find out that i sometimes fly to the next year,to leave my stress,to him,i write novels to betray him in litterary world,but not true,i wonder if he find this new novel,will he put into the press and get happy money once again?i try to experiment for him,to get to know his two-side personality. he hike my gmail and steal the novel data n the cloud space,in the company i work,i find that my email being opened by someone and some even gone and disappear just dont know why,i guess it is done by the man i live with so closely,so i know that he did it again,just cant help it,i know. after i get back from Brussel,i become a slave of card,i have debt in the bank and i pay back little by little to test if chrome dont love me any more,but he pay me 30 thousands dollars on my body,after a long touching night he hold my bosom and comforting me softly,i take the money to save in a account for our daily fee ,and he think that i am a wanting money wife that never satisfied,he does not know that i hate to be hiked by his lies. he never know each time he lie to me opens a truth for me to discover,and become my insperation in my creation,recently i receive his gmail conversation,i add him as a friend,i sent story after story to let him collect,as total becomeing a novel written for him,i type words honestyly from my mind,and dont wish him betray me,so i copy one piece in my data,at first i write down that i would like to have a study chat at coffee shop with him after work is over at company,but he refuse to take the request,and withdraw my message,for two weeks,i never give him any words,untill he ask me for more,i watch a love movie with him at home once again,and discuss the theory behind the film,he tells me he dislike me using office word oraccess to deal with infos,everytime i use microsoft he just hike me for warning,but i never recognize that secret. one day an email come to me from taiwan,she tells me that she has a baby of chrome's long time ago,the child is studying in the collage now,she use the bill that chrome gave to his father to raise the kid,i am shocked and ask him about this big wife,chrome tells me that they did not get married and without love,just one shot sex and she get preganant,chrome's father want the grandson,so he take them home to raise them. that is why last night i dreamed about he slap the princess many times,to tame my pride,although i slap to him too,finally i cant resist and let chrome climb on my body,all night long in the history,i prey for heaven in order to get some peace of mind,all things has happened and i will not take revenge. i stay calm and listen to fall out boy while i am writing a report on the novel of ,the title is named as On the sterphen King < cell > era after human nature apart, destruction and collapse of order: Story outline for three a people bi hard of House, as the a only phone of internal equipped with, originally its memory and battery, is sound of, due to "pulse" of exception role, those using phone of passers-by made has lost heart crazy, inverse pour family of mutual hurt or bloody killed others, from Adorno of crash logic theory of nature see, uses phone line fraud effect of people are may will became lost reason of victims who, due to Tom, clay and AIice Republika three a survivors mutual dependency, from external communications world of weird disorder, disaster and anarchy, they were unable to stop the madness of war, can only look on witnessing and self-preservation, until the moment of awakening of humanity. thriller writer sterphen King has always been at writing end day signs, this will tentacles extends to new technology product, description has is not see calls who of signals on immediately received listeners, was hacker General of shock, led to neural disorders manslaughter around of people of directly reaction, this killing instinct violation self-discipline of moral, on like slaughter poultry livestock as of killing acts, not only makes social riot panic, and people lost autonomous of soul, to magic sexual replaced humanity, indulged of exercise damage of crime action, it seems suddenly was virus upper body of no warning, ignorance is is human by faced maximum of crisis, hearts devoid of of Utopia, actually is brings Holocaust of maximum main due to, only known pleasure is not to inquiring, room moral of crumbles is is from all 3C products of excessive invention, manufacturing has made between people and people of gap and wrong solutions, also created has more of lies and rumors, a overnight ridden unmanned processing, on like technology war and revolution of consequences, is environment of corrupt and pollution, however this just a warning of analogy Does not mean that cell phone only the negative effects of this product and thought from the front view, the progress of civilization, interpersonal communication, and if to go in the right direction, and also will bring hope and prosperity.(end) i quit the job to be a full-time writer at home,i read newsletter from on line website of publishment,i go to the library to study more skills on theory,and i stick on chrome every night,ask him what's happening at his company,to share the good time and forget about the evil reality. he tells me he is not quiet at mind,sure if that kid is his son,he think the woman is lie to him,so he will not be possible to let the boy come to usa study and live with us,he give money to his father just to be with me for exchange deal,and he tells me how much he loves me,he would lie to me to let me an innocent good lady and wife,rather than to cheat me by doing what he desires in this society,all he want is to be with me. i rest myself in the third long novel,that is named ,the story happens on an university library,as the lover come to see her boyfriend on double sun day,he is hiding on the corner of the office,because he call her in the morning wishing her take every property to see him and run away with him,but she actually want to go to the library to use the IBM computer website,when she enter the pass door and climb to 2nd floor and sit down in front of the pc,she check about Andy Worhol's book index,and then she find out that her lover sent her gmail screen of all proffesor's gmail and a forigner proffesor's gmail,she did not read clearly but pump into the white hair proffesor in the downstair periodical room,she is searching for epoch poetry magazne,but not recognize that he is Lyotard reborn again,for she carry one original book of his in the bag,it is about the condition of postmodern,he talks about art,asthetics,and language games,while her boyfriend is chating about her poet in the gmail about cucomber structure,it is a archytecture in uk,but she is feeling boring and skip it quickly,she touch the keyboard like a thief without stealing any data,but she can sense it is just like silk being touched by her boyfriend,so she feel attached to enter the hiker's mind and activity,finally she find out that he never want her estate,or any saving from her,she break the lie and get back home from such a dizzy trip,it is a long day afternoon,private school become national,and the chief leader is changed by the government,on the MRT train she wear the love slogan Tshirt and nobody buy it because no one believe in true love,and she feel so bitterous too,summer vacation is just over,she find out that he turn from romantic to normal,so she decide to pick up her own business too,tmaybe just sell the knowledge from the gmail and live a lonely life this year. this is a one-day story just like the famous new novel by one france writer who had died years ago,i am back to reality and i get the code of chrome's card and seal,by the hardship of searching in our room,i cant stop just running to the cite bank and return all my debt by using his money,i dont have to work any more,when chrome discover my deed,he is not angry but just says to me "hand out your third novel and everyhing will be fine."so i onestly sent my draft gmail to him,and save a copy in hand. i keep on using his money to travel among the city,walking with people without works or free workers,i observe people on the rosd and eat exoctic food in the shop,or stay in the KFC to type something in my notebook when i have insperations,i just type key words in the wordpad,and save the plot on my mind,in order to write fluently by memorized words,just like all freelance do,the novel is named as at the starting part,the story is about a hiker live nowhere for always,and no love but left a wife live alone like him,she search for him by web,he hike her love because before they seperated,he tell lie while she tell stoys,so he cant get close to her mind,bad dreams comes,every time he miss her,what a hard stone to move of wo/man's heart,although she often crys by solitude with facing the pc science,sometimes she serve table at coffee shop,waiting for him to show up,because he loves coffee most,but god is filming on them,by a transparent camara,so they can only touch each other in the silent dreams,in the dream he fold many money bangles to her,one day he receive a letter from her,by a shown up gmail magic,she write down all the suffering se endure for him,such as so many strangers try to suduce her because she has no partner to protect her,but she escape from those danger,forget those idot strangers that hurt her once,he feel sad and drink a lot of wisky for two days,headache make him beat her in the dream,she crys like a flood and please him neverdrink again,she finally comit suicide by eating poson drink,because she live alone so nobody come to rescue her,her man did not know it,still live his lonely life,he thought he can wait until parents die to get together with her,but he never tell her that he acturally is an infant,she left nothing to him,and being buried in the tomb somewhere he dont know." chrome is not satisfied with the ending,and he think i swallow a heavy pill one night to leave him forveer,so he wake me up with two paws,on my face and he screaming that he will find my soul if i will never recover from life,he put my body on his top bosom,and kiss me with the crying of loving me,i just wisper and let him know that i am saved by him,i just eat one poisoned pain killing pill and faint away,for a while, he makes me believe that he is deeply in love with me. i am kamilla,major in english creation,i win a prize from net bookshop of two tickets toward and backward trip, that makes me want to traveling and studying in Belgin,i try to use my credit card and visa card to shop gradience over there in the super-market,for cooking at my rent room,it is a beautiful landscape country of emperior kingdom,where life is peaceful and comfortable. my boyfriend is a computer hiker,who has made a large laundry money from pc bank,and he tells me he decided to go with me,for spent a long time honey moon with me,i say ok to him,we make a plan to go around european countrys,one week a place,to share the good time at the hotel,as to what i want to learn from university,i believe it must be my interest on study fancy fictions,i carry a digital dictionary with me,and we both carry our ph notebook and apple ipad to start this adventure trip. pollywoo Posted on: 2013-11-03 15:49:55 Joined: 2005-04-27 Posts: 459 Re : flowing clouds(a hiker novel) i tell him sme truth that i ever attend the english news web and the book forum discussion,and he soon find out where i am and compraise my articles,i beg him to leave the facebook together with him,because of too many lies inside that i cant bear,he promise me and really did it for me,i pass messages to his new cellphone number,i think over it,and decide to tell him that i really love him and hope he continue his column on web for me,because it is the only way to care about him and what he thought,at that night he eat my chocolate of Always brand and feeling happy to hold me tight on my back,when i fall esleep, he talk to my brain in the deep dream,that wake me up and cant fall esleep again,all night long we stick together saying crazy fancy words,it is so much fun. pollywoo Posted on: 2014-01-20 12:25:44 Joined: 2005-04-27 Posts: 459 Re : flowing clouds(a hiker novel) the next day i have something grow on my back, so i use chrome's card to go to spa shop, doing a massage, when the waitress is using oil and stone rubbing my back, it is so comfortable, i want to make my back recover to the beauty that chrome love to comprise me, but when the waitress is touching and pushing my back mascle, chrome is shouting my name three times loudly,with very angry temper and voice, because he used to tell me never let anybody touch my naked body, or see it, he will be jealous, he says he will do it for me only by him, i forget that warning, but i am lying naked on the bed that cant stand up to go out to talk to him, so he leave that shop with a word of ladys only, because man cant enter, after i went home, he ask me why i forget his words, i tell him that i am not a lesbin, it is just a service, please dont be mad, i just want to be prety and sexy for him, so he forgive me, and hug me, and tell me that he will buy oil to do spa for me at home, never go alone to waste time and money. pollywoo Posted on: 2014-01-22 04:23:34 Joined: 2005-04-27 Posts: 459 Re : flowing clouds(a hiker novel) one day chrome be arrest by FBI, they took him away from me, he be taken ack to taiwan to accept punishment, and i know he has already be kept in the iail,h wait for me, i use my power from the buddhaism and put many bombs to destroy the whole taiwan, the document film shown on tv, when i fly to the jail to see him,the police feel terroble,so they soon sent him away, his father happily drive him home, and i am so sad about his lies in my ear,so i go back to my parents, and decide to live in the buddha room foreverm he fly to me, tell me so many untruth beautiful lies, just to get romantic love from my body, i go to a bigger temple that is white and has no doors, i steal all unsolved case put them in the temple,and start to read one case after another, and sent many copy CD on the taupei street, until one day he tell me a lie that i cant stand, i go to throw some stons on a scandle family, and take weapon to warm the shop which use noise microphone to sell my family's meat,i destroy the microphone and threaten the shop, after i go home, they do it again, i am very angry, i go to buy two bottle of gas and a ligter, i decide to burn their expensive door at midnight, but my mother dont know where she get the news,she call the police to arrest me, put me in the hospital, i decide to swallow shampoo if my family keep on ignores me , i realy do it after i call twice to my father, he dont care about me, and i know them take away all my eseatment and money, so i go to the bath room and open the shampoo, swallow the solid lotion, i swallow some more until i feel like discussting, and i throw out one drop on the floor, i hate chrome dont come to see me, and he dont know 12/06 is the day i left him in the ancient time, i swalow three bottles of water because my throat is hurting,then i start to puke, my neiber patient call the nurse, they keep me in the protecting room, i call for help, only the one buddha i meet in 2013/09/09 day come to rescue me, i heard my parent start to read sutra for me, so i puke to the dirty thing on my stomach, the nurse open the door for me, i decide to find my job after i go out the hospital 38 days after, leave the family rent one house and live alone, never let anyone find me. while i still in the hospital, my tooth paste and underwear disappeared, i cant find them, chrome's reletive's all live here in every patient rooms, the nurse wont let me take my phone call,i guess it is my best friend call me, it is sad, so i choose a song "red in the snow" by karaok, and use my best voice trying to sing it wel, and i memorize so many things, i use peping eyes to watch the name list of all men who use girlfriend's card to buy gift to them, it shows on tv, i find out that chrome buy one red suite for me by 384 dollars from china, i know he find me like it because it's chic, and so many other famous people also do this deed to celebrate 1111 day, but i tell chrome i dont like his deed of thief, because he never use his money buy any gift for me, and i find one person who do the card seal in the hospital, he is waiting for his girlfriend to see him, i dont know if she is red sun or white. i remember the birthday this year, we celebrate the wedding aniversity at home, he is still safe, he give me a dimond ring of heart on fire, i wear it for one day but feel headache for a long time, i thought i have win his heart, but the truth is his mind is hard to tame, so when the peaceful day is over, i return the ring to him, i think it has makes me happy for whole day, and we keep it on the dwaer. he has many identities married with others, i dont care because i only love this him, but he dont understand, i hate him sometimes dislike me for my uncomplete body and soul, so i choose a song "baby" for him, i miss the time he tell me story and make me sleep wellm but he dare not to see me in the hospital, all the call i cant take, maybe he never call me, who knews, i cry for the carnation is going to over, for dacades of deep love is ending this year, i seem like a siuless woman waiting for nothing, just spent quiet life. parents heard my commit suaside feel no sadness and they try to call the police but the nurse refuse, because they know my mother take away my estate. the night i sleep well, the thick coat i wear on my body has be wipe away, when i discover in the morning, i know chrome come to m with his soul, he warm me and i have a very wonderful night sleep. but my first boyfriend never drink 3 to 1 coffee, he left me some suger coffee favor in by month, i know he is not the origional chrome because we used to drink pure coffee. i have always live with a bad guy that i finally realize, i use my real boyfriend first love's ghost shadow in my room at the hospital, i know he come back to me. i guess that chrome is a anti-charecter that he ever see my document on tv, so he can tell any thing about my life, and he call to the hospital many times to harm me, he has a real name and a penis surgery, i know it is a black lotus which cant bring any high pleasure foe woman, he is a acter with fake name, my real boyfriend always jealous on me, but chrome aalways makes me jealous, and his hand is not the same with my first love, he change his face to cheat me for so long, my boyfriend has be buried some where by his parents who kill him, because he is an orphen,his brother dont know KMD find some people to check on hrome, he ever bag me not to tell that he can not acting any more, so i let him live with the wife, and never conect with him. i find my boyfriend's bone trash and put it in a altar, as the otherthing i dont want to tell, because only time true love will never die, our carnation will begin in another contry that taiwanese will never know or find once again, i tell the media that chrome is a fake, and all the killing crimes, so he be caught by police, i heard it from the televisuon, i throw away the ruby watch that we used to treat as fund of small newspaper, i find him is a naeive about all shacher knowledges, i get that all his history are all made up that i dont believe anymore. i know he has been married and have a child exchages as my sister live in the private hospital, we get a very strange child that smile evil twice to me, i know the real baby has lost in egyptian, so i save it back and let my sister's husband check their DNA, chrome use our family raise his child just to get the best love,but the kid always get flu in the school all the time we know he is not healthy as my family, because we have been strong at our body, but everyone close to it get illness., especially me get a throat decise, my sister get breast cancer, father get twice flu, and my sister;s father has lung cancer, so we decide to throw away this curse baby in africa, i heard chrome start to cry. we want to ask big money for the hunting and wasting money to raise he fake kid, but we dont know if we should torture it or throw it or threaten chrome, all i know is the big wife of chrome is a nurse who steal my nephew N N. chrome love to call me ling-ling, it means money zero in chinese, because he loves money best, i know he is not the one of my boyfriend, because he never asking from me anything, he just give me good memorys and dont care about any gift, he never ask for return, and i saw his true face in the ghost place, he eat and drink my gift food, and satisfied, but chrome can only asking for more and more, i know he is only a mouse. while i am still in the hospital, i dream about in song dynasty, me and my boyfriend have many ancesters, who are in china now, they dont know the female poet's name, but i see all the critics on the net about me in ancient time are not quite true, i guess no body knows true love is not rape or slamp. i always remember win-win's tenderness,he will never coming back, i have made up my mind, not to run away from home, i want to live a happy life and make all my wish that chrome stop me to do, i do cherity document film for memorize win-win, i like to help all people that have suffering bitterness unsolveed, while chrome and his wife still try to dig my money that i hide in my secret part of my body, i know they are a rat family. i remember all the things at university, i read in the group of literature, i love listen to soda green for win-win, it is one song,it is a green soda i ask from swiss air plant, i have a wondeful trip from tailand but have no more money to go to see the sleep buddha in the temple, win-win cry for me telling me i am his sleeping buddha, he will always remember,because i like to think as a gesture of lying on bed or sofa, he tell me when i write down the poet of , he feel hurt and swear to save me, when we start to date, nobody knows, untill all peeping friends come to my place to see win-win's face, they start their big plan untill now, i still hate them, and i swear never contact with them on facebook. one person tell me win-win wull go to england study, that is a lie,because he only go to the art musem in taipei and be shot by a secret camera, he hide in a place trying to work for himself, and date with me at each time of night at hotel, i see the place he used to lend in the facebook, i leave a final message for him, i wave him good-bye, my mother thought i have an ending love, he gives me money to save my throat hurt, but it is not enough, because i have been ill for a whole year,nobody care about me, i cry like a flood on the sofa, and i am thinking about win-win, he has giving so much love, i dont want to beat this anti-character chrome anymore, i try to open this real face, so i pretending for a very long time, try to test him,all my questions he cant answer, i know he is really a fake, he dare not to die for promise and scare to die for love, he is only a hiker that has no love,now he has been arrest again, bcause he has many crime that show on tv, now he can never be free,no one want to save him, he dont have good talking just like a barbarian, and dead body's smell, win-win's family wont to save him this time, because the shoes shop i sent to his parent, will be mine, and i will take all series shop away to be my paverty, i decide to change all shop to become book shop which sales theory books of english to memerize my win-win. because i run away from home for a period of time, i was ignored by my whole family,no one come to visit me, they dont know what i like or hate from childhood untill now, my all sistera al doing thei enjoyful life, never come to see me, untill i feel happy and what live here longer, i find out all fellow has no love, especially in catholic tien hospital, i wait for no one, for all the Tibet voice has gone away, i feel peaceful and very happy for the place. i know chrome is just play media forum, i lost his all information, he likes to acting, play drama, but this time he dosnt know my carnation dream in my mind, the poem i wrote for him,he is numb, and senseless, i now realize he never pass all the test i ask, he is a fake, and no rain will come, it is hapy life, i dont like people lie to me, i only want to disappear without a trace. i am kamilla,major in english creation,i win a prize from net bookshop of two tickets toward and backward trip, that makes me want to traveling and studying in Belgin,i try to use my credit card and visa card to shop gradience over there in the super-market,for cooking at my rent room,it is a beautiful landscape country of emperior kingdom,where life is peaceful and comfortable. my boyfriend is a computer hiker,who has made a large laundry money from pc bank,and he tells me he decided to go with me,for spent a long time honey moon with me,i say ok to him,we make a plan to go around european countrys,one week a place,to share the good time at the hotel,as to what i want to learn from university,i believe it must be my interest on study fancy fictions,i carry a digital dictionary with me,and we both carry our ph notebook and apple ipad to start this adventure trip. but the jeasus never make my wish come true, he has no love, my boyfriend has died, gone with the wind, my family dont love me, i dont have hope but still a little wish, that is to write another novel if i am free from the hospital, the out side world is crazy and bullshit, i rather stay here for a month,and study more love phylosophy to prepare my next novel, just have founf the topic, still thinking, please readers wait for me, i think about this book name, and i start to write down the time i spend in the hospital and chrome used to live in the jail, the place has no sun light, just fog, and endless dream and thoughts,chrome makes me have some illusion ear, i know he is trying to make me crazy, so i wave good bye and go to sleep with my first boyfriend, he want to take me by his turtal car in blance, but only my soul gone, just my body living in the room of patient, i dont care what he did, i turn over to sleep well alone in the patient room, i find out all curse going mad by huse people, and the television is always going crazy, i think it is an illustration. i fly to win-win's rent house, hide for a long time, he tell me he want to find for a long time, he tell me he want to find his real parent, he left a massage on parent's cellphone, then they come to see me, carry four luggage to save here, he take away all the things finding a child photograph and childhood dress and toys, and a bride wedding dress, he originally want to kill his real parent because they are abandon him, he smoke a ciggrate, i smell it and ask the brand, still he is living, i tell me he will give a card and code sentence, wish me waiting for him, because he cant come. i cry on the chair, i know he told me that wait for him on noon, but he did not show up, i think he is really dead, so i cry a lot, because i cant tell any reason, i just keep on showing my anger to playcrncial actions, at the night, he come to wispering our secret, he tell me never let chrome know, i feel all the things are just a long movie of my life, so i write down my biography, very thick and spress on the road and street, every time i see no hope, he use the trap to make sadder, so i dont want to argue with him, just sleep away, i want to forget about win-win, dont know if he is die or alive, because he is a man that waiting for lady's money, so i quickly sleep well. win-win find the book of, he read its deep thought at his home, it is i especially wrote for him, he still dress white, it is favorite color, i heard one day win-win pray for me at my buddha temple at home, he want me to see through that chrome is not him, first of all he never care about my illness, all things he swear none coming true, but he would like to work for me, raise me, he will do all the thing that i want, including just shot a memory wedding dress and sign contract of marrige, i am so happy then i sleep well. today, i am tanned by catholic power, i become free and call my mother send some things to me, she always not allow me to stay with chome, because he is a bad guy, my mother dont know i learn from him, i plan to act as more crazy as him, just to scare him, this afternoon, i am glad that i become peaceful, so i fly to win-win to check what he is doing, and promise him to born together in european contrys, anyway even the heaven and buddha are very angry, he left a word for me, stay away from, beach! i always remember this curse. i listen to the radio that my parent bring to me, i hear Tibet king and pricess is sing for a sanskipt sad song, i love our carnation is over, and understand that the relation is always start and die,so i love the music which is like a classic song,, last night chrome read my book to me, it is a very long book critics prose, my dream is a all black, and the voice continue untill i wake up at 8:00, because i throw ten karajweal to him, he is trying to do the thing i ask when my birthday please he read a book for me, but he did not, so i once again being close into protect room, when i eat lunch, i free and happy because i know it is final thing he promise me. but he is not my boyfriend, he told me he will transfer Tibet king's poem and write fo literature princess, i promise if me be set up again, u will fly to holand, i really hate taiwanese low culture, no one cant critic on culture, because the education system never train any one culture theory criticer,from native point of view, every scarler all running for foreigner theory and ary and culture,and as the time i use facebook to create a culture criticize weekly news,four season publish once, this chrismas i dont dont feel cold for i am stronger then yesterday. sainta cloze ask me a gift, i secretly tll him he is such a kind man, i will keep the secret to wait and see the wish come true, because i cant forgive chrome, here i watch the earthquake document from tv, all people are crying and shouting, i guess it is because the heaven is angry for all crime KMD did for 100 more years, but icrt like to help american, so they play fake news to all audience that nobody want to hear. chrome selet one song to me, the lyric is "trying to let go of my hand",nickal back sing it, i know what he means, maybe he means will never see me again,when he find out that i dont have heartache or heart broken, and he promise me sent me a photo of his head to me, but he never did,just threaten me photo is his census property. cant give it to me, i know he is lying once again, from now on i wont trust him and any calling oice, for i never have anyone's telephone or cellphone number in my rent house, he cant find me or hurt me, i know he has many hatred for me, and he is so dangerous, just park his card on the door. of catholic hospital, and say loudly that rose is very ugly, he take away my soul away,right now i have peaceful life. when i get out of the hospitak, i type this novel on the forum, after 30 minutes, i type all over, i feel being a hiker is very suffering, bitterous, as one female i try my best to write it down, my deep thought is woman should be independent on econamy, never easy fall in lpve with any stranger, i fly to belgin, i live a happy life alone, i find a building where is large and clean, i rent it, to think over all the encounters, right now i feel that i have been foolished for a long time,he must be hate to see my face with getting older, his life i wont bother any more, he has been away so far in my life, i know every one have already give up the fantacy of love. people who read this story that hate tears drop down, they must have love in the heart and soul, because one lady told me, if you married with a wrong guy, you must be suffered by whole life untill you get old like me, i always remember this word, so my mind vanish once again, i decide to cure my unpeaceful life untill i can smile shiny. i stay away from the hospital, and presschrome's all hiking numbers on the street, many people come to pick it up, and his money become zero, that is the punishment that he only want lucky money, dont want to work, promises gone and undone, he have many girlfriend living with him, he seems dont need me any more, anyway his face that i cant recongnize, he is a jerk, he like to take woman's money, of course my book is very popular, he take all the payment because i ask him to be my maneger, but he never do, he just lie to me, my real first love has gone past away, he like and, but this two songs chrome dont like and feel discussing, last night so many bullet shot to my feet, but i jump lightly without any injure, i think he really want to kill me, because he want me love him, but i am tired of his lie, i have forget about him forever.(end)

馬太太福音

馬太太福音/polywoo 耶和華的果實是智慧的果實 凡夫的果實沒有種子 人子自身所犯的罪業絕對不會 轉移或複製到別人身上 耶和華主張罪要償還 上帝卻完全免除之 上帝知道自己的使命和身分 在有生之年和復活之後 都顯了神蹟 奇異之果 寫信給耶和華五次之後 所有的建議皆被採納 許多疑難也都獲後啟蒙 耶和華的德澤廣披 凡是有求於祂的必應許之 每日禱告持有更加清心寡慾的生活 即使一貧如洗也無所謂 在耶和華國度裡修鍊 能得到清楚的交代和解謎 曾讀過四所天主教的學校 但校方拒絕化度怪物 有不好的格言詈罵之或咒術抵制 因此我成了一隻流長淚並且謙卑的龍 將世界的臭名一一洗刷 直到有天我也成立了天上之虛空寶殿 我不再開啟大門讓惡靈侵入 單純多麼重要 把握一種初始的心態 世界的美好無所不在 神聖將充滿人間與塵土共和 分不出從地而發出的光亮 103/01/01 white wine/polywoo it's an era that crisis comes so complexible,drink a white grap cup of wine,will cure your soul,it is a luxury.seldom people can drink that sweetness,and if you remember that flaver,you wont worry about suffering of life,aknowledgement people always be pushed in taiwan,onlythose who can play laws can get emploees,without effort and hardwork,they cheat,lie,just to get deploma and status,to win the privilage from the society.they are soured red wine,the police punish people who have a history of rich family and smart brain,to see if they can escape away,someone preach me,this is a world of strong wins the weakness,so we must go onour road with courage,and never give up,i ever attend the labor partyand green party,,but i think religion always lie to express more laughter in the twisted dharma,people who do good things always be murdered by the goverment or be prisoned for they lose the sense of humanity,they are the ones who want to rule the world. one day,the yellow big sun arise from the north,i am living in a private temple that has no door,i check all the strange documents that kept unsoloved.i am hiding from the goverment for being a thought criminal in china,i heard iweiwei the artist has been put into jail,what a suprise to me.all people who de-china-ize will be caught after this ifthey dont alarm about this news,who knows self being list on the black paper,in taiwan we have a black list too,almost are famous native family,smartest people or those who dont obey the rule of KMD,i have three MBA andtwo EMBA degree,and i am not afraid of any threaten,harm or course,i have a friend who made up deploma and goes to be a proffeser ,by the prevalige of his family,which believe in anti-party,he lie to the KMDthat he is a poor guy from miner fanily,in fact in prison he ever study english literature in the jail,after a few years he interview with me to talk about the book i wrote,we chat about postmordern and the evolution of centry literature,on history,i kepton writing eighty-eight books,some are undecoded yet. today i eat a white apple,and i see some white feathers out of my coat on the floor,i just cant forget the white horror of politics in the world,it is near chrismas time,but i think christ is a mess,prison my freewish,make me angry because all things are just wasting time,my free will never be comfortable,i can see and hear ghosts murmuring,and i learn to tolerate for a long time,but the very many continued gun shot to the sky is true,it wont scare me. i decide to fly to a country that has no name,where people idling on the street every day,they dress pretty just to be filmed by the guarding camara every where in the public,i watch bankers burn money on the stove,bad crimanals be return from the jail,walking slightly on the road where i live,bi-sexual man searching for sex object anytime,the society is dangerout,all these observations,i plan to drink pure water,insdead of drink any wine. finally i find a good lover,he is so mature and rich,who can offer me safty and job,i stick with him and be shocked by the paper and magazine,i am so shamful,after that,i start to teach students in the university,he married me without opening weddinfg or promise,but i understand that he wants to control me by mascline power,so i learn to be a good wife at home. for my man,i stop my proffeser job in the foreign country,we live in a fairy place,nobody find out,it has been 20 years,i still be by his side,he love to read too,but he dispise deploma,i wont care,because love is the only important thing at all,with love,we can just idling on the sarrow world,crying all night long,i heard so many many tragedys that people are sepreted by the highest power of the world,but we can still sleeping together fighting for sexuality,he hate me that i never get old. this is a terrible society,we hide in our villa,seldom go out,i only accept some tutering work for rich family kids,and i know if i express any discourse by real name,i propably will be named on the dangerous list,my man often manage his business by pc skype,he doesnt have to go out too,he like fax and email to do his job,i change my name,for i am afraid of white horrow,and i dont feel like to be populae. untill one day i realize there is black society control,i start to worry the sufferer,i try to help people who are in danger,they must report something about me,to get a better life,or they will be pull down the teeth and be punished,i know this is a mess in the 21 centry,i know this world will getting better,but i dont know how. my husband make me to log on the center of fashion magazine,and because i am beautiful,i am planed to play english film to hollywood by the introduction or a chinese director,but my husband not allow me to do it,he do me a favor let me take TV ads of cosmetics,after 2 years,it makes him very prode. i have a friend that is my classmate in EMBA,he is very smart so the goverment keep an eye on him very closely,finally he is assosinated by an nickname gun shot accident,because he attend the dharma group secretly,and write threntening letters to the china powerful persons,me and my husband are good friend of him,we sadly attend his dead alter,we prepare a cup of white wine to celebrate his courage,and the ideal of democrecy.the dead classmate is a good doctor, who ever come to his clinic always got cured,and they are happy for the diagnos is very good and right,they always sent him thankful cardds.we all know why he is set up,because he refuse to save those who idling doing nothing good patients,so he is called to the secret policeman,and torture to dead,he never took the money of poor people,that makes him cant reprint the exactly tax to the department,so many unknow reason sent him to death,we cry so long because there is no justice in this world,hope heaven bless him peace mind,and become a truely good model of the madical morality. the doctor is out of a literature family,and cheat badly to her patrents,she never goes to see her mother when father pass away,she as a fake dentist took away my healthy teeth,i will always remember,she sent her mother away and rant the house to a partner and kids,but they thought the mother is died in the house,so they seldom live at this house,but go to their origional home,while the good son who drive father to the hospital was killed by the goverment,that is mybest class mate,how he as a ghost sale luxury watch and food to me and also open his clinics at sometimes,i saw him cry as i went to his clinics to chect my throat,i know he must have some danger that i dont know,what can i do,he is coming from a christrain family,he must live his muture life like this. i will never forget the dream my aunt put poison on my nipal on the right side,it makes my mother very hurt but dont know why,she take me to see doctor while the one who diagenose me do me harmful cure as blood cancer,i have suffered untill i grow up get surgery on the bosom,but the aunt harm me again,she put a record setting and recording machine on the part,it makes me must be a honest actress everyday,even my dream being guarded by it,i feel painful trying to kill her. when heaven god hear this devil trip,he is very angry and god throw down so many bombs that that throw the TV whole island to be broken like a documentary film,just to punish the crimanal island,mother evil thing is everybody is blind on truth,they tend to lie in different ways,to control their sin,and get the final profits. the daughter's husband closed his small dentist clinic for a long time,her son is only elementary scool and has a maid kept him safe picking him up after school is over,one day the mother appear in the wason's to face me,i told her that her husband has a departed sisterwho is 70 years pld also living in the same street.she is my teacher who care about me so much,just her husband died early and a daughter is fancy on curving leathers.she curve a rose pattern of purse for me, after she receive my thank card to her mother,she is my six degree teacher named money,and she is very servere. finally i see the teacher in once gathering place,she look at me without saying anything,but i know she is still waiting for me to visit her house,this isa a pramise between us,i weite a card to tell her i have some reason that i cant go to see her,and the letter is received by her hand,i know she must be glad that i never lose her lovingf preach. the doctor sale me one ruby dimond watch,i choose it from the fund of one paper named WON news,it report about the china law for limitention on taiwanese,i never take any profit but the coworker take it away and share with all his girlfriends,KMD is very interested on the report everyday,but one day in emergency room my watch is stolen by a nurse on another hospital,she pretend a catholic emploee,for two days she lock my bag and when i wake up and open it,the prescious watch disappear,i am very unhappy. then i went to globle village to learn different language,the title boss come to attend the class,to see me any thoughts about him,i hate him for my own saving money is named by him,and my salon photography for a poetry collection is destroyed by his ugly wifees,i run to a place where one taxi car took me far away from him,and his power relationships,it is frenzy cold for it is a place of ghost living and hiding in taiwan,i regret the big money pay for the taxi driver,stop somewhere to see if there is any villa that i can buy to escape from the threntening,as i buy one regret tictic back to taipei,i feel better becaise i still have freedom of my own,if i just study english but not japenese, i can be out of sight of the boss,and still happily create my work as a novel and poem writer,it is quite well. my husband is so worry about me,i tell him i dont have any danger no more,and he still cant trust me,so i tell him go to check the bank,who dose the bad procedure for shelter my eyes,he get the providence,and he forgive me,then i tell him one horror story,it is one killer nearby,the 30 years old poor renter dont have anything to eat,he goes one every holiday and pull down a car,pretending he want to go some place ,then he kill the driver and take away his purse,put the dead body on the land,drive straightly to his house,and tell a lie to make the whole family believe that he is a friend of their father,he kill all the people in the house,and stolen all money and card,just to feed himself,he secretly wash away the finger print on the door and any people,and he kill a hole on my kidney. i warn my husband,but he wont listen,i suffer for this and i smell the dead body ghost surround my bed,and my husband smell that too,he start to believe in me,but when we call the policeman,he wont trust us,so we soonly move away from the killer,we sale the house and buy another near the lake,where there is no neighbor who will do bad things to torture me,i think it is black horror,accident,it is really a truth because it occur in my dream just like a movie,and the neighbor still play kids with sex,where those kids come from illusionary. i cant bear anynore,every time i dream aboutit,i please the power of god to get the crimial away from my brain,and mind,but there is still one religon horrow happen to me,that is the dog hunting for my soul at high school for a family whose wife cant get pregant,i have to start my home work from expensive scholarship,because parents never give the girl money,or cook for her,she always eat at school,and when she crys some tears,my heart is broken too,because i am bite by a fake family,i try to kill the mother first,then get back to my body by disappering force. my husband is an unicorn with one pair of transparent wings,taler swift ever sing a song,i think it is very suitable for him to tell me my thought about him,he wont let me tough the feet,and after sex he always talk a lot while i dont know why,i live with him in bejin city just to get more charge to be on red curtain to show our famous,and the beauty he gives to me,by each and every happy time together,he dos not mind that my frist love is a ghost,and he married me for no any reason just pretty and smart,we live together until paparochy shot our intimite sleeping photo,on the magazine of celebrity,we seldom go out,for the popular reason,me have a shoping helper to buy things for us,for example,food,dress,furniture,and other goods,but my husband dont love to drink,smoke,gamble,invest and lie,only when he get upset he will be angry on me,this morning i cry silently,i cant tell the reason,the sorrow keep on with the dark sky waiting for the sun to shine,i remember all things and words he told me,nobody said to me,and he is kind just cant tell why i am so ernest on doing house works,he give me everyday morning call kiss,thought i feel happy and content,i dont tell him i like it very much. i try to leave home to see if he miss me or not,he call my cellphone so many times and i just leave message to him,it typed if you love me,you will come to find me,i wear a wig and dress like red poker in the place we first date,waiting for you darling,he is so worried about me,wondering if i have been kidnaped or murderd or commit suicide,and he remind about the museum where we meet over the door,he talk to me,ask me why i come to see those fine arts,i tell him i like to study international art and history still waiting for favorite painter's show to exihabit,and i love the phenomena of culture and art,he tell me his name,and he know my name,and he know my name without my introduction,i know he can see through my fate,so i am glad to accept his date equest,after viewing the musem,we eat something on the basement resturant. he mention about why he buy no.8 perfume to me,it is a gift of purity smell,he think it is suitable for me,my pillar are all full of this flavor,keep me sleep well all night long.i especially love to do mediation on the bed,thinking myself is swimming on the spring,he compraise me that my hairdo is very very beautiful,i remind this word in mind,i think he like straight but curve long hair,he tell me so long ago before marriage that his father die early and be killed by KMD,his mother right now has no money so she ask him to give the old villa to sale for living,so we have to earning more property by working hard,but he think it is our couple's memory,he should get some portion of the selling money,they argue for this and the deal is broken,no one can tough the villa,before the neighbor is gone. one day she put the house into the suitcase on the court,to reduce the house's value for revenge,she think father's death is all due to him,and she hate me too,because she is jealous about our happy life together,i wonder she call the murderer to live near u,the killer's rent house is a house concerned with one dead guy in the room,and the number is not good,full of four,in chinese it means die,he has a never die protection wearing in the neck,so nobody can kill him,one day i throw a stone on his window with bars,he throw more to my house,it is long time ago happening just for a testing check,he broke my window for no clue to be found,we have to charge the window into mother pattern,he is evil and love to think about bad intention,he used to curse that those who love him must bear six baby for him,and that is truely happened,some use tube baby once,some preganet one after another,some get abortion,the others never care about him,that is his devil plan,he make women go to hell of birth. my husband change our name for escape from the killer follow us,the new house is using new name,even his mother cant find him to get the court,he think if we cant punish the crime,we should hide away from trouble,we go abroad to touring,and find a USArent house living for one more years,we have a wonderful job to sale lotus teeth paste,and using using english names,geprge and mary,which is a bank name of bankgrupt ATM,we try to find FBI to tell the secret that the killer is stealing the resourse of americcan important institution,for example,the door slamp is white horse,the gas machine is fire policeman boreau,and the water is the saving pool of USA,ect,FBI is very angry with this but have no way to solve it,they finally comping an army in his top roof,to watch out the killer's all wrong deed. after they put him into jail,we celebrate,for a whole season,stop working,and apause for final justice,it is a religion crime,for the killer buy a very small mandala hanging on the neck,nobody can harm him,i finally know he is jealous on my mandala for we live very happy and peace,i know killer wash at night for three times one day,because he is guilty for bloody crime and sin,he even ask kids to give him gas to take shower,and eat stone for hungry,all the bad thing he does all record by my setting camera,the FBI believe in my words,so he is put into electricity chair finally.what sentence in bible can make him regretful,i open the bible that the nun give to me from the bok store,i read "but if they confess their iniquity and the iniquity of their ancestors,in that they commit treachery against me."this is the only answer i found. me and my husband are extremly happy for this punishmnt,he tells many secret when we live in the ancint time,he like my white dress with colorful flowers,and play old intrument for him,so that his poem can be sing,we live in the margin of big word,which the color is dark green,there is a small horse nearby,he often ride a whorse to buy eating food,sometimes he take me into chose things that i want,so sweet i know he doesnt care about the test to be a goverment minister,he write down some poem of our secret,i collect them all,till the night comes,i read all his book for he never want me to realize man's world,and wisdom,but i think it is a good way to understand his thought,just like a shewolf,eating all words at the time when the moon comes fully,he doesnt like to talk too much,but he will always listen to me,and give me the answer in his brain,in fact,nobody visit us,he is talking to the book and the writer,it is very nice book for me,where we live has no mountain,just a small house he build for me,right now the painting,has been changed into postmordern style,one night i tell him"you soft like a wind",for he is very tender to me,he says he will remember this romantic stentence. now he take me a place with any black or white horror,i feel free with him,we drink white wine at winter time,which warm our cool body,sometimes he fly to the past,and future,to check on all things we used to do,and everything we share together,he always read the most defficutly book,for a secret challenge,the other good monery is all black that i cant understand our carnation,but he tell me that he dream about the past just like what i have said,very classic life,talar swift ever sing a song"white horse",and the bible has a story about it. i go to the gym to do excise,there is a man who show his scar on the heart to us,it is a bullet not too deep harm him,i think it is a black horrow that he doesnt even do any wrong thing.years later he come back to the gym,while his wife and son dont listen to his phone call,his hair has been white,the promise he made such as sale golden needle,never know if it come true.i feel curious so i ask him about his beautiful wife and something,he tell me he will wait for her. last night i force my husband run to me,he goes to watch body,and when i fall esleep,he comes to me,but i dont know why my dream is all emptiness,when i wake up,i am so satisfied by my sweet peaceful night,although my throat is hured,i still read morning sutra which suddenly it is not painful any more. in my dream,i am preganant for my husband,his anciant first name is white,he hasnt found out the change of my belly,last bight i ask him let me see our carnation in ny black screen dream,and i really get it,i feel happy in my dream,and i use my hand to touch belly,but here we are prisoned by shizofrenzia paranoid named by doctors,in fact,we just have some connection in history and somewhere,right now he is smaller two years old than me,i wonder if i can stay with him before the dream is over,every night we pretending idot to sleep by souls together,in fact,we dont know if we have better future,because he has been set up by his mother,his house be sold by court,he has no where to go,i am very worry about him. when i had some hurt in the belly,he is not home,i remember there is a temple named white house in china,i think there must be a little secret inside,once a poet write down a thesis about black and white horse,i think it is a boring logic,today he touch the black horse in the decoration of chrismas,i know what he means,it seems a good-bye between us,and i will never predict when can we be together doing dultry in secret place we promise,because it is much more fun,several days he ride a horse to prepare some goods for my birth need,when he com back,it has been autumn. i remember the pronography between us,it is very romantic and comfortable,he tough my body and back with smoothly skin,our body almost become as one,each time he murmur to me,i know him more,but sometimes he lies to me,i cant do anything but punish his meat by fingers,last night he come to me five times like a transparent ghost,i did not refuse him,while he still keep on runnung,i am freak out,so i go out for drinking water,there is a kichen rhat i love most,we always check about how to cook cuisine. he is pretending silence,in fact,his logic is making money,it is the most importent thing that he want to do,he ask me to give him 350 dollars,and give me a kiss on face,but after that he forget about it,and lie to me,ai am so heartbreak that i try to cut the partnership with him,i ask him never smoke,lie,cheat,steal,or do any evil,but he keep on secretly doing such deeds,i can do nothing about it,i just read sutra for him in societion with all wishing words that i learn from the other friend. in my dream,i am preganat for my husband,his anciant first name is white,he hasnt found out the change of my belly,last night i ask him to let me see our carnation in my black screen dream,and i really get it,i feel happy in my dream,and i use my hand to touch belly,but here we are prisoned by schizofrenzia paranoid named by doctors,in fact we just have some connection in history and somewhere,right now he is smaller two years old than me,i wonder if i can stay with him before the dream is over,every night we pretending idot to sleep by souls together,in fact,we dont know if we have better future,because he has been set up by his mother,his house be sold by court,he has no where to go,i am very worry about him. when i had some hurt in the belly,he is not home,i remember there is a temple named by white horse in china,i think there must be a little secret inside.once a poet write down a thesis about black and white horse,i think it is a boring logic,today he touch the black horse in the decoration of chrismas,i know what he means,it seems a good-bye between us,and i will never predict when can we be together doing dultry in secret place we promise,because it is much more fun,several days he ride a horse to prepare some goods for my birth need,when he came bback,it has been autumn. i remember the pronography between us,it is very romantic and comfortable,he tough my body and back with smoothly skin,our body almost become as one,each time he murmur to me,i know him more,but sometimes he lies to me,i cant do anything but punish his meat by fingers,last night he come to me five times like a transparent ghost,i did not refuse him,while he still keep on running,i am freak out,so i go out for drinking water,there is a kicten that i love most,we always check about how to cook cuisine. he is pretending silence,in fact,his logic is making money,it is the most imortant thing that he want to do,he ask me to give him 350 dollars,and give me a kiss on face,but after that he forget about it,and lie to me,i am so heartbreak that i try to cut the partnership with him,i ask him never smoke,lie,cheat,steal,or do any evil,but he keep on secretly doing such deeds,i can do nothing about it,i just read sutra for him,in societion with all wishing words that i learn from the other friend. he come back home giving me a box of HAIHAI cookie,he tell me he goes to find a stock manager job in an enterprise company,because he wants to save some money for both of us,to live a better life,and invite our new born baby,which is prepared to give birth after our finacial problem is getting better,for raise baby is a stuff of wasting engery and money,we study many books and idea from all over the society,i think he has been ready for our future child.before he come back,i thought he want me get abortion or decide to diverce with me,in result,it shows how much desire he want to be a good father,this makes me feel so very happy for severed mouths,my husband earn many profit in inner line,and buy a beautiful house for us,but his mother took away the house in taipei,we originally decide to bear our child over there,not it become fantacy. so we get back to bejin city,and live in the villa,just to say the same relationship with stocks,and leave his mother,whom i have no any way to treat her well,as she need,i just start to learn doung allhouse hold at home for my husband,last night he kiss me like a wolf,wild and free,when i wake up in the morning,we drink G7 coffee,and check about how to sale the mose in taipei,he tell me he will find someone to change the estate ownership,just to let mother go back to where she live,where there is all eldish house with his father,for father is ill but she doesnt want to take care of him,she instead occupy my husband house,just to escape her duty and to seperate from his father,one day,KMDkilled his father ,by nonesones reason,my husband is very sad that he cut the relation with his mother. i listen to the music channel on the radio,to make the body taught how music is all about,i am over-enjoy,that i never feel alone while husband goes out to work as a minister in the factory,he consult all problems about the labor and worker's frustration,while i stay home painting and drinking tea,cooking for waiting husband home,but he always goes out to eat dinner,for what i cook is vegetarian for my own preganacy,he dislike it,for he tell me he feel very hungry because he cant eat without meat. my husband keep changing career everytime he feel like to,he goes to editing fashion magazine,being a freelance,or work for advertisement company,he even be a document director,for a transperation workshop,after so many jobs,it is time for me to give the birth of my full months kid,before that night, i dream about our wedding so exited,many people over the celemony,people make fun of us,me and my husband dont know why,because we never want to open our marriage,it is such a suprise that i wonder if we have another life that nobody know,maybe it is an affair over somewhere we were nowadays,if we believe this true,i think it is a happy ending,in that place must be lucky that no stopping powers can make us apart,in fact,i never dream about any wedding,for i have gone over the age to get married,if there is,it must be a relationship of being each other's accipany,but the only thing wired is at that feast the bridgroom is absent. it is a big question mark to me,i would like to wait a few days dreaming to prove if i am his wife or not,in this world, people wont disappear suddenly,just politically danger will make it happen,why my husband disappear,if he got some talent that like magic power,it is very possible that this his all line on the paw is gone like white paper,as i saw it i was supprised,if he doesnt have any fate,or doom,how can irecognize his history ,or guess how come as i see it once again it show up to let me know.indeed,the male is left and lady is rigjt hand,so i guess it is possible that he dont want the sissy side of his life. and for several days i sense some shadow in my back,it seems like religious finger prints flying behind me,i dont know what that silent words means,just ignore them and not to think over it,dont know how or why buddha want to play such a game with me,and what is the while content,if i am innocent about it,how can i reach my own story been set up in the future?it maybe one kind of finger language,i dont know,it is a little mysterious,but i dont feel like to understand the whole story,i will go straight to experience my life,althought i hate being apple or decided. but the next day,i dream about a white religion of my wedding ceremony,i can see my mother feeling very happy with my marriage,because can make a lot og money,the day after tomorrow,i dream about also a lot of people who are watching my dress as a bride,i dont know why he is absent,maybe he just love to be transparent,not leting his family know about it,and today i wake up from a lecture of god curing illness of all believers,u am so wanted to be there because my liver is fly high to one hundred point,i call to my mother,she says maybe it is caused by my meal so oiled,i am not quite sure if it is so-called cancer or just a lie,after the diagnose,i fainted three times,i think myself is in need of blood pill,but not consult from another doctor. i think myself is not the wife he is looking for,but he told me he has been looking forward and waiting for me untill now,he called me nighteen Liu in his book,because we were met at 19 years old at antient time,but the fortune teller told my mommy that she should put 19 coins under my bed,i dont know why,now he is ghosting arount my head,so many diffucalty before my eye,i am losing faith on him,there is a killer live in our neighborhood,although i am not afraid of him,but my husband is so worry about it,and he start to detect on killer's history,he kill the chinese family and occupied their house,we begin to live under the shadow of his action and subconsciousness,right now he is searching for a buyer to get a good price,but he is unwear of today newspaper put his pixel on the newsreport,i go to the park pick up some stones and throw them to his windows,so me and my husband being put into the psyco hospital room together. this night, my husband pretend he is my extra,and tell me that he has found out the perfum during the time we read newspaper few days ago,i tell him just take the sample to ask all the miss who sale perfum on the department store,and he find out that is smell from red tulips in holland,i am so glad that he solve the secret of my faverite riddle.last night we walk alone the street,i hold his left hand tight,i dont know how long we have walk around the emptiness hall in dont know how long we have walk around the memory that my extra given to me,we walk like romantic of hiking on the day time,he ask me what do i want to eat,i answer him honestly,such as donut of green power tea,japanese needle,i feel like eaten fully after i wake up in the morning,then i go washing my face and clean my teeth. while we are living in the hospital,we make love by soul,to escape the suvernire of the computer controling set,he lick my button gulf because he think it is sexy,and i enjoy it very much,although i think this extradinary funny,and i keep on laughing untill he change some other portion of my body,he ask me never attend the performance artist group,because it is complicated and he think we cant bear it,his opinions bother me,because i meat pay mother all income to exchange the bad influence of going to the psycocuring center,for my deeds which are destroy some machine to push my pressure away,for example,TV,pc printer,stone,camera,BBcall,ect,so i go to emotional adaptive group to learn some positive sprit,in this class,i learn,to thank for other giving and appriation. i suddenly think of yesterday night,while we walk in the sky,he took me across the sea to a bookshop,where my buddhaism collection book is sold and put on the table,and it is published by the famous publish company,we open the book which is covered by all white skin,when i hold his hand for a thank meaning ,we were so much in love,and we also go to eat many food alonew the road without any police officer,today afternoon,i buy a box of jasmine green tea,which is printed a poem named "lover's eye",i guess it is truely experience to me,for my husband ever once look at me with a big drangon's eye behind his huge glasses,when he stare at me,my eyes are so painful,so i close my left eye,it is a warning i guess,but not quite sure what's all about,in the end i realize that he is asking a request by his male power,so i can only obey his rule,for my mind is a soft one. for his good intention,i buy a box of golden chocelate to sent him,what a wonderful night,with special supprise,a subtitude plan to take over my extra boyfriend,for he is so boring like a chicken shadow in my world,my husban never worry any privacy and show up conrageously in front of me,he want to wash away my bad memory that extra bf given to me,my extra is trio-charicteristic person,sometimes he crys,sometimes he is humourous,some other times he is sick as pervant crime,therefore i try to leave him,no matter how many times he calls me,i all refuse to pick up the telephone and talk to him,because he like to lie and talking nonesense,i prefer honestty and quietness.one day i cant endure it,so i throw many bombs to the china,and my very poor black list stopped,i can live as free as i can,then he sent me to the hospital,but i am not sick,just in lack of some nutrision,since that time i feel hatred for him,i play over the love game,so i wave good-bye to him. at night i stay on the line to eat pill,i think about i am ever once a black list of stephen king,my book is somewhat popular,but nobody decode all the phylosopher's plots,also i want to know if roland barthe is dead or not,i have read all his book,but the only one series i dont like is fashion of dress critics,i like to know all famous people and brand book in the literayure world,and i prefer the novel of american and the theory of writer's work,i know chinese book all printed from left to right,while tw have a tendency to print from right to left,when my husband ask me to teach him write novel,i tell him never write about us,and some tips about creating methods,after i talk too tired by subconcious,i start at the celine and feel like sleeping,and soonly i am going to a white light dream,nothing transparent dream land,and i have to stand the hunger of my stomach for i will be test sound transwave on my belly,the doctor is a poet who use nickname write down"lover's eye",i know so many doctord have identities of poet,and they have the ablity to cure patients,this time i was diagnoseed as over-eaten some chinese powder for a long time,the heavy metal save in my inner liver,so i must obey the doctor's words and wait for reports,then i can go home with my husband. when i return back from the detecting room to the bed,i feel very painful on my top of my womb,although i have eaten the breakfast,but i still can feel my husband is asking me about yesterday dream,i tell him the dream is all white,without hilding hands,and run to six star hotel to enjoy sex,and he he buy me a black jaket,and a curing book about medicine power,and i tell him the red tulips perfum is namedkiss and the department lady is the only one who is coming from holland,cause she is good at flowers and verbs,but i dont know where is the store set up,perhaps it is existed in fresh market,he tell me that he he wants to buy me one bottle,it remind me of kiss radio which is on web line for a long time. in the hospital i like to call nurse ponytail,doing some favor to me,i think she is cute and very senserious about her job,she is on duty of keeping all keys,and counting patient's fee and in charge of our every little need,she looks lovely and take care of our meal every day,i thinkl she is very kind and naive to us ,i wonder why she never grow old so many years,while i am jealous my husband's nurse,because she has a kid when i worked in the transfering company,she took away 24000 dollars from my salary evelope,she seem like an actress,my husband has no illness just eat cold pills,but she seduse him several times and listen to our chating,so i dont feel happy about yesterday night when he ask me to talk more about literature information,my husband dont know the truth,he has a bad temper as he walk loudly,throw and break my favorite kitchen-hold,caugh to me,then i know he has somthing thought under his poker face. yesterday i know the catholic bell is out of order,twice for i think crist is a mess(X'mas),and the window become black when i wake up three times,i was so panic that i go to bathrom wash my teeth the second time,after the body examination,i think maybe it is just a computer test about all condition of belly,i write a calligraphic poem for mr.white,that is "one song of pipa no return,three bocha fly without rule"(一曲枇杷人未還,三昧盤若亂紛飛),i doubt if the doctor also watch my womb cause i am fourty more yeards old,anyway i still thinking about the quest why he never come back to me,i want to make a paper rose but in vain,i believe that single is the best thing for me to continue. today the moon arise from the east it is not a good sign,but yesterday we mix like suger,the color makes me remind of the dye lotion my elder sister given to me,i know she is Enisten's daughter,one successful female master in counting field,today is day we leave the jail hospital,yesterday we discuss many detail ideals in the future,such as i want to attend bookcritic on the foreign website,and my husband want to be active in the stock world,he promise that we dont just like defore when we have not get marriage success,he proposal once again ,because i seem to be single in my white dream,he want wedding both in reality and dream,yeasterday the nurse open my radio of sony brand,so i lose many bettery electricity,but i did not feel angry because my body is very healthy,and this makes me happy for two days,my siters give me presents which i love very much,i like this worning and i decide to stay on the workshop with my husband,where there are a lots of books,some jewelrys and dress i collect,i selden care about my business while he encourage me to do it,i think i will try to punish one poem elbum just for us,the wisdom of religius profound sentemces. yesterday i think of his tears,just like a drop of white wine,because he is worried about we will be sepreted by the KMDpolitics,so he suggest me change my name to hide my works in sales world.also we went to find another two books written by me few years ago,to see if it is published by some company of undergroud in china,it is a riting to get buddhaism success especially for all women,at at this white X'mas i enjoy the walking just like hiking on the snow,and i must finish my every day book writing during the days in the hospital,for it is a sarvation chance which the lord given to me,i put two texts in one notebook crossing the paper which on patient take 9 dollars to sell the empty note to me,i write bilingual language,on the book some people maybe think that i am going every or mad,but it is a practive like verginia wolf's room,as a crossing text, we are free when we get out the hospital room,but something is examed on my blood,and we must get back to the hospital to take monthly pills,at last,we refuse to pay and take any remedy,or tell the privacy to the doctor,it is our secret,and we are afriaid of informtion being digged by the press,for we are celebraties but not too famous,one day he confess to me,he has sex with the nurse and my stomach is continuing,i believe he want to produce affair with the actress nurse,the tenderness has gone from my mind,and nobody record poet white's biography,i cant search further either,at one night my husband disappeared,i dont know why. then he shows up with tear to let me know,he got some power,and he tell me he used to be my phylosophy teacher in university,at test time i am late for one minute,so he wont let me enter the classroom,as my frist time being interviewed by the proffecer,i refuse to drink X.O wine he sent to me,so he drive me home with acholic in the stamach,he tell me it is his lose for he received a fine bill of 50 thousand dollars,i feel so very sorry right now,he tell me never make him sad for me really love me,and he want me to see his parents,he tell me he kiss my cheak with a small pearl to wish my scar of coldness being cured,suddenly i can feel he is really very nice,so i stop jealous mind and try to understand him,i believe he love quietness and wont tell any lie to me,but he like to threaton everybody he met,to see if my first recognition to them is true. my husband tell me he want to publish novel too,before this decision he can only write poems and prose,and he sent eight books to me,i put them on the eslite bookstore,he shows me all works are coming from his reading and proving on tai-chi,but i only choose the literature portion to read,he has hidden for me one house next to his,which is decorated very pretty for me ti live,right now i understand he has four identity,he never know he has white fur and skin,he love black istead,last night he promise me he will give me present,but i havent receive any one gift,i cant know the feelings after he ate my five chocalates,that brand means forever love,and he seems havent know the frenh words. it is hard to know his favorite stuff,but he always ask me what i like,such as shoes,i answer him that i like high-hill with metal,everytime he stare at me with slant eyeballs,i know he is telling me that he dont have a happy temper to me,so i pretend tender to ask if he got some wonder on his mind,he tells me that a childish childish me's father he name to conker,but dont know who he was,i straightly tell that he is a novel of an old auther who sell stone in front of the first bank near the taipei station,so many ladysin the thick story that he become a playboy,but in my novel he is the leader of all cranes,i cant stop laughing at this discovery secret,but i am poor for i dont know which one is my mother,hat i dont know her look or face. remember i tell him that bears make me hurt,then he leave a message to me too,he says"you really taste very good",last night he fuck me hardly and it is too long that i fall esleep,but he keep insonia all night just to give me very many high tides,i eat "seraqurl"pill,it sounds like"sera cure",sera is my talking english course teacher,she talk a lot to me,when i am only about twenty years old,andin university i am a star student,she often report my thoughts to our chapter proffericer,my husband's eyes are very handsome,i ask him kiss my hurt on beauty top hair on forehead,but he did not do it,this hurt is caused by drinking coffee and eating spicy veges,to speak honestly he never have black ring around the eyes,and he tell me he is hungry is not out of frank mind,i guess he just want to be stronger so that he can fuck me smoothly,last night he ask me not to fall esleep,but i cant resist the pill,so he hanging web on his eye end,i dont know what to do,and why . the KMD change the lunar canlender three times,because the president think he is a controler in tw,but in china it doesnt work,we count days in the secret paper notebook,i think the computer make magic on date,so he strick back by emparer's power,so or memorial day cant be recorded or remember,just like my mother make me go to the white temple to please monk write buddhaist name,and on the telephone she remember the real dates,so that she can get home ceremony carrectly,every year she is very sencer that she wants to hold on the family going on peacefully by accester's protect,when my husband hear the truth he horse around by his bush shoes. while my husband want to write novel,i decide to write one poem collection for him,but i am still wondering which language i should choose,i conceder once to write on lyrics of song,but i dont remember any clue on our ancient memorys,and the new coming poem elbum hasnt been decided the book name by me,my attending society group is ended by me,but the creater put some means on me,as i am his very proud student,on television he talk about me,but on liberty newspaper he makes a big lie article about planning to sing all his poem with a singer who married with a blond lady,he love his foreign wife very much,and they have hybrid kids whose name is unknow by the public,and the press. (end) (prologue)App dialouge/polywoo iplate has no dialouge in App action,it operates like listen to radio and homework,if it develope like youtube between chatroom and NP sentences,i believe that only software without virus can put on the market,it will point out any lie and rumour within itself,but how to invent it,i can see so many cmputer companys are trying to invent it,as every user knows,ipad is hard to type soonly,only a point pen can touch it,but the screen is very small,you cant see the whole homepage at one time,moving over here and there is no easy matter,can television be wi-fi?if sphinx ask this question,who will answer it?if we use App to see doctor in the hospital screen,and let phimer sent the pill to us patient's home by mailing,can it become reality?in fact,about twenty years sgo,i love to ask all the bosses in the pc shop,i want to know about how to make a novel becoming colourful reality.then i got the secret of futurism on pc net,i used to work for a boss who want to invent series shop of coffee pc on line,i am a editor on his company,he is a EMBA of business manage in USA,who has a baby with the secretary,and he took us to watch a gun game movie. after i exerience pc magazine editing,workshop of vedio,intrpetate company,i still know nothing about email and internet,it was ten years ago,but right now i invent App structure as one magic box,but someone apply this idea,so i become a observer on Appworld,which it makes me become a officer in the smart company,the CEO never talk to his emploees but use internet question web to receive all quest from online workers,especially Adobe flash,it has the fuction to get sphinix dialougue and answer from the top boss,we have to chating in the meeting room every day morning,we supple on informations about the duty of invention and selling,everyoneis doing the inovetion on create of special function in App,such as guessing english vocabulary with others,chating App on the topics of comix,a penpal secret room which turn out to be reality share,ect. at the smart company,i act as a journalist who is in charge of reporting our company's newest idealism and what our CEO is thinking about,i collect all quest and answer to be documents,and reread it once again everyday,just to ask more connective workers on net about how to make more software thinking about,i collect all quest and answer to be documents,and on successfully making money,i am a sister of mathematics,she grow up with me,and she has a tutoring company which teaches the most intelligent students on the private school,the list of name is hiding on our father's home,invent others steal it. it is a revolution when i talk one quest on dell computer co.,i sent one gmail to the CEO about how to make the searching engine work out with decode operation,but only one secretary answer me,she told me maybe i can be the charger of their company in tw,so i run to dell and design some App program for them,the CEO even talk to me by cellphone,he told me he want a family gone like the happiness of spending the new year holiday,therefore i paint a new year card of folio type,just let people write down some congradulation words on the App,and then sent to accont of those people want to give cellphone and plate board from apple,still cant work it out about just let App functioning as facebook,twitter is my favorite for it appeared like journalist document,and i like to get some information from those honest reports. there is a managerwho is my helper on publish my books,she used to teach me english on GVC in tw,now she is working for Amanzonbookstore in the department of develope manuworks,i sent my story about electricity compete reality show,and at last,this bookis selled very well,because all computer users are enjoying reading the bok theme,and the next book is ,someone of my enemy use my english name to do mass and wrong things,just to set me up,and make revenge,after i know it,my blog has already explorure for a very long time,but the hiker novel and white horrow havnt been named,perhaps it is named as. is a very good bok when i study the page,i see the future has a lot of protencial on website explore,i read through the line,trying to dig as many secret and clue as i can by my brain storm,it is my stratage book,which refer to the magnetic power,in order to cure my spirital illness,in fact i lost memory of detail plot when i talk to pepole on the way to travel and work,this book remind me of chemical and all the power to beat my illness,i live in my novel for a long long time,other's treat me like a crazy person,but they never understand being avent-guard is such a happy thing,in the field of cell phone,only call-in to the radio can be true,i invent cell app dialouge in pc world as a magic cube,especially sanscript language,how i understand only being independent can bring me good energy,and i wish this world can be peaceful when love and digital can combine perfactly together,may wish come true. log on you,log on me/polywoo the newest computer software is opening slow and anti-virus,it reduce all virus come into the monitor,my honey stole my every codes,and log on facebook to destroy discourse,i think he live like Lacon who describe man has three mirrow shadow,ego,super-ego,and id-ego,he log on my account,while i log on his,this is gamble on number and english lock code,window 8 is somehow potential but people dont know,although it waste money and time,but users are healthy and free,because the brand new virus hasnt invent,yet it is a challengefor special people to use,the creator kick away all kinds of pc machine,all brands of plugging on any mouse,some people who can use left hand to control the mouse must be the most intelligent one. when i am logged on by him,my tears runs as classic music,for he really take mean way to break my heart,for example,he lie to youth boy that i have real love in digital world,and i can explain all plots in my novels,but i wonder if he still remember the receving of my gift,it is a half dozen of white package cigarates,he tell me he never smoke,so i sent them t all to the guardin police on our community,i lant my house in success road,for five years,untill how he swear that he will kneel down for me on the public,but it is too late,i almost forget every detail he done to me,and i will go to a place where is red woods,a splendid building that living over there can cure my mind,i believe in this world i am the one and only,because i never share anything to my boyfriends unlest they ask me about it,i go on my way to a remeedy,where there is a fate that i cant stop it,and i will live in a five floor rest place,to remember all my ghosting boyfriends,this year is not lucky,i use silence to force myself remember all the writing,it is a quiet,setment where my university teacher live over there,last night he ask me to drink that X.O wine,and i did it as he want me to. i write down all romantics just to get close to buddha's heart,nobody knows how much deep i am willing to sacrafy myself to love all poor man,for nobody want them so that nobody will rob them for always,today i feel headache for that glass of wine,and my period come yesterday,he did not touch me for i feel twisted butterfly oin my stomach,i open the radio and heard a song for the saint maria,now i realize that people love the money of another sex,with sweet words to hug them for living. 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鏗鏘地毀滅 習慣於虛無 存有嘔吐 夢的死巷內 空飄一具屍骸 那是去年應驗 的願咒 與重生的忌祀 <繼續生存> 旁觀生產是邪惡的 開腔如血殂 吸膠面孔瘡痍 漿塊凝結 虛構的命脈 殘喘 不眠的理義 慘遭陷害 敗壞的營養 頹圯色素 絶望提起勇氣 探索懲罰真義 泣首生存 <光明隱形> 一團思想的鬼火 熾燄狂烈地 驚醒眠中的靈魂 屍骸腐朽如枯 燐火照耀 迷途的月光 螢光幽浮水雲間 沖泡星辰的夜空 泛著黑櫻桃果汁 的黝釀芬香 山巒私語 廣角天際流離著 動人的光速 <洋溢的極樂> 微笑的花邊 低糖沈緬 在專情神色下 代位的懽喜 眼角掩映 天降的宿定安排 解脫積壓疑慮 在夢境狂歡 殘廢的現實讓 旁人去憂愁 全知無能 完畢的幸福 剖出苦陋魚腸 <緊抑的腹地> 悲劇的疑惑在 悲切峯頂 風化 方言的哀淒 在重覆的心痛時 跳針 偏頭的困擾 爆出報復意圖 死神借刀 裁決生死終結 恐嚇攪局 指望自由 卻又甘願受縳 <咫尺懽暢> 腿毛電擊我 凹槽裏脗合的 水壩開閘 低胸胎記裸現 手掌的熱溫 忘記靈魂的囓咬 右頸上的提醒 烏澤髮絲 黑市的象徵 毫無意義的愉快 裘果裏藏著 童趣新鮮 用來解救智慧之荒 <念覺螢幕> 被鬼魂搶刧 肛門鑽進蛇身 變成骨頭的鼻樑 恐懼打嗝 齒模在脖柱上 打量慾結樣本 毒性火球 延燃胸網 保麗龍中的 靜電自瀆 亂語的前意識 為瘋狂鑄模 概念萬歲 <封面玫瑰> 另類藝廊 粉紅的奇觀 記憶長刺 與意識性交的 可數瘋狂 取了個非名字 誤解合理 正經太通俗 主流倒店 性感可惡嗎 請問 荊纏的慾望 杜譔以及偽裝 <廣角天堂> 快樂倉庫內 震撼昨天 的進步添貨 劇場上演卡通 「貓與牙齒」 荒謬天真闖台 填滿這裏 時而狂野的 自由想像 畫框遲化鑑賞 垮台的標準 唯有美夢仍 神力無邊 <色情理論> 思想對流中 沈默的空間 降下迷霧 等質的溫度 陰陽交融 澤氣氳氳於 血脈通渠內壁 輸新能量的 激情狂骨 劇情泛濫虛無 遭理智鏟除 節育的慾事 或浮或沈 <某些靈慾> 私釀的秘密在 開罎後沸騰 濃薰的酒騷 精神性的 神祕氣質幽縹 對換魔幻的手段 催生戲法 灌醉機敏的防衞 在昏恍中大酣 交杯慶賀 重生的靈氣 沈鬱身魂 翩然地擁舞 <非法透視> 耳朵瘍湯 虛幻的悲涼 如著火河面 乘數倍的時辰 在瘋狂中 換取和平的來生 細磨原創的愛 吞噬大自然 鬥爭唯心 被廣告欺騙的 慾望狼狽 低級領銜 邪教的儀式 <無慾的日晨> 烘得爆炸的籃球 在乾燥的柏油石上 反彈枯寥的 無聊悶熱 懶洋洋的植物 伸展手莖 向殘酷氣候乞饒 死沈的陽光 窒息青春的分子 呆滯天線架 傳輸平板波訊 靜坐屋瓦上 的落花正暈然 <性慾的終結> 蝸殼內的願望 蜷成量尺 音樂開始陽萎 陰蒂磁頭 自搗的魔音 縫緊陰門 摩天輪解放高潮 異性戀的鎖鏈 通運彼此 的古怪基因 生育魔王 軟葩的時空 幾多寃愁 <過渡性行為> 旅途兩側 迴帶的風樹 掃過悲傷 肉體如苦難史跡 靈魂與風景 卻無罪釋放 返歸開端 錯覺之愛究竟 埋葬了幾世紀的 背叛備胎 寧可享用謊偽 這絶滅的 單純 <起渡> 嚵喘粉肉 窒息的嚥慾 口腔磨碎 切齒的焦躁 如擁河水燈 護送溫存 夢思趁夜漂逝 性情法會莊嚴 隔岸的殷勤 對峙心慮 律波如詩 輾轉終日的動靜 嚮往恆常 <美德尺度> 以為戰勝了無常 卻被命運毀容 道德是個空屋子 維持終世榮譽 的代價比 一生的菜錢還不值 從頭的失敗 輪迴無盡哀切 向排斥說些好話 奇蹟打噴嚏 背棄的第一個愛 終於遠去 永不再可能 <靈慾界線> 潮溼是猥褻的執著 潛意識成為絆腳石 增溫的腹皮 滾行的坦克履帶 輕盈靈魂脫卸 軀體負荷 碎鑽囓咬肉膚 骨節打嗝 蛙式舞步 平反昨天的革命動機 危險開著同樂會 鐵網囚禁 悲咽如乳泉 <解放情慾> 打了嗎啡的蝴蝶 進入頹亂漸溫層 麻醉知覺 同步的周旋在 心獄間 撲熄垂死火燄 禁慾步伐 飛翔靄華的傾向 性情雲朶 化成譎美的 爛漫蕾暈 釋放偏執船槳 泅泳慾海 <姦淫電壓> 插頭上座 瘋狂 如萬聖節舞會 睿敏分裂 干涉順利的鍵盤 濃濃的恐懼 在寧謐中傳散 秋日如殺 輾轉的愁慮 爬上雙膝 腹痛咒詛般 真相如此迂迴 電擊醒悟 <股溝戰爭> 覆蓋側身的憂鬱 神遊太虛像屍姦 靈魂出馬視察 魚群在腦海 掃蕩海波 電鰻魚照明陰道 痛顫分布如擊 死亡慾求 申請一紙護照簽證 激烈莖頭掙前 血染黃昏 妄覺如窰烤 私情在燄中油熾 <敏感念頭> 毛孔綻開畏懼 雙目刺痛 光線射程 在空中蒸餾 疲憊的塵埃粒子 抽搐的細胞 騷亂情緒 瞬間洞悉關鍵 的領悟火花 引燃漂浪的 思想核心 轉念路線在 觸光後岔開 <聯想的靈感> 處理滲透的雜念 理性陣痛中 堆疊的靈思 紊亂無章 辭彙的干擾 反調思路 連鎖的理智反應 實驗步驟的 標準基調 聯繫知覺的理念 衍生基礎邏輯 靈光閃爍 親臨聯感地帶 <賦比留戀> 窒息于傷痛之中 善感陷入土溝 邪惡的皺紋 堆積于怨婦面膚 閱讀一千則悲哀 希望骨折 房間裏種植 符咒之華 寧詳是一種囚禁 表情若花俏的 沙漠之花 墮落壓迫悲傷 死靈有語 <邊陲象徵> 遭遇每天發生 詮釋千篇一律 詭異在邊緣 陷溺 生瘡的靈魂 在經歷裏掙扎 被仇恨出賣 卻出奇地美麗 難民營裏的 呻吟傷口上 血跡未乾 內幕咬住牙齒 準備清盤 <逃亡的風險> 皮膚因愛發炎 流言月台 著火的腳步 驚豔一個熟悉的眼神 暗號默地喘息 錯誤戀棧 偶然發飇的 拔腿淌熱 發泡的軌道 攔截天機 憂鬱電梯天降 緩和的安全 耽慮卻開始亡命 <政治連莊> 被危機出賣 錯接的攻訐線路中 政見脫皮 諜報如運動鞋 整合籌謀 一統的假象 狠心批判的重心 落至吉道運掌 鑄下禍因的迫害 反轉絶對頹勢 簽署是分裂的開端 背叛的意志下 存有勝利 <偈解> 有些人受虛幻掌管 只能在黑暗哭泣 夢的輪廓 和焚燒的城池 在失明眨眼時 看見天堂 盡力捕捉事件 那些隔夜 成為酒暇之餘 的笑柄現實 轉為啼哭 受迫的天使 被歷史鞭打 <新鮮默契> 審判自由 維持瘍腫的孤寂 鄰比遊浪 規避永久的 聖潔隔音 究竟保鮮時 革職排斥的唯心 如何逃逗了 無辜聯想 打破月亮後 覆唱童幻 等到真確撞車 曖昧已發芽 <沈淪的節奏> 死隺從路上奔過 颶風後的寧靜 由驚慄揭拆 壓抑是一種芬芳 滿壁爬走巫婆 心象張力賁狂 凝想墜入地獄 油畫從牆上掉落 想像粉彩黝化 自由色澤變質 開朗如恐怖片 咧開鯨大嘴牙 鬼怪天真已氣絶 <蒸餾慾望> 聲道被魔鬼佔據 魔音頻道擴張 邪教教義的宣佈 色情勢力張狂 氣竅生煙 回到起點的趨夢者 歸返正位性愛 亢奮熱潮掀迭 刺入傷痛央心 性慾死會後破產 意識星星亂墜 慾結成晶塊 熱情餾空 <流長蜚短> 非正統觀點霧化 理性的公升量杯 在都市裏打翻 傷心的歷史 斷碎葉脈 情侶互擁之頸隙 伸出捉擰手爪 陰昧車箱內 身份搖盪 隔閡之椅空虛 街景如垢 火烤筆跡的售屋主管 發出罐頭笑聲 <愛虐機器> 從口腔拉出一條女腿 背後袱載性慾淨重 頸上遭啃三傷痕 後悔歷史悲從中來 電鑽在體內調涉 文字沙拉 隨血脈輸水 的存有流湧 傷痕鮮美 尖銳的領略 戳開宣語帆布 意圖在側腰彎弧 頹廢打勾 <性夢一則> 傳喚戀人來到夢央 比對心犀証據 懷疑訴訟開庭 先知法官宣判 正義中立良心缺席 被告捲入悔恨 坦承曲折回憶 口供比對叫罵 失身那夜窗外 鳥鳴哀淒隱忍 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在黑暗中隱没了方位 螢光發自門縫邊緣 冰涼漸溫後 攤張的姿勢結構 撲來婪渴的魅影 心曲攔截燄熱的 生理氣候預測 慾望翻了翻身 快感再度依附過來 <試探詩篇> 欺訛彼此的通訊 真相無法分享 詐騙技術高超過 靈媒神算 掩埋猜測與拆解 的懷疑機制 聰慧被誤用 迴轉經驗公式 絶對劃下傷痕的 催擊潛力 對話的終結 肇始心語矛盾 錄製無盡的噪聲 <直接詮釋> 性慾沼氣中的精靈 幻化天擾水波上 飛翱語詞的翅膀 解析內容影像化 的實際脈絡 分心引來文法與 結構互斥的現象 理性震盪欺騙 學派封閉性的 大儒傾向與獨裁 結尾駁斥 論述原點的模糊後 縝密述說定義 <機密> 政治神祕主義的走狗 自高樓大門跨出 鬼祟步伐 合眾陰謀逐步破滅 快訊與號外速度 截止在間諜的 密謀暗算前 竊聽總部國際雷達 偵得連線威脅 的危險頻率 黑函捷報醜聞 地雷政策轟炸 殲破地下組織的基地 <性慾地圖> 性感區域連結 色情迷宮的 覓向制約 慾望震央的精確點 星辰輻射下 病態的電線桿 瘟瘟飛蛾徘徊 迷途的抽象性 駐留廣闊的意義 新標地域中 遺忘前景的 捷徑路線與迂迴 道路的面貌 <玄異> 扶梯上一塊乾化軟木塞 侵蝕狀元糕的相似性 蟑螂筆原質是書寫粉筆 生銹的非鐵質性物質 傾覆神性聖潔的窗框 計程車刻篆驅逐艦隊 情侶名字泛濫愛情火 電動玩具店裏的流鶯 召喚男客的幸運威力 肛門脫臼了整個禮拜 幽影在身邊閃躲移動 戰勝詭異的誘惑突擊 命運顛覆夢境的邏輯 <登高之懼> 她患了幽閉症 憂鬱鎖在電梯裏 廣角視野下 螻人蟻車交集身影 摔死的靈魂 想像肉體的昇騰 預兆是名自慰男子 透過壓克力板牆 拋棄私嚎的恐懼 登騎屋頂孤高的 隔離性成就 她的疏離高度 停滯在門開剎那 <飢餓之歌> 胃壁絞旋超意識流 酶液淫弄虛無 經歷非語言革命 灌風的食慾 節省社會主義的經費 反物慾是酷刑下 背叛生理直覺的 矯偽清高 毒素營養的貧窘 通行精神特權的 氣態理論 中空的消費主義 迷漫想像謬誤 <靈慾高潮> 裝飾亢奮肉體 理性標準蒸發 曖闇的感性 聯婚天使下帖 迷幻藥劑 設計荒謬性交 高潮如夢 慾水泅泳靈異 幻想傳說分歧 融解彼此的皮膚 煙霧淫亂 肢體與情緒對立 鰭手捻去燈光 <消極磁片> 輪轉軌線磨擦 地獄式毀譽佈辭 神道縱橫肆虐 法力穿透意念 醉眩的靈魂 迷失於顛危道路 負面流漏的信心 剎止激進慾望 簡化心虛的密碼 解析被動心態的糾葛 多重聯結萎化 連鎖感應 軟調磁場失常 <迷幻追蹤> 月亮醞釀醉意 演變成謬見光幕 只能體認唯一事實的 單純化主見分裂 幻象糾結成米團 調性侵入追憶 哽咽無中生有 配偶欄浮顯出 非宿命安排的夫姓 暴走於夜間馬路 的幽靈狂哮並且 沈寐光速美感 誤信超質的魔力 <色情拼圖> 草莓象徵集體梅毒 恐嚇製造高潮 異象迭連出現夢境 快感超速之後 分割觸覺的裂線 拼湊完好情慾圖案 屍解浪漫的原型 壓抑的直覺合併 肉體是秘密導向 靈魂永恆解放的通道 圓融的身體氣象表 結算濕氣與氣壓 影響精神自由的密度 <超速製造> 多產的影像變速 錯義性銜接 凌亂的對白 反結構的垃圾生產 糾髯的落髮般 復製資本主義式 頽廢反胃的生殖率 再造流質情緒的 文筆聲道吶喊 失憶的劇情脈絡 淆亂的語法 飽足閱讀食慾 的新鮮快感 <異化的邏輯> 混交貿易擴展 泛國際主義的教義 傳真交易簡化 互動頻率的再現 共產社會與資本主義 的通勤狀態 降低匯率的準點 新太平洋戰爭 揭開殖民經貿的 土地爭奪仗 扭曲的資金分配率 複雜化的結構型態 促合雜交思路走向 <鑑賞浪漫的光環> 在命運中編織快樂 感性難得現身 友好的親暱融化 在濃厚的直感交流中 氣態的情緒賁張 浮華光圈酣醉 靈動的氣溫上騰 擁抱降壓的體熱 色光欺騙了肉眼的 誠真慾覺感應 曝光如泉的浪漫 歸屬於超越光速的 邊界情懷 <迴帶性慾> 等速運輸音感的 性感磁帶上 春叫重覆欲聾的 情緒失控 卡夾連續性舒暢 的消磁慾望 倒回無慾狀態 歸化性別特質的 音效原型 誇大個體性差異 階段性複製的 寫實音樂主義 編撰愛慾音譜 <激情幻象> 九月迷幻的雲朵爆炸 天界映現激狂的 交媾身影與 異象交晃的幻覺 求愛呢喃渴望 滲透靈慾的井泉 提早結約佳偶 解除幸福的彩環 啃噬慾望 吞嚥邪念氛圍 幻化狂妄傾向的 理智絶望 愛戀化解竭渴狀態 <系列> 疊山重重 類同的丘壑 勾勒魔幻曲線 色彩比重 繪摩新鮮感 差異光度 假托陰影底色 具陳山系的多樣貌 陵頂構造 遞換風景格調 出超的雲朵 掩映色澤與類型 天然的功學形狀 <原始印象> 天使假寐後 靈氣溜遁 遠處降臨幽靈城市 天際規劃高廈 線條隱約 草原地層塌陷 震央搖撼悲劇 預言恐懼症 散播殘局號外 耳鳴龜裂理智 矇懂記憶 將詭異原理 翻新詮解 <藝術紋路> 擾亂思緒的磁波 攪盪幻想空間 迷醉傾蕩沈思 感想逸失 真理絶滅 桌面跌進死蠅 朝天的死亡想像 混亂的命運交易 使理想難飛 透明磁磚 疊比數大的花樣 覆没自由美學 <搖滾瘋狂> 放克結交龐克 頽敗的姿態 放浪形骸 昧亂音符垂死 在電子焦躁的 金屬節奏中 吃了媚藥的歌手 放腔吼喚 虛無的回聲 抖顫麻痺感官 正常不再稀罕 脫臼的瘋狂 間歇地譫語 <暴投的音符> 發動音樂主義的 解放暴動 拋物線上的理智 隨著旋律發狂 符號化成樂河 自禁忌圍牆邊 崩瀉洪患 過度密集的音符 操縱虛弱神經 跳躍感內化 於壓抑的血膊間 超越理智邊界 改唱生命奔放的歌 <結算憤怒> 正義在話筒旁偽裝 邪魔心思喚醒耳盼 紛亂的糊塗 受到真偽的挑釁 歪曲的脾氣 吐納腹腔密度 封鎖瘋昧的手段 終結提早到來的 劇情危機 化外的平靜 是一種隔離慾望 騷擾的沈默午休 寧諧依舊 <夢幻日誌> 枕在權勢身側 理性被浪漫革職 消跡的腳步 壓迫黑暗 影子跳動如雀 屋頂的鬼魅 傾聽貓的春吟 自慰的靈魂 迷失在寧靜月光下 流線樂譜 滑向曼陀羅之花 綻放挑情芬香 夢裏縈繞 <自語的潛能> 詢問口吻注輸聽覺 環境間入雜訊 直覺反應答案 對話潛力 開發慾望生意 與自我耳語 引爆思考態度的 集約複雜 流連心緒的情結 往返夢思境界 無聲停頓阻撓 連續性幻想 疑問疴止不解 <罪惡主見> 令人反胃的建議 推荐嗜殺動機 畏罪逃走的主謀 指使下屬掩護 惡魔的化身 刺殺公正之劍 沾上惡劣血腥 偏邪指控 歪曲的情節發展 引誘犯罪的天使 綻放無邪笑靨 咒罵與謀殺 聯手推翻孤絶見解 <美麗負擔> 窩藏邪詐的頽美 受危厄包伺 沈靜美感 難以維繫永恆 自縊的淺薄 癱死在鯨屍海灘 幻貌人生 瞬息噎止前程 傾城的詛咒 絶代剎那失真 無慾的偽裝 如停屍僵目下 儘餘的血色半絲 <全新的束縛> 再度被謊言圍剿 信編搪塞的藉口 威望受道德牽制 杜絶錯誤 否定習成的過去 飄泊的真相 行蹤複雜 防範錯誤的演變 未來調整守則 洞開的慾望 協防罪惡洩失 珍貴的榮譽 終生善保 <鬼譎迷惘> 愛撫威脅慾望 失言後的嘔吐 發生誠實過敏的 非病變症狀 停駛的死亡街車 走在浮爛慾軌上 戶外海天交織 淒美神話 造作的濤水 浮沈多少生生世世 的荒謬情仇 徨失的命運 若有所誤 <絶望的機會> 再次消沈的希望 獲賜自新機會 衝破過去與未來的 樊籬籠柵 處境孤立的現在 預謀悲涼事譜 貪婪討好神祉 索要立命條件 代價焚毀虛假所有 利益遭吞吃 錯失良機的運氣 敗落在絶望煙霧中 衰退而失意 <留戀孤獨> 撐直獨老的雨傘 繞過淤水 孑然的現實 無法清倉夢境 搭乘謫放號火車 經歷湛藍險峻 夜奔的麻雀 找不著避雨歇處 沈思中的無奈 獨流的冷氣濾水 垂瀉無耐寂寞 生命互舊 體念方才更新 <完美的陷溺> 畏怕陋化 於是淒美地沈淪 現實的確皎白 虛無美感矯健地 躲避揭穿之鏡 偽面破碎 詛咒之前 悔恨裝飾扭曲 的惆悵臉孔 閉目後自我消失 絶對自裁的決心 昏睡柏油馬路 啟示燒遍心腑 <預設恐懼> 嚇唬遁隱的倉惶 消息管道截斷 也是停滯的詭異 政治通姦的聯結 預言並非安排命運 絶對真實的應驗 砸碎的血面裏 湮蓋悲傷表情 極度震驚 排斥面對事實 超越怖懼 卸除不幸災兆的 霾黑氛局 <理智連線> 她的假想敵是自己 逼問子句拆解後 重組共識信任 情報經竊聽漏出 合理假設查證 推理實證的效率 如電波傳訊 通報天機 理性對談的符碼 解構智慧 堆砌文思結晶 線牽及時訊號 關鍵開朗 <彈性姿態> 力度啟示健康尺寸 伸擴韻動面積 廣度双倍 曲線没落如壑 完美姿勢 側向拋勒孤數 風采洋溢 波律昂揚 彈簧壓縮原狀 肉體態度優異 傾斜設計 降落肢體美感 型式乍現 <絶緣進化論> 污穢難以忍受 生存平行的個體 似曾熟識的旋律 命運諧奏又互斥 感動交融卻獨立 生命如保險絲 燃斷情愫死結 革除礙手的糾扯 欣賞久違心事 情誼透明化 誥別神傷與哀愁 會面仇視與誤解 人緣終止纏綿 <雙重過程> 思索路徑開岔 熟慮交錯脈絡 檢視步驟 重覆例行調性 謬誤閃失 製造荒唐邏輯 耿真出軌 基本性質質變 真偽交織 事跡原貌裸現 同位元素 催化程式運作 理論實證真理 <心理圖案> 希求的情理狀態 如綜合維他命 成份複雜 乞冀永久平祥 崇拜恆真 理念花紋如織 腦室構思 前途地圖指南 道義方位 置於抽象北方 哀慟表面 浮起南方島嶼 記憶卻失向 <乾燥歌聲> 誤會使美善陋化 靈魂與身體分裂 困在水泥獸屋中 心慌不定 轉音梗塞 墮落無法裁止 被支開的趨向 無法控制壞棄的 生理慾望 熟悉的旋律 滾動永恆 滄桑是外延的 無盡感慨 <現象形式> 暗殺政治主義 謀誅不利形勢 幽靈帝國 預示悲劇歷史 科學景觀文化 展現無污染性 結構特質 前景規劃文明秩序 理念化作規模 骨架美學 延展建築特性 浮起地面的城國 屹立鞏固 <感官座標> 血疤花與黑胎記 交接靈慾沸點 唇皿擴張 胃氣滿足地嘆息 骨出泉湍血腥 漿糊糊地 火山口如鑄鐵熔爐 灑溢興奮之岩 墜汗如雨下 貿進之姿開始疲憊 刺札遠去 蒸散谷壑積雨 雲朵逐漸華老 <擴音聯想> 音速風險 在耳鳴中重奏 圖譜超速行走 休止符開始錯亂 高昇如孤的 連續音階 承載磅礡氣勢 溢出線譜的 感動與激盪 依舊拋幌 皇富的音質 逐漸擴張優秀 的聯想花邊 <新生氛圍> 嚐試早晨的氣候 磚片上映照 雪光的曦陽 响時移動 影線朝東偏徒 久憂成疾的 沈思換上鏤衣 雲影靛藍 澈明的光線 環繞新鮮空際 時辰遞換中 昨寐伴睡的月暈 音訊已杳 <預知威脅> 毒害的企圖 以符咒妄力 詛附惡願 深入陷阱中心 毒性發作的劇情 犯罪如遊戲 危險伺伏 脅迫侵迫安寧 邪惡預兆 啟示恐怖厄事 不祥感應 揭開 逼近的殺機 <評價的灼見> 媒體機身的醜陋 在於目擊過剩的 現實滄桑 世俗的積習 縱容特權 干係密切的 因果循環 週而復始地 驗明矛盾子題 類比的理論 抨擊反面訴求 拉鋸的敍理 激烈對抗 <截止的內容> 原子水筆瀉漏 書寫的秘密 躲在格子裏的 故事開始恐慌 終極的現實 脈絡分明 到期的正義 最後才出現 標點在語句間 跳躍地啣接 段落中斷 文字獄禁忌諱的 語言法則 <擺脫存有> 哀悼死容的片刻 靈柩陰沈 蒼皤況味滿盈 無性的離觴 告別世俗惆悵 殁逝的命運 奔走孤荒 存在從空間消亡 遺忘等於失憶 記憶除霜 魂魄入歛後 無奈的生存態度 緩慢地移轉 <測試直覺> 陷入危險的快感 管脈賁張 腿膚觸上高熱 慾望引擎 膨大的水泡 像金魚的泡鰓 油表指標 墜下殆思谷底 耗盡苦索的 現時速率 直指危機禁忌 正負相剋的系統 絶對準確 <全新格局> 掀揭隔離的巾幕 真相如裸肩 開河渠道 暢流遠大的未來 舞台啟亮光源 影子翩然 角度高傲的船帆 順風起航 瞭望海霧靄雲 調度展望先機 鮮穎前途 在潮浪中伏浮 推翻絶望 <生理指標> 碳酸乳汁在嘴間 水暈泛泛 噬嚐飢渴 味覺傾蕩的澀楚 突爆的泡沫 滾出腔孔 內穴瀰漫懨倦 唯一的清醒 纏覺糾葛如魘 風螺炙燙 肉慾軌跡紛碌 臨夜呼嘯的夢覺 眠中旋繞 <釋放靈魂> 屈服於心象的 理智脆弱但純粹 陰魂夢魘裏 分發冥錢的 龐克女性主義者 靨容狡怪 雲朵落在蓮瓣 的闇影邊緣 午睡剛醒的秋遷 在豔陽鼓躁下 催速時辰的秘密 閃電叱咤 亮片金光爍燿 <曖昧交涉> 手掌變成火舌 令人厭惡的過去 燄光熊熊 情慾談判中 對峙的交織情結 鎔鑄愛恨 澆冷後的籌碼 雛型堅持 阻撓僵化協調 言語打鐵 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